Clearing The Auric Field – Monday, Jan 11, 1999. by Florence Mary


In all things, we are a sum total of all of our experiences and how we allow these experiences to influence our make up. Often, no matter how hard we try, we are unable to outrun our history and truly take up our authentic desire to be just ourselves, as we know that we truly are in our core. That core-self often becomes a distraction to those who have come here to learn what that is but have not accessed their higher wisdom. More importantly, what that means. 

We all accept that we are victims in our body’s vulnerability to disease, emotions and even chronic conditions or even repeating events in our life. Often we cannot escape making the same mistakes over and over again. We fault ourselves and seek more and more bodywork and healing without knowing that we not only have to clear the physical body but also the auric body. It must be cleared of the lingering subconscious body of experience or imprints in the auric field. Even when we have had the work done, we often feel disassociated from the body and the feeling of the body being our home. We then call back to ourselves the experience of that body, rather than make conscious changes to that experience.

The good news is that all of this change takes time. The best thing you can do is to hunker down and ride the wave of change that is brought into your life with clearing your field of intention. It is also good to remember that your intention for change or no change, will bring the test of your own experience into your life. Either way, on a conscious level you must choose change or not. It is that simple and that difficult depending on what ego-based needs are being served by whatever it is that is overwhelming your life.

Often, our conscious mind will choose a thing without allowing the mind to dig around in the sub-conscious or super-conscious mind to find out what choices should be made. This is called impulse. Our present reality mind may be clinging to these choices, not living out the souls life voyage. The good news is, when you know better, you do better. Impulse reality can be changed. It is changed through clearing the auric field of life experience imprints. That is the purpose of the clearing meditation.

There are eight layers to this body and each one must be held within the consciousness as the clearing meditation is done so that the auric bodies can be cleared. Since this field often appears unified, rather than in layers, this is not a hard step. Each of the layers is generated by one of the chakra systems of the body. With this clearing meditation we are clearing only the ones attached to this physical plane of experience. The higher realms of experience only effect the lower realms once they are clear. The effects are always for our higher good and come directly from the First Principle of Creation.

Once the auric level is cleared we often find ourselves more deeply attached to Spirit than we have been before. Since the most important thing about us is that we are Spiritual Beings having a physical experience and therefor, do not exist outside of the First Principle, nothing bad is going to happen if we clear our field. But guaranteed, you will live with same old, same old, if you do not. For some of you, same old isn’t that bad. But aren’t you curious as to what the new reality might be?

Before we begin the meditation, please take some time to consciously choose the depth to which you want clearing to take place. Your sincerity mean a lot. I have tried to design the visualization so that you have enough time to look at, know or feel the changes to take place, to awaken your ability to let go of the past experience of your life. If you know that you cannot, for whatever reason, let go of present reality, you do not have to share that with anyone. But be honest with yourself. You will find that nothing is more important than this honesty. The dusty motes in your auric field are the leavings of self-deception that often appear as dark spots or muddy colours in the aura. Re-encoding the chakras and then doing the clearing visualization will help the process to speed up. 

You may ask why would I want to clear the field of intention? When the field of intention has been cleared it opens the doorway to higher realms of wisdom and truth and allows each person with clear intention to become truly peaceful and harmonious within the world that they live in. If you are in a constant state of turmoil then your field of intention and the connection with Higher Realms of Wisdom and Truth are blocked. Unblocking the Auric  field of intention also allows us to plug into the realm of the Ascended Masters. The great ones of the central sun who have from the beginning of time moved the evolution of both dear Mother Earth and of Humanity. Clearing the field of intent is also a commitment to take a more active part in and a responsibility for that evolution or to become an Enlightened One. It will not happen overnight but it will happen. The initiation to that realm of Wisdom is to take love, light, peace and joy as your most fervent belief. Nothing else matters at this time. 

The Auric Field-

8. Authentic Ketheric Body – Divine Knowing

7. Celestial Body – Divine Loving

6. Authentic Etheric Body – Divine Will

5. Astral Body – Loving

4. Mental Body – Clear Thinking

3. Emotional Body – Real Feelings

2. Etheric Body – I Exist

1. Physical Body – Being-ness

Clearing Visualization

We will begin by breathing to the rhythm of the Universe. “So” on the in breath. “Hum” on the out breath. “So – Hum”. And again, “So Hum”. Pause.

Be with yourself the way you see yourself at this moment in time. Take a breath. (Pause)

Allow yourself to see or feel all the unclear thoughts and feelings that surround you. Take a very good look at this cloud that surrounds you. (Pause)

What colour is the cloud? (Pause)

What does it make you feel like? Again, take a deep breath. (Pause)

Now visualize or “thought intend” yourself surrounded by tiny winged beings. Take a deep breath. (Pause) As many breaths as you need. (Pause) Now I want you to feel their wings moving to clear the mists of unclarity and confusion away from you. (Pause)

Now look at your winged beings. Are they butterflies that represent transformation?(Pause) Are they hummingbirds that represent joy? (Pause) Or are they tint angels? (Pause) Watch their wings moving; feel the joy that they feel at being of service to you. (Pause)

Now allow yourself to see every painful experience you have ever endured. Take a deep breath. (Pause) Allow that to become part of the mist around you. (Pause) Know that you are safe and protected. Take a deep breath. (Pause)

Take a moment to identify why the fog around you is so dense. (Pause) Now allow that you do not need these feelings of confusion anymore. (Pause) Begin to collect them all up, no matter what they are. Illness, (Pause)chronic conditions, (Pause) hurts others have helped you to experience that you cannot quite forgive and may be holding on to. (Pause) Take your time to identify them all and to collect them. (Pause) Take a deep breath. (Pause) Feel how heavy they all are. (Pause)

Look into the distance. There is a large gold box encrusted with jewels. Walk towards it and as you walk towards it, the box opens up so that you can place all of these feelings, illnesses and conditions inside. (Pause) Now notice a note on top of the box, but do not open it. Allow yourself to experience the feeling of being unburdened. (Pause)

Return to your cloud. Notice that the colour of the cloud has changed to pure white light. (Pause)

Your winged friends are beginning to clear these clouds from around you. As they do, your feeling of well being begins to grow. (Pause) Joy fills the space created by what you have unburdened yourself of. Take a deep breath. (Pause)

When the cloud is cleared, open up your note and read : In my central core is the perfect me that is ever beautiful, ever young. I have a beautiful spirit, mind, eyes, nose, mouth and skin – The Divine Infant is within – pure and innocent. The Divine Alchemist is within my temple – this is the human form Divine. All is well! Peace! Peace! Oh Perfect Peace! (Pause)

Now allow yourself to look at the radiant body of light that you are. Step into it affirming: I Am this Radiance. I Am this Light. I will keep it with me always. Dearest Love! I Am the perfect reflection of the Divine within the world. Think a beautiful thought and give it away to the world. 

Namaste – Florence Mary





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A Clear Field of Intention For Light Carriers – Author Unknown

To my guides and all of those who are assisting me in my own evolutionary journey on Earth :

It is my intention that I be successful.

It is my intention to be always safe and to know that I have nothing to fear in everything that I do.

It is my intention that I receive love and give love in every thing that I do.

It is my intention that I have a good time and that I be provided for with prosperity in accordance with my needs.

It is my intention that I have faith in the power of the Divine in all things.

It is my intention to become more than I am now.

It is my intention to become an instrument for the Divine to love through me.

It is my intention to share with others the blessings from the Divine.

It is my intention that I not become too enamoured of the material world.

Author Unknown

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Comments on Practice of Meditation by Florence Mary, November 4, 1999.


1. Bring energy into the heart and solar plexus area (focus point for concentration) in order to leave the world behind and practice emptiness. This emptiness allows one to observe the stream of consciousness that passes through the mind. (no judgement)

2. Through stages of concentration one sets aside one’s attachments so the ego can be forgotten and the “All” may be experienced. 

3. Rhythmic breathing, your own natural pace, at first, in through the mouth and out through the nose. As one calms the mind and sets aside “carnal” attachments even to their own body, peace and harmony descend. This state is like “conscious sleeping”, where everything simply “IS”.

4. Gradually, this “IS” reality is translated into everyday life where the pace of the breath is the same as in the meditative process. Peace and harmony, without attachment are achieved through observing the process of life not as perfect or imperfect, but as “ISNESS”, which eliminates duality.

5. The goal of meditation may be “enlightenment” or an “aha” moment where one sees clearly “ISNESS”. This “isness”, is no longer theory but an experience of being clearly in the moment with no past or future. One moves not at all, but flows in that moment. Days, weeks, months and years pass but the moment remains “still”, but not fixed.

6. As you begin to experience the separation of consciousness from the routines of daily life and its cares, move your consciousness to the area between the eyebrows. At this time, the rhythm of the breath should slow.


There are numerous beliefs and traditions that may be adapted for meditation. Traditional postures are seen as “ideal conditions” but are unnecessary to the person who’s intent is to sincerely practice and experience meditative states. 

Sit comfortably in any way that keeps the back upright. You may support the back as long as it does not encourage sleep.  Therefor, support should only encourage keeping the spine erect and energy flowing through the chakra centers. 

Chair Sitting – Feet flat on the floor or soles of the feet together. Keep the back erect and place your support behind you. You may find as you practice the support is used less – as the back straightens, consciousness deepens.

Stool Sitting –  This allows for one to cross legs into a more traditional way. The back is unsupported or near a wall with a wedge for lower back support if needed. The stool may vary in height from 8-18 inches but is lower than a chair. The stool may be placed on a mat or large cushion for comfort.

Traditional Positions – these may be everything from full lotus positions to just cross-legged sitting on the floor, wedges or pillows but with the back unsupported. 

Each person must choose the position that best keeps them alert and aware to allow true concentration.

Webmasters note/tip : myself, I learned from a wise man who practiced being present and he gave me a little trick to use. I keep my tongue towards the roof of my mouth as I breath the breath. It keeps me present, alert and tends to aid in opening up the brow area.


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The Child Within – By Florence Mary – undated

A child is a gift placed within our care for a short time. It is a blank slate where we write the story of our lives for the child to act out.

So consider well your acts of love and hate for the child must eat and be nourished by your example. 

Be positive that you love him or her and nurture their right to be themselves and to know self-love, for in it lies Gods love.

See not your pain but the joy within the child and allow it to fill you with self-examination. 

Make the child not a substitute for your safety or my love, you will always be only his or her mother or father.

So allow him or her the freedom to soar and climb and accept the child as they become who they are, a child of God. Not yours to mold or bend and shape, but to nurture in the way of the child’s own choosing.

Then one day in the adult child’s eyes you shall see wisdom beyond your own for the child has always been free to be itself.

And maybe one day that adult child will give you the assurance you did a good job when they phone to announce the birth of their own child and the cycle will begin again. So the love and the trust never ends.

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Messages from December 22, 1997 – written by Florence Mary

Webmasters note: this writing starts with Florence giving thanks and making a statement to the guides. The guides respond below her statement.

Thank you for the deep sense of Joy and Thanksgiving that I experience each day. Please help me to live the Sevenfold Path of Life and Learning with the deepest sense of honour and integrity.

The process of life, driven forward by choice, can be nothing but honourable and filled with integrity or it is an ignorant and fearful path. 

One creates not only with thought but also by choice. Thought therefor is the psychic manifestation of the invisible brought into the physical awareness, and choice is the action taken because of thought. 

As one develops the attunement to mindfulness and emptiness, the process of thought changes to one of not only harmlessness and compassion but also to one of personal honour and integrity that does not judge, except in the moment where the path is transgressed by others they meet upon that path.

Many times you have been told that you bring the test of your own experience to yourself, for what good is honour if it has no test? What good is integrity if it is not tempered by the fires of life. Instead of dreading those moments or meeting them with the suffering of anger, embrace them with the knowledge of who you really are. By each choice and moment of knowing that, your life becomes less filled by fear and more filled by joy.

Life is truly a joy when a man or a woman knows what honour and integrity demands of you. When beyond the precepts of religious truth, honourable truth authors the nobility of your life. That life may not be one that is held up to the world for praise or honour, but one lived quietly in the shadows of life, as the multitudes may know it. 

To the person quietly living their truth, the wheel of karma has stopped turning, the joy of earthly enlightenment has entered, and peace and harmony rule them and their closest loved ones. Fear is nothing more than an empty chair at the table that they realize, can be filled, the moment they gather to them the evil of ignorance. 

The ultimate ignorance is not knowing who you are or why you are here. All else is the machinations of a mind addicted to thinking and adrenaline. Happiness is not being high but being peaceful and harmoniously enraptured within the Universal Flow of the chosen life.

The chosen life is one that you see clearly authored by the limitations of your beliefs. The chosen life evolves more rapidly when it is authored by faith. Faith that is not held by belief but by possibility. Faith makes the impossible possible, the improbable probable and the very difficult doable. Faith is not logical but a matter of the heart that does not judge except in things that are personal. Yet faith holds not slights or anger but understands, with compassion, the suffering of others no matter how they are generated . Faith shares itself not only in words but also with actions and willingly pays the price that action demands, if its ultimate goal is freedom. Freedom for not only for one’s self but also freedom of others knowing that it is the Universal Right of Souls.

The rhythm’s of life sing to us in the songs of birds, the wind in the trees and waters upon rocks and shorelines. Man has long fashioned sinew and bone, skin and wood, metal and even his own voice to sing in harmony with nature. How long will it be until he sees that music is the path of true love and giving in a world that believes it is divided by colour, eye colour, skin colour, creeds and lines drawn upon a paper to represent the mother Gaia? 

There are no lines anywhere except the ones we draw around ourselves to keep us safe in a world already unsafe by the very presence of those lines. Turn your lives to music and sing the notes of the bowls both in your hearts and with your voices. When you do listen, you will hear in the many voices only one intent, that is to know love, light, peace and joy as reality.


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A message from webmaster to our friends – changes coming to this site

Greetings and salutations to you, beautiful people! As of this writing The Florence Mary Project continues to expand and grow and blossom. It has been an honour to share these writings with you and I look forward to carrying on with more. For the past 8 weeks I have been juggling. My first art exhibit of my own art work is going on locally and I have had a flurry of activity on many levels. The purchase of a Kirlian photography unit is leading to work on the electromagnetic spectrum and I am awed by the amount of energy around and through things that one would think inanimate and benign. Perhaps in some way this work will blend with the information in the writings of Florence Mary? Time will certainly tell. Florence and I began making orgonite back in 2012 and I look forward to testing it under the Kirlian unit to see what the energy looks like. Florence saw a table, oblong , made of orgonite for healing. Myself, I saw a rectangular type box or chamber. 

 At the end of this month my art installation will come down and Obelious Arts and Photography will be born. This means that I will be a busy man. However, this will also free up more of my time to take this website to the next level. I will give you all notice but I have to change the format of this website. I have many more writings and things to share here. Florence Mary’s poetry could fill a site. So, I will take a day at the end of this month to change the format. I will do my best to categorize the writings and archive them in an accessible way to you all. I will put up notice and make the transformation quickly. There will be little down time. This is your “heads up” just in case you arrive on the date I do this.

This is a journey for myself. I do not pick or choose much to write. I am led by an invisible force that I do not control. One thing I can tell you about how I see the writings is that years ago I had very little understanding of much of it and yet now, I am wearing it. Learning every day, more and more but also stepping into an energy that has been waiting for me for many, many years.

There are no human words for the waves of consciousness that hit me daily. Things started to move and circle a form after Florence passed away and now I myself understand things more clearly. The lights in the sky appear when we are in darkness, fumbling around. I am speaking literally here. Red, orange, yellow and clear white pulsing lights, many orbs. I have some amazing things to share with you all in time that will give you goosebumps. My point to telling you this is that there is a TON of energies here right now but most of you cannot or choose not to see them. These are the days of great leaps if we can shift our minds to another level. Hearts, too. The energies are available and are reaching out, getting through. These are multi-dimensional energies sent here long ago. 

This struggle we see going on in our world, left/right, good/bad,/rich/poor, it is playing out daily. How then do we remove this polarity? Is it in more polarity? Competition? Violence/war/death? It is so easy to swing like a pendulum in this polarity and divide, so the trick is to find our calm, our zero point and see things from there. The Impersonal Mind, as Florence Mary would say. 

When I update this website I will make a contact form available so I can communicate with you. Last year alone there were 18,000 or more comments on Florence’s writings. Over 8,000 beautiful messages from kindred spirits but also 10,000 or so spam messages, many referring people to places and things that do not mesh with the energies of this site. I have no problem with free speech but I do have a problem with beings and artificial intelligence that wastes my time and thinks me a fool. So, lesson learned. Heavy duty anti-spam is coming so that I can communicate with you without being hindered by lower level discarnates and the like.

It is my deepest wish that the writings I share give you something else to grab a hold of or to blend or mesh with. No new religion forming here, just an openness to giving what spirit and guidance have given us. If it makes you think or opens your heart, I have done my job. The mantle is yours. Guidance gave these messages. Messages meant to be shared. Messages to remind us that there is another way out of this polarity, a middle path, so to speak. Florence was about opening people up so they could access their own information. No strings attached, just a shelter or a place to come to get away from the storms of life. You are Loved. You are the most important thing you will ever do here.

As for the guides and where they come from I can tell you that we here on this Earth see only with the physical eyes. The inner eye is the beacon to come and know. Vibrations, colours, rays, energies, realms. When one thinks in those terms you are close to knowing where the guides come from. They pass by in the morning mists, in the sweet breath of Mother Earth they ride. The ebb and flow of things. They move to and fro seeking open hearts, void of ego and need of self. In the silence of meditation or contemplation they come. A gentle wisp of cool refreshing air graces you and moves past you like a falling angel feather, brushing you gently, almost tickling and playful, yet holy, sacred. The gate is a soft heart and a still mind, void of ego and cares of this life and world. Available to all of us. A soul grouping, a grouping of vibrations, spirit. Think resonance, colour, vibration, angles and energy. Think spheres. No worshipping of anything, no fancy rules or conditions. No hell to condemn you other than your concepts and beliefs within polarity. Can one transcend evil once one steps out of polarity? You bet they can! Doesn’t cost anything yet is priceless beyond your wildest measure. You ARE the alter, no church needed. What offering will you bring?

Myself, personally, I have always been a “behind the scenes” kind of being. Ever working diligently in the shadows, in the unseen. I have stepped out for a short while to accomplish a mission of sorts. Timing is everything and when one recognizes it, one seizes it. This time is now. Trust me when I say that. I would not speak it otherwise. One day I sat by the lake side on some rocks and watched the water reflect the sky. Within that moment I could see every messed up situation that I had no control over in my life before me. Things I never meant to say or do. People I never wanted to be. Every victory , every loss (and there were many), every smile, every tear had led me to NOW. If I had not learned from it all, the good/bad, beautiful/ugliness I could never have understood what I do know. There is something HOLY and it guides us even when we do not see it, especially then. I used to think I didn’t deserve it or that I was unworthy. That was conditioning. I had always chosen it but had forgotten. So, in the end of it I will say “Yes, there is a friend who is closer than a brother”, “one who is loyal and true”. It does not need a name or a face. It is nameless. It is faceless and if you choose it, it will never leave you. It will bring you joy in the midst of your darkest sorrow. You just have to remember that connection. If it was ever severed, it was not done by that friend, it was done by you. Put your cares down. Don’t carry your burden alone, because of who you really aren’t or you would not be here. Love is the highest standard through which all things are measured and you are loved. Fear is our only enemy.


Thank you from the bottom of my heart for your interest and for letting me share the Florence Mary Project with you all. Bear with me as I move it forward.

In love, and in brilliant light, I say Namaste,

Webmaster Steven


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The Florence Mary Project – Writings/Notes/Diagrams – Mixed Dates – by Florence Mary

            The Florence Mary Project


Webmasters Note : These are images, notes and diagrams from the writings of Florence Mary Masotti. Rather than try and explain things I am just presenting them for your perusal. Some of the info did not come up well on a single photo so if it looks as if I have put more than one of the same shot on, look again. You might be right. There are mysteries here. Some relevant, some…? But none the less, as I uncover I share. If clarification is needed I would say to re-read, get quiet, and ask. I put these on here as a gallery so they will enlarge. Click the photo for a larger view and good luck! Namaste!



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Bioelectromagnetic Vibrational Healing – Part 3 – Personal Issues – Florence Mary, 2001.

There is not a person alive who does not have issues with, or take issue with circumstances generated in physical reality. Most people learn healing methods in order to or in response to the need to heal themselves in some way. 

When one understands what issues within the “personal mind” drives their response to stimulus or “pushes their buttons“. Even the beginning healer can deliver healing energy by remaining empathetic rather than sympathetic. Empathy is practiced by the impersonal mind through respect. Sympathy allows one to have a clients issues trigger their own so that they “take on”, physical, mental and emotional pain that triggers inappropriate responses in the healer.

It would not be proper for a practitioner to respond to the need of a client for physical closeness to initiate sex between them. It can not only be construed as “rape” but also may be as harmful psychologically, to the practitioner, as to the client. This type of response is also the same as one crying over a client when you recognize your own issues being triggered by the enormity of the clients situation in the case of a disease that may be viewed as “incurable”. All degrees of personal response between these two extremes should be eliminated through the development of the impersonal mind which employs trust and faith in the “Beginning Mind”, or “God”. It also has eliminated judgement for it respects the process or conditions within each being as where it should be in that beings “Isness”. 

Within the Beginners Mind there is no better/worse or “comparison” concept, only the concept of present moment reality. The mind always observes – it is raining – not, “it also rained yesterday and it may rain tomorrow”. One may check the weather forecast if they are considering a picnic on Thursday but would not cling to or be disappointed if rain spoiled their plans. “IS, would be their reality in the moment“.

In healing, IS or I AM, is a concept of present time/moment reality, or NOW. Dis-ease is past/present/future reality. In the past, “I have been” hurt, I am still hurt and I will hurt tomorrow. By consciously or subconsciously clinging to a dis-ease/disease because of tribal/cultural history, personal history or probability one keeps negatively trapped within their auric field. All of the energetic bonds/ties/cords that have been severed from rips in the bioplasmic energy that form these fields. These cords emanate from the heart but are driven by the energetic needs of energetic (chakra) centers of the body which teach beings continuing lessons to spiritual/mental/emotion maturity. 

When the lessons are interrupted by “dis-ease/disease”, it may take years for the “dis-ease/disease” to form within the body.

Spiritual Connect Pathways





Chakra 9 – 5TH DIMENSION

Chakra 10 – 6TH DIMENSION



Chakra 13 – GOD ICON

Without clarity and understanding of one’s own misalignments or how they got to be there, how you took up the job of keeping them, healing cannot take place. 

As one delivers or channels energy to another through symbol or intent it can only be delivered through your energetic reality which “believes” in wellness/un-wellness as the human condition or through study and practice, comes to see the mind as the energy receptor that can eliminate such conditions.

Therefor within the practitioners, personal mind must be eliminated and impersonal mind developed by meditation, prayer and the breaking down of “box thinking” and concepts of life and time.



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Bioelectromagnetic Vibrational Healing – Part 2 – Methodology – Florence Mary, 2001.

Webmasters Note : this writing is a brief on the methodology behind the practice of BEVH. Part 3 delves deeper. This is just the primer.

There are many forms and philosophies around healing systems or methods. As far as the way to do it goes, all methods are similar in that they involve practitioner/client relationships and involve channeling energy to specific physical, mental and emotional stressors. The BEVH practitioner understands that all other methods work, even this one, but may not “create” the miracle cure sought by clients.

Indeed, without the mind shift from personal to impersonal mind, most “dis-ease” often forms part of their clients control system that conscious or unconscious fears generate. Therefor it is safe to say that all healing works if it is on the deepest conscious and subconscious levels and if the client is willing to accept the changes to their reality/life that a complete healing would make.  

This lack of physical response is not the healers responsibility but can be over-ridden by their faith and trust in the connection they have with God, Beginning Mind or Cosmic and/or Universal Energy, of which we are all a part. Even this connection cannot over-ride and must respect the clients choice not to have healing take place.

Here is where the healer applies the compassionate mind of love that is both harmless and compassionate in its observation of the suffering of others.  Respect means that you do not judge the response of another nor do you doubt your own abilities, but instead come to understand that you are the instrument of delivery for extra energy and balance that can be used by your client to heal themselves.

When you understand this you have accessed the most important part of healing. “Respect” for the individuals rights as a client.

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Bioelectromagnetic Vibrational Healing (BEVH) – Part 1 – Written by Florence Mary – 2001.

Webmasters Note : This series of writings on healing were neatly hidden in the back of a large notebook. If one flipped the pages too fast one might even pass over these pages. This is exactly what happened for about 3 years. However, when the time is right things get found. Florence Mary kept this healing info put away for another time yet she had mentioned it to a few of us many years before but did not elaborate in the least, it was a secret. It was given and then tucked away. Maybe we were not at the right place or time then? Perhaps the time is now? I have broken this series into parts. Bear with me as I unfold these writings. They were written in pencil and sometimes very light pencil and this one calls for diagrams further in. Also, Florence uses the initials (BEVH) to shorten the name during the writing. I will also point out to you that I have not read this writing. (As I type, I read and I absorb like a sponge.) This then is the introduction to the Philosophy of Bioelectromagnetic Vibrational Healing – written by Florence Mary Masotti 2001 and published by her humble webmaster Steven, 18 years later. Namaste.


In order to enter into the world of BEVH one must look deeply into self/Self and understand – that relationship is one’s primary relationship. It comes before your relationship with what you believe is Divine and prompts you past the “box thinking” of beliefs and commonly held cultural or tribal truths, into innate internal wisdom. This truth cannot be accessed until “self-ism”, box or tribal thinking is abandoned for “Impersonal Mind” thinking. Impersonal Mind thinking is “Self” thinking. 

Abandoning personal mind thinking which is influenced by “self”, “ism”, “box” or “tribal” thinking, means knowing the ego/personality needs one has. This abandonment is a mind shift that requires complete responsibility for all thought, word, deed and feelings generated by ones relationship reality. In personal thinking, one’s relationship reality usually focuses outward on people, places and things. In Impersonal Thinking, it is focused on observation of the “self”, in relationship to everything else. One’s reality is focused from “everything effects me”, (polarity thinking), to “I affect everything because I Am part of the All of Creation”, or zero point thinking.

To the personal mind, that statement is egotistical in the extreme, but to the impersonal trained mind it is a “selfless” statement. The difference is a mind-shift from the fear based thinking of the personal mind to the trust and faith thinking of the impersonal mind.

The impersonal mind, when fully developed is the “enlightened mind” of Buddhism or “Buddha Mind”, or “Christ Consciousness Mind” of Christianity and other Eastern Religions in which meditation and reflective qualities of self-assessment are encouraged. Most important for true development of the impersonal mind is the reward/punishment response, or “doom” mentalities of most “isms”, are left behind for a circular form of thinking which goes, “I decide, I choose, I act, I get a response”. I decide what my response is to that response, I choose, I act, I respond, which is one’s never ending relationship to the “All”. 

Linear thinking believes in beginning, middle and end thinking, which allows for negative and rational thinking. In the end, this thinking is illusionary or “suffering” thinking. Impersonal thinking may not stop one’s physical suffering but it does not effect the mind in a personal way. Instead, the impersonal mind may be able to eliminate the pain/pleasure response completely and transcend bodily responses completely through the development of that mind. When one has developed this mind, healing is total but may or may not eliminate “dis-ease” or “disease” effects that affects the biological system of the body. 

One must come to understand that the success/reward response to effort may not eliminate or bring healing to specific conditions within the body, which is a personal mind, or ego response. Instead the impersonal mind seeks to learn from the condition and therefor study the ego responses of their physical reality while still having trust and faith that the mind can experience “life” without suffering while these conditions exist. One may see this in fire walking and in cancer patients who are enlightened. Their response is quiet to adverse conditions as opposed to high flow responses of fire walking done through adrenaline highs currently practiced. Remember, if true response or response through the impersonal mind is made, one could not only walk through fire but on water as well.




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How to Access Self-Knowledge – By Florence Mary – May 22, 2001.

In order to begin accessing self-knowledge one must find a way to quiet the day to day mind and access the “Spiritual Self”. This Spiritual Self inherits from moment to moment, abilities that seem miraculous to those who have no self-knowledge or do not wish to take the responsibility for any part of self-knowledge. 

Self-knowledge is consciousness. Consciousness on this level is Collective, Creative and Active. Self-knowledge then is the understanding that all thoughts, words and deeds penetrate every living organism, every bit of creation, Universally. How then can anyone deny the ability to heal or the responsibility to do so? 

Each person must then develop a method for attaining a deep inner quiet and sense of peaceful harmony. In doing so, one has developed a place where unanswerable questions become answers. Since Source Consciousness permeates all things, including yourself, then Self-Knowledge contains within it the answers to your questions. 

It may take time to develop the question and answer relationship but it will come. In time you will be able to ask the proper question in response to energy field cues and just as easily get answers. These answers will depend upon your ability to accept the answers given and to rephrase questions put to clients until they can answer the questions you ask through their ability to admit and permit comfort with your questions.

If you are coming at questions and answers only to validate your assessments of clients, then you will only reach 65-75% accuracy, but when you move from ego validation to the intent to serve with love, you will begin to attain the range of 85-98% accuracy. Some who truly can put self aside and allow self-knowledge to lead may even be able to do 100% accuracy. In any case, each person is different and you should not measure your progress by anyone else’s, nor should you expect your abilities to mirror someone else’s. While there may be a commonality, there is also absolute uniqueness to each persons urge to heal.

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Getting In Touch With The Healing Source – written by Florence Mary – May 22, 1998.

As a healer, one of the first and sometimes the most disappointing realizations one comes to is that healing does not come from you but through you. Sometimes healings happen in spite of you, not because of you. The good news is that as you tap the Source of Energy, which flows invisibly through all things in the created universe, you begin to ground and center into that realization with self acceptance and clarity. Clarity and self acceptance may not have been possible before learning to become a channel for positive energy to move through you to clients, plants, animals and even minerals and gems. This energy is used to the healers own capacity to heal or provide places for mental concentration to attract enough energy to facilitate whatever is needed to provide a balanced atmosphere.

Inevitably it is a clear vision of one’s self within the Universal structure , that provides the clarity of intent that facilitates energy healing within one’s self, and the client. This happens because one feels part of all things rather than separate from all things. This clear vision of the non-separate nature of all things begins to break down one’s judgements, prejudices and fears of the world we live in. Healing then becomes not only a necessary activity but the natural progression of self-knowledge. This self-knowledge breaks down negative energy with in your own body system and allows you to become a magnet for positive energy from all things, that can then be directed through consciousness to where it is needed. Think of the vast possibilities of being able to direct energies in a positive way. Beware, if you desire or choose to direct it negatively, all energy both positive and negative returns to the place it is generated from.

When one is clear about the Source of healing and the way it works and how it works can relax the mind and allow more energy to flow through from the Universal Source. Healing sessions then become more like meditation sessions, where one is aware and connected but not doing anything, except allowing one’s self to be fully in the moment, moving the healing hands where they need to be. In the beginning one may learn a form for hand placement and movement but as you progress from “beginner” to “old hands”, one experiences knowledge, not from thinking but from being. You may then ask, “from being what?” The only possible answer is connected to one’s own self and others through the energy of the interconnectedness of all being and beings.

At some point, self-knowledge comes from a centered and grounded place within one’s self or a sweet spot from which only positive energy is channelled from the Source as it is needed. Life for the channel is lived with more harmony and peacefulness than was experienced before. So the admonishment for “the healer to heal themselves”, really means something and those past experiences can be transformed through the knowledge that there is no past, there is no present and there is no future, there is only NOW as one experiences it. “NOW”, has no enduring qualities or reality except LOVE. Ultimately, healers realize their capacity to love themselves regulates and brings into form their capacity to heal.


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A New Day – A Poem by Florence Mary Masotti – February 13, 2001.

Webmasters Note : This is a poem that Florence wrote and contributed to a CD named “The Sound of Poetry” which was part of a release on CD and cassette tape album of poetry by various poets. This was her first published poem. International Library of Poetry & in the year of 2001. Poetry was an absolute passion of Florence. I have a stack of poems to share. You can see the parts of her life and growth through the years in her poems. This takes the form of a wonderful verse, beautifully shared.


A New Day
Florence Masotti February 13, 2001.

I can no longer hide behind the wall of forgetting
It is time to find the reality of who I am in a new world.
This is no longer a world of I and me but one of us and we
Come dearest ones and join me, in the new day.
The new day dawns bright and clear
Bringing love, light, peace and joy to those who hear
The words coming from deep within the soul.
How shall I greet this morning?
What shall I tell the children?
Greet this morning with humor, child
And tell your children that there will be no struggle
When you realize you are one.

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Moving Into A New Way – Written by Florence Mary – May 01, 2009

Webmasters/Editors Note : This writing is a grouping of notes given to Florence Mary in May of 2009 by Guidance. These are some of her later writings and the format and info begins to take a more hands-on approach. At this point I wonder what direction the writings would have taken if she was still in her physical embodiment. But in the long run, she was just a conduit and the messages are for all of us to carry forward in our own unique way and contribution. In this spirit, I share this next writing. Namaste, Webmaster Steven.

Intention is no longer enough. Now you must apply the science of metaphysics. The place to begin is with platonic solids.

The power of meditation is not the attainment of emptiness but the place where one becomes once more, the place where all things are possible.

“Leave your nets and follow me”, does no longer mean to “leave literally”, but to own what you own and not have it own you.

Learn the way to live life without the distraction of purpose. You are very close.

The way to mindfulness is to master mindlessness without going insane.

Learn not only to feel energy but also how to quantify the very nature of that energy. Learn to move electrons at your will.

Desire every good thing with real passion and real appetite. Stop playing at it. Take a big bite out of life. Remember to not become distracted.

Eat less, drink more. Take nourishment through liquids rather than solids. Begin slowly. Walk for exercise. Build on your core strength if you have lost it.

Again, do not become distracted by any purpose you have set for yourself. Keep the focus.

Practice gratitude by demand for more abundance rather than supplicant thanks. You might want to practice this one privately until you have mastered the technique.

The greatest Master only mastered himself and his world. Generation of existence is prime to mastery of one’s world. Shifting from solid to vapour becomes prime in the following steps.

The object of prayer must be to qualify energy. It is up to you to learn how to quantify it.

The reason one tries to control electrons is because they travel according to Earth’s rotation or are effected by Earth’s rotation. Protons travel against the rotation of earth and are harder to control for one who is learning to quantify energy.

To quantify the nature of energy one must be aware of the geometry of the energy grid around the Earth. Begin as a servant and learn to repair it. To do this you must give your own energy to it but replenish that energy given to it, by other sources. What we ask is the opposite of what you have been doing and has been correct for the past moment. As the new moment begins, new tactics are needed.

To look only within knowing requires unwavering concentration in the mental or internal condition and unwavering focus to the external manifestation of such concentration. Applying such concentration and focus upon the electron portion of matter, slows or speeds the movement of such electrons. Moving electrons speeds up the movement of all other portions of quantum matter to the smallest particles.


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The Beginning Mind – Part 8 – written by Florence Mary – Wednesday June 16, 1999.

If one resists the flow of change, good and bad experiences happen by turns but are in the same vein of sameness until one says “uncle” and begins to move within our change reality. Whether on the spiritual level or the physical level being willing, permitting, consciously intentional and observant brings these seemingly different sides of our nature together. In true reality, the more spiritually connected you are, the easier it will be to become spiritually aware, if you are willing to apply the same devotion and diligence to spiritual practice. For either the over achievers or under achievers and those who are average, the development of impersonal mind begins to tell you that you are not what you do, you are not your car, house or spouse. What you are is an “Isness” or “I am within creation”.  When you die, you still are “Isness” but on a different plane, and you are not going to Burger King for lunch. 

You are, however, going first to the greatest part of your-Self, then home to your soul group or to a resting place if you need it. At the first part of your-Self you will review life. You will see how every thought, word and deed affected the bioenergetic/bioplasmic pool from which physical life springs, was affected by you. When that is done you will move into your soul group  and examine how you were affected by you. Once these examinations are done, one then moves into over-soul reality in which, with help from the master guides, one designs between-life sojourns that strengthen the soul reality before one choose its next life. When the soul has attained the learning it needs it then begins to design its next experience. These experiences can be physical, Bio-energetic, Bio-plasmic, dimensional or cosmic in nature depending upon the degree of personality and ego one has to shed. 

Along the way there are safeguards such as forgetting and cosmic personality and ego as physical. One must be fully clear of physical resistance and addiction as portrayed by personalities and ego’s before one moves into the highest realms. Each realm is available to beings to be observed and felt so that they only choose sojourns there when they are ready. Since “Isness”, which would look perfect on the physical level is a 5th and 6th dimensional requirement, there is no danger or chance. The beginner in a soul group knows 5,6 and 7 dimensional reality but is content to be a beginner. It knows it is not ready. It accepts that and has no lust or desire for anything beyond its now. Unlike the physical where the lust for experience even ends life. This is understood but not a reality of higher dimensional realities. The whole thing is “impersonal” and is viewed that way. “Is”, is the reality. In the physical it must be learned or at least accepted as a possibility.

In physical experience, one’s choice drives them forward. In etheric existence the choice one makes is governed by or advised in their choices by guides. There, as in the physical, the choice is often made by lingering personality and ego (karma). What looks simple and straight forward to the soul in that moment becomes difficult as one enters physical reality where duality or polarity must be experienced. How one experiences the extremes of polarity must be learned and taught by each individual, one to the other until a chain of knowledge exists from lowest to highest in the soul group, and transformation can place. Again, each soul in the group or chain must choose between personal or impersonal reality. In the personal, choices are often governed by not what is good for the soul, but what looks best to the world at large. With the impersonal mind choice looks very different. One seems to make choices, not from a “world” standpoint but from a “selfish” place. Yet in reality the choices of the individual are made through one’s connection to the Divine rather than from physical duality in which they find themselves.

There is no this or that, only that which is righteous or Divine. These choices from the impersonal lift one beyond the physical reality into the reality of what one truly is and can be from that moment on. This then is a choice to ascend, first ones own physical existence by choice and then to begin to take on ascension consciousness which is our whole reason for  choosing this sojourn on Earth. We have come here not only to save ourselves but to put in place the energy that cycles through conscious impersonal reality so that others can connect consciously with that stream of “ascended consciousness”. How one lives that out becomes one’s choice. Each soul must understand the “far reaching reality effects of their choices”. Once again, they must choose to see the stream of Consciousness they are committed to and either deepen the connection or disconnect from one and join with another. This choice is a simple mind shift of knowing and seeing, but very difficult when your present choice serves you well in the polarity. The reality of choice is that choice physically, spiritually, mentally and emotionally either serves “ascendant consciousness”, or it does not. It either furthers the progress of the stream of consciousness that you belong to or not. You can best serve that stream by keeping your focus in the impersonal mind and live each day as an example to others of how that choice should be lived out in physical reality by drawing spirit closer through your choice to do so. This then effectively ends one’s slavery to duality and puts them firmly in the center of their lives as the creator of that life. How you create and influence others s through the choice to live life as an adventure that you create, rather than one where you are tossed upon unfriendly seas in the storm of duality.

As the duality cycles around you, one deals with it not through suffering but through a clarity that knows all things are fleeting within duality. Therefore one allows the cycling of energy to proceed without hanging on to it. Again, a choice of the impersonal mind that does not allow itself to become entangled in the mire of duality, but instead experiences life through a gladness of spirit rather than the sufferings of ego personality which is individual Karma. It is difficult for the personal mind to let go of karma because the choice of the personal mind is to suffer the extremes of polarity. When one says, “I cannot live without….?”, one creates suffering. When you realize that this state reflects a denial of ascended consciousness, one begins to examine everything. This process of choice reflects ones deepest trust and faith not only in themselves but also in the Divine.

Divinity or God is the energy of love both centrally concentrated and dispersed throughout the All. That is why it is Divine. That divinity is expressed and is divine in each person. Seeking that divinity externally takes us farther away from our connection to our soul group and over-soul. When we go within to “divine” the truth of love, we plug into the All through our direct connection to the Divine in everything. We can only choose it or refuse it.  When we refuse it life cycles out of control .When we choose it, we understand it was never meant to be controlled but allowed to flow through the choices we made long ago, before we took on the duality reality of physical life. It is a simple choice made simpler by connection or a path of suffering and ignorance when we do not understand that karma cycles until you make the choice to forgive it and move on and ascend out of this reality and into the next. The next reality is beyond everything in the physical. It is the choice to personally become the “Christed One” rather than just a seeker. But you must choose it. You cannot fail once the choice is made for that energy surrounds you and lifts you beyond your present reality into a reality of clear choice and perspective of unimaginable clarity that it brings bliss as the constant reality of the seeker. You must carefully consider the choice and choose now. Whether that now is a day from now, a moment away or 100 years away makes no difference. But understand it is a choice.


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The Beginning Mind – Part 7 – by Florence Mary – Wednesday June 16, 1999.

The balanced aspects of self/Self bring about a shift in one’s own personal paradigm. This life altering event may happen through a reversal of personal reality or be a gradual coming to realize through intent, that one life may reach the same goal and will come to the same end, not through struggle but through trust and faith.

Trust and faith grow when one leaves the world of man to enter the world of “The Beginning Mind”. This also describes perfectly, “being in the world but not of it”. Outwardly life may not change, but inwardly the change is complete and all-encompassing. One does not go from practice to life or from life to practice. Life is one’s practice of an enlightenment of the human process of becoming. What one becomes is Buddha/Christ consciousness.

This consciousness encompasses both social responsibility through passive resistance to evil but also encompasses a view of society without struggle. Since each person is “society”, this “new” society, is but a mind-shift within individuals. Each individual knows the power of mind energy through thinking as a true creative process. They also understand the need to consciously “rest” the mind through practice/meditation and non-attachment to the creative process. The need to serve the self and others, brings contact with Beginning Mind through both conscious thinking and conscious concentration or practice. Eventually, the mind of ego and personality are transformed through creative and gratitude thinking.

Through careful study one comes to understand that when one is born or their astrological influences, parents and choices for soul growth, help form both the personality and ego based needs that must be filled. The true energy of the ego is the history of human creation which began when beings were procreated rather than created. Fear created ego. Therefore, one’s ego or ID is constantly asking, ” am I pretty or handsome enough, should I have, could I have?” With the untrained mind, no matter what one tells the ego, it will keep answering, ” that could have been done better or I should have done better, I could have”, because it is based on fear.

Individuals will argue that point but the other way the ego operates is to say, ” I had every right, they did…….”, which is blame, which also comes from fear. The mind trained through practice first examines the quality of the mind, by listening to its self talk through the process through observation without judgement. Slowly one learns to re-language the ego and personality by changing that self talk by changing how one speaks in relationship to others and eventually, themselves. As each outcome of relationships plays out one observes themselves, not from “how they were able to influence and control things’, but from their deepest most fervent need to unite with The Beginning Mind.

The ego slowly is lulled into believing that it, rather than the observer mind, is making these changes. For those out there who think this may not be true, sit for one moment and try to think “nothing”. As soon as you try to quiet the mind it yells the loudest. Jumping from one thought to another criticizing behaviour, thought or self esteem or makes excuses or rationalizes behaviour without responsibility. This type of mind response is in response to one’s transgressions against others by doing, “he said/she said” or “he did/she did” type of thinking. This type of thinking happens in response to change that is seen by the ego as “out of its control”.

The ego believes that when everyone “makes nice” around it, the behaviour is because of its ability to control its environment completely. When something upsets the ego, the response  is rage, anger or a slow burn to which revenge thinking becomes the response. This revenge thinking is practiced in degrees by most people when, “if you do that, I will do this”, thinking is practiced. Since human response is always to self/Self in relationships to everything else, the Beginner Mind always looks at the bigger picture which encompasses the ripple effect of its response to stimulus. It recognizes what is happening is change and does not immediately go into stop, but goes, “lets see where this stimulus will take us”. Then response without attachment becomes the outcome. In this way, universal law is served and the ego learns change cannot be stopped but can bring change that is not necessarily “good or bad”, but in the moment, just “is”. Everything within consciousness simply “is”. The moon is. The sun is. They still are or “is” even on cloudy days or dark nights. So too are the experiential circumstances to one’s life. To what is happening, now it will change.

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Intuitive Notes – A Short Mosaic of Mish Mash – written by Florence Mary – undated

Webmasters Note : While I was getting “the Beginning Mind part 7” together to be published next, a sidetrack came about. A strange file with artwork and small notes. I could feel a nudge to look at the notes. The nudge went from a nudge to a “this is the next thing you put on the website” kind of feeling, and so I tend to follow those feelings. This is a short writing. A mosaic of what came and went…

Oil for Crossing Over Transition – Grapefruit, purifier and clarifier – this represents 3rd dimension. Purifies earthly attachments and allows clear vision to see what is really important or going on.

Spikenard – 4th dimension – initiation, adoration, forgiveness. Each difficulty that must be crossed through or over, initiates us into a higher vibration. We then can adore God Presence, or “Divine Order of Things” and then forgive ourselves because we could not see.

Frankincense – 5th dimension – Grace – is the golden energy that transports us over the waters of the unclean or evil forces that would re-trap us in the human drama, clearing all the pathways of our divine alter (spine), and moves us into the cosmic light of truth.

Violet – 6th dimension – represents the life force of all masters and guides who have gone before regardless of the life lived in the recent past. It meets you on the other side of the bridge you have just crossed over, in life to illuminate the soul and comfort a confused or troubled spirit, or in death.

Rose – is the blooming of new consciousness to allow the present sojourn to continue more peacefully or to allow the dying to cross over more peacefully.


You have been living out the pattern set down by Divine Right from the beginning of time until now. Now becomes the opportunity for the melding of all the grids – for the beginning of non-separation consciousness to build a multi-layered grid that encompasses all the elements that make up your world.


Large orange planet – almost fire colour – thousands of dots around – you go into this planet through crevices – this is where the counsel meets – come or go – United Nations of the Universes – this is only a part of what goes on there – puts some, metal ball


Do you remember how we lit our buildings? 

Plain walls were a warm pinky-beige color. No wall sconces or torches. No brackets for torches. Nothing to mar the simplicity of the times. Rooms had rounded corners and were ovals, even the cell-like rooms for sleep. 

Finish on the walls and its color came from ground crystals and had something to do with energy, both physical, mental, emotional, etc. Is this how we lit our houses? Or had we already tapped into the Universal Energy Flow?



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The Beginning Mind – Part 6 – by Florence Mary – Wednesday, June 16,1999.

The Impersonal Mind

The impersonal mind is one that observes all without judgement. It does not look into the circumstances of the moment and take whatever is going on personally but looks to see the opportunity to put suffering aside and remain balanced. At first the impersonal mind is an idea or shift in consciousness that must be practiced. In a situation of confrontation the ego pushes the personal mind to anger. The observer mind “whispers” to “look at what is going on”. Take a deep breath, acknowledge the emotion, master the “self” that would receive this as a blow to “self” esteem and move back into the balance of true love, generated by the connection to the “Beginning Mind”. 

This process is not easy. It must be practiced over and over again to accomplish it. For most, it will always be a process of drawing the mind from the personal into the observer mind and finally, into the impersonal mind. No matter how often one does it, the process moves you from the polarity of your beliefs into the complete trust and faith of your connection to the “Beginning Mind”. This mind in balance is called “The Beginners Mind”. This balanced mind is called “The Beginners Mind” because history may give the mind knowledge and probability for how things in the process may play out but it allows things to play out in the present moment without “judgement formed through knowledge and personality judgements”. 

During the process which begins with an initial incident, the cycle must play out with the mind remaining at the balance point or zero point. Eventually, you come to be the zero point and the balance point, for every life one touches, if those touched choose to learn the lessons set by example.

The balanced person is both brave and patient. They are brave not because they fear nothing but because they know that fear is a part of the carnal appetites that only can be over-ridden by complete trust and faith in the “Beginning Mind”. That person is also patient because they understand “the All” always has the first move and they must choose from the possibilities of “the All”. They practice patient observation of life because like “the Beginning Mind”, they respect the “illusionary” individual process of all other beings. Through patience one allows and permits others to choose, but one can refuse anything created by another that is not balanced. One does so without guilt or longing. Instead, one looks at the new possibilities that change always brings and does not create an illusion of stillness where there is none. One may live in a house for 30 years but both you and the house will change no matter how hard you try to keep change from happening. 

Life seen in its proper perspective moves in time with the flow of the “Beginning Mind moving and changing in harmony and the perfection of love as the essence of being and creation. One accepts the movement or struggles against it in illusion. The energy of illusion is fear. The energy of reality is love that flows through all things from the source of all consciousness and manifestation, “the Beginning Mind”.

Since consciousness gives rise to all matter and consciousness and mind are one, it is safe to assume that consciousness chooses the qualities of and the limitation to mind experienced upon individual sojourns through material experience. To experience Buddha or Christ Consciousness one must move one’s mind into that consciousness through “re-languaging thinking, doing and being”. Since every thought, word, deed and emotion vibrates through the continuum the energy emitted by the “Beginning Mind” moves in concert with only those energies that move and can hold that particular vibration. Through whatever means, each soul is required to learn and experience certain lessons of trust and faith at certain levels of consciousness that bring them into harmony with the “Beginning Mind”. Each new lesson moves one forward into new lessons of trust and faith. Each one is carefully designed to bring one to realize consciously what they are doing and what their ultimate purpose is. 

The ultimate purpose of life is union with the “Beginning Mind”, or “Self”. Each drop of matter is mind and one is ultimately “Self-Conscious” or Enlightened or they are not. Self-Conscious behaviour is Service to the All because one understands, if only intellectually, that the All must eventually move from selfishness to Self-Consciousness to gain union. In the physical world, life is ONE in relation to everything else, so life is “relationship based”. You can struggle with outward relationships life after life or you can move inward and move on. Again, this is a choice. Neither a correct choice or an incorrect choice, simply a choice for reality in the moment. Self-love makes relationships easier when one understands that, ” no man can give to another what he cannot give to himself.” A man can give himself everything the world has to offer and not experience peace or harmony within or he can give up the world completely and still live with a delusionary reality of peace and harmony – within and without.

The reality of true peace and harmony is created when one could have circumstances change drastically but remain centered and grounded in love and caring, not only for themselves and their chosen loved ones, but also for every being who exists within their immediate and their non-immediate reality. Everything in balance, to participate or not to participate in what is going on, is a choice. Belief is not a part of one’s decisions but a conclusion reached in the moment after deliberating over one’s choices or a reaction in the moment to that stimulus. 

Since there is no better or worst in the world of “beginners mind”, there is only comparison to find gratitude for one’s life as it is the stimulus to change it. One must understand that life will not remain the same so self-mastery and direction are necessary choices within the physical illusion. It may be said that one should have goals and while this is true, one must realize that all goals should reflect union with the “Beginning Mind”, rather than the ego based personalities needs. These needs often have one struggling in life, without self-mastery or self-care. 

When one’s deepest intentions are to flow with life, each movement within that life comes from the flow of the “Beginning Mind”. “Thy will be done”, comes not only as a plea for “Beginning Mind” to carry one’s energy toward a goal of life purpose but also to fulfill the deepest human need to serve themselves and others. This condition then makes life your pleasure and hours of hard work and time are balanced with the need of the body for rest and care without worry. Life is experienced in the flow of the Beginning Mind. As life shifts and evolves through its process, one does also. As one moves from choice to choice, one sees reversals not as blocks, but as the power to re-assess their choices and make new ones that lead to their ultimate goal which is union with Beginning Mind. One may then employ “gratitude” as a way of letting “Mind” know when the direction feels right. “I am grateful for………”, becomes moments of communication with “Mind” that allows flow to move goals to fruition in a balanced manner that includes body/mind, soul/spirit connections. This allows not only the body and soul, mind and spirit to connect but also soul/spirit, body/mind connections.

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The Beginning Mind – Part 5 – Written by Florence Mary – Wednesday, June 16, 1999.

What is Balance?

Like all spiritual realities balance is reached by degrees, understanding practice, acknowledgement and recalling ones experience. How one learns ,practices, acknowledges and recalls the state of internal balance is through choice. One learns balance or not, as one chooses. So, if you do not know where the balance  point is, how will you ever reach it? The balance point, energetically, is the heart. Emotionally, balance has been attained when the ups and downs in life do not deplete one’s energy. Balance is best attained by developing the facility of being able to observe one’s self without judgement and then being able to observe others without judgement.

The worry for some is that non-judgement reality lacks excellence. One who knows who they are and desires and works for union with the Beginning Mind, operates within the physical reality excellently because that is the true reality of love. Love is to give one’s best in service to the “All”. They do not struggle with this question but know that they and the Beginning Mind are “One”. To do otherwise would be an imbalance of energy. That energy is love. Love is the bio-plasmic energy of the Universe. It is the conscious substance of creation. Without it nothing exists or has existed, permanently. The reason we never really die is because Beginning Mind loves so deeply all of creation that the physical rule, ” Energy cannot be created nor destroyed but it is transformed from one form to another through an action or process exerted upon it”, exists. Those processes are all circular in their transformative processes. The higher the consciousness within the process, the more complex the circuit is, like water to stream, as well as the food chain. The more complex the system or process is, the more love it takes to operate that chain of circumstances and events in the system. Sometimes human beings forget this and try and operate systems without true loving energy and the cannot understand why they fail. Nor can they see the ingredient beyond hard work, excellence and diligence that makes the most impossible of creations come to be in our world. This failure to see this ingredient is the creation of all imbalance within your world.

As you look into your “self”, you must do so with the impersonal mind that does not judge circumstances of life living out through addiction and suffering but sees life with trust and faith in the process. That process is expanding consciousness into pathways of connection with the “Beginning Mind”.

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The Beginning Mind – Part 4 – by Florence Mary – Wednesday, June 19, 1999


One will eventually see that one must look inside to find the deepest and clearest answers to the questions asked through the millenia. They probably have been asked by you many times, in many ways, in many lifetimes. Until we surrender to the Beginning Mind without the force of personality and ego, we keep travelling the corridors of karma without ever visiting the mansions in our “Fathers house”. Those mansions are the dimensions of spiritual possibility that most of us cannot even speculate about. We cannot begin to entertain the possibility of something beyond this world besides a mythical heaven, because we do not know the depths of ourselves that are the pathways to the real “heavenly realms of the Beginning Mind”.

Clearly, when one considers the possibilities of “being” through our faith in our connections to the Beginning Mind, one may be overwhelmed by those possibilities. Each possibility must be earned through knowledge of the possibility and become an experience of the mind before it can become an experience of the physical reality. These possibilities for choice must be learned experiences in the physical that through practice become both mental and physical realities or tools to connection to the Beginning Mind. The beginners tools are prayer and meditation. The initiates tools are prayer, meditation, knowing from faith, thought, intention and visualization, but most of all TRUST. Trust with no doubt.

At this point one may question, to add to their knowledge but doubt puts one back into polarity. The adventure is that one no longer needs to know or see their path. Their trust makes their circumstances of any moment perfect and without struggle and strife of any kind. Their search in the moment is for the lesson that brings soul growth. In human terms, this is very hard, but in trust and with practice becomes easier. Nothing of value happens without understanding. If you struggle against the lesson or refuse to acknowledge it, then the lesson comes around again and again or until it is learned or understood. Once that happens, then you move on to new lessens.

Once the understanding dawns that doing it right or wrong matter little but acknowledgement of the imbalance in energy before, during or after the lesson matters most. This dimension of being called “physical life” is the school room, the lesson, the teacher, the test or exam and leaving is graduation. Leaving for good is getting your degree. How deeply you take the lesson in will determine the quality of your passage through life, back to life or where you can choose to sojourn between dimensional realities. Each dimensional reality contains lessons in self-government or mastery. Each time one moves forward in understanding, you contribute that understanding for all of creation. Each soul that understands a new depth of knowledge about “self/Self “, united, makes it easier for all of those who will follow in the lesson. If one becomes wearied by their circumstance, remember that “where one is in the lessons”, moves all of creation and love forward. If you allow the lesson to overwhelm you, then it may take you a lot of time to recover your balance. When a true vision of balance and polarity evolves, one realizes that the personality of ego based needs can be set aside for something so different that it can be life altering in ways that are undreamed of while in an unbalanced state.



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The Beginning Mind – Part 3 – by Florence Mary – Wednesday June 16, 1999.

Mind does not exist in the head or the brain but is generated from every cell within the human body. As the energy travels through the body and etheric bodies, the brain processes the energy or light from each cell and concentrates it into impulses that trigger both biochemical and bio-plasmic responses within the physical and etheric bodies. When body, mind, soul and spirit are not in attunement, dis-ease is generated. You call this dis-ease stress.

When one lives through the impersonal mind it knows no dis-ease. It can know no dis-ease because it cannot see the illusion as real. It sees only Self/self as real. That self/Self is united with the Beginning Mind and sees only the Beginning Mind as real. That relationship is what drives the life of that “human being”. All else is viewed as lessons in consciousness in making choice.  These choices are made in clarity because the mind does not wander or speculate but lives the eternity of the moment or “present”. “Thinking”, is only practised to restore balance or clarity to the moment. Anything else is illusion. 

So, one defines themselves as “I am”, and time as “Now” which eliminates the illusion of past and future. This promotes the right concentration of the mind. The right concentration of the mind is far more than a spiritual practice. Right Concentration is life absent of any and all addictions, even to physical life. It sees everything for exactly what it is and judges no-thing. It cannot judge because polarity, good-bad, black-white, rich-poor, sad-happy, no longer exist for that mind. There is only right concentration. The human being that is practicing right concentration does nothing (thought), feels nothing (emotion), and says nothing (words) that is not harmless, compassionate and respectful to all choices for being. The person who lives right concentration dreams, but does not day dream. Their mind never wanders in speculation, judgement or fear, because it is in the exact moment where it is, like eating, drinking, working, playing. The mind plans only to organize loosely, where and how things could be but allows all things to unfold according to the unity and communion with the Beginning Mind. This state is called Buddha/Christ Consciousness. One must master both before true union with the Beginning Mind can be achieved.

The rightly concentrated mind performs all tasks to the best of its ability, again without judgement. That judgement does not compare but sees “best” without devaluing something that may be lesser. Instead it sees value only in the order of the created reality. That value is a sliding scale between the polarity of all things within the physical dimension of human existence. The rightly concentrated mind “sees” without expending energy that may cause “dis-ease”. 

For those of you who are saying, “I could never do that”, you will get no argument. But for those who say, ” I would like to try and become that”, you will be guided and helped by your existence, right from where you are now. In every life, if you do not ask the right questions, life will provide opportunities for you to go beyond your present reality and ask the question, “who am I, why am I here, what is the purpose of my life?” Those opportunities come not in our moments of joy but in the moments of our deepest despair that accompanies divorce, sickness, upheavals, reversals, deaths and births. If we looked at life through the impersonal mind rather than from the personal, the first thing we would observe is that everything within the physical life is a test. Good or bad, without right concentration we become addicted to both. With the right concentration of mind we pass through these tests upon the flow of unity with the Beginning Mind.

Unity with the Beginning Mind comes about through beginning a practise of right concentration. In the beginning of such a practise, visualization, meditation, physical exercise and emotional balance through observation and “self” evaluation becomes all important. Many of our various aspects of our physical addiction, will make us successful at such a practise but only by truly seeing the trap of the physical addictions will allow humans to be beyond it. To understand the addictions to alcohol or drugs but rarely to life itself. Without a connection to the Beginning Mind we are all creatures of appetite, addiction and needs beyond our capability to satisfy them.

When we look into the paths of mystics and especially the in the case of the Masters we see souls beginning to comprehend the “physical addiction”. They have not conquered the “addiction” to, but rather have mastered the “self” through accepting that “self” mastery is the only path to unity with the Beginning Mind. unity with Beginning Mind lifts one beyond physical life into the world of spiritual connection. To go beyond the addiction, one must choose. The “beyond it” is a mind shift in one’s perceptions of the physical experience of craving or an aversion to the things of life, seeing them not as life but as the circumstances of life, which are lessons and tests on the road to self-mastery.

You must stop saying that you will never have Buddha/Christ mind or consciousness . Instead you must come to see that sooner or later the plan of the Beginning Mind will be served.


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The Beginning Mind – Part 2 – By Florence Mary – Wednesday June 16, 1999.

At this point many would like to know how they become connected. You must remember that wherever you are, you are in the midst of. You must look back while still going forward. You must allow the consciousness of possibility to enter and not be overwhelmed by what you must come to know. You must constantly choose a different inner life while your outer life may not change at all. You must disconnect from I need, I must have, as a yardstick to measure your life. You must fully embrace “being in the world but not of it”. As soon as you look at your interactions with others and see either an opportunity to take advantage or the possibility that you will be taken advantage of. You have lost your delicate balance. Yet in human terms that exist now, everybody uses everybody. 

In the Beginning Mind every being knows that for every action there is an equal and opposite reaction. It therefore seeks to employ harmlessness and compassion as its only response to human life. It has no need to defend or protect anything because within the Beginning Mind all is in balance and all life is still but not fixed. It flows upon the tides of harmlessness and compassion without attachment or aversion to the outcome of anything within that life. It takes time to respond to the choices of others without an imbalance of emotion. In this mental/emotional maturity the heart and mind are one and respond accordingly. This Beginners Mind does not see the responses of only logic or mind as strong or stronger than the responses of the heart, which may seemingly have no logic in it. Instead, when heart and mind are one, spiritual maturity has begun and Buddha consciousness or enlightenment has been reached.

As the trust between the Beginning Mind and the beginners mind grows, one flows through life without struggle. One does not respond to life from ego based need but rather from its Christ-like being or Consciousness. It stands before life fearless and undaunted by its circumstances but with and innocent heart that has complete trust and faith in the flow of life through its connection to the Beginning Mind. It is prepared to leave behind anything that would divert its energy form its primary relationship which is with its “self”. Its self-fulness is has replaced “selfishness” and understands the difference. Since both self-fulness and selfishness are experiences, the beginners mind sees clearly the middle path of Christ/Buddha Consciousness. It knows that one is inner and one is outer and lives both with harmlessness, compassion and respect for all being-ness of the human experience. 

It needs nothing and desires nothing of the human experience but to serve life through its conscious connection to the Beginning Mind. It takes the pleasure and pain of human existence and sees them as an equal and opposite reaction to life. It does not attach or have aversions to life but rather observes life while it takes part and bears its responsibility for life. It neither seeks to be on or off the hook, but instead responds to the illusions of life with equanimity. In other words, its connection to the Beginning Mind  brings the clarity of stillness into a life that need not be fixed in its expectations and conditions for such stillness. This mind understands that the stillness that is experienced comes from flowing at the same rate of consciousness as the Beginning Mind. Therefore, it looks internally for the reason for its imbalances that can only come from attachments to or aversion to the circumstances of human life.

This beginners mind understands that it may live in the streams of conscious and unconscious collective thinking but seeks neither, yet understands that heir inner and outer responses effects both. Sooner or later these responses will cycle back through their lives as karmatic debris. Each human being is a microcosm of the Universal energy field. Energetically, as the output of our thoughts, words, deeds and emotions cycle through the collective conscious and unconscious realities, karmatic debris comes around as lessons, situations and even people that we must learn to deal with, in a way that ends that cycling of that particular karmatic debris that we set in motion. When we have attained “spiritual maturity” or “enlightenment”, this debris often cycles through our energy system, not in lifetimes but in days or minutes. As we learn the deeper lessons or realities of the physical world that is driven by consciousness, we begin to realize that when we are not one with the Beginning Mind, we are also not in a position of being that is still but not fixed. 

Think of yourself as a planet within the orbit of the sun. When we flow with the energy that moves the whole system we move in harmony (stillness) but not fixed (constantly moving) within the system. We rotate through our particular part of the system harmlessly because we are in harmony with the Beginning Mind, or as Jesus said, “The Father and I are One”. This means our consciousness flows in at-one-ment or attunement with that mind because we have developed the impersonal mind which observes life without judgement while still participating in it. Emotional (motion) moves us truly from the personal suffering mind to the impersonal non-suffering.

Love then, is truer for it has no conditions, expectations or addictions to any aspect of relationship. The Beginners Mind sees the impurities of illusion. Illusions being attachments to any state of mind that does not promote equanimity within thoughts, words, deeds or emotion or is disturbed by thoughts, words, deeds or emotions of others. This state is the state of impurity or “sin”, which is explained when Jesus said to one who had been healed by him, “go and sin no more”. 

In relationships, this impersonal mind loves without clinging or aversion. The person you love is seen neither as perfect or imperfect but as a “human being” whatever they need to be. They do not make you happy or sad because if they do, these are illusions of an inter-personal nature. Inter-personal relationships are collective beliefs that form commonly held beliefs as the nature of reality. Since the only true reality is that which one experiences in common with the Beginning Mind, all else is illusion. Why waste emotion on an illusion? Why not concentrate that energy on one’s true reality but in the same moment, enjoy the illusion as you have chosen to be in it. The delicate balance between reality and illusion is a single unmoving point or zero point, which is the heart chakra in the human body. This is the stillness place of the conscious and sub-conscious mind. (Soul & Spirit)



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The Beginning Mind – Part 1 – written by Florence Mary – Wednesday June 16, 1999.

Today we would like to take  look at the story of “the Garden of Eden”. We ask you, “what was the Garden of Eden?” 

Eden was truly a place of non suffering where every need of Adam and Eve was met. We ask you, “how did Adam and Eve live with each other?” They lived peacefully. They had no struggle and they had no shame. They were innocent and without blemish. They trusted each other and they trusted God.

As etheric evolution took place, the separation of positive and negative or the state of polarity took place. Energy was converted to matter and became addicted to the polarity of matter.

The beginning mind offers every being the opportunity to return to the garden of innocence without addictions. Carnal knowledge is the addiction to the pain/pleasure response to and of the human body. The return to innocence is the state of knowledge of human beings choice to turn from the addiction of the pain/pleasure response of human life to the deepest yearnings of their being which is to truly know and love, that which began All Being.  Since the first creation was possibility and choice, the first creation was in balance. Its gift was that of free will. Each energy as it evolved and became aware could choose a possibility for being. The Divine Mind allowed each choice without judgement. Each energy fully understood what would happen before choices were made. Because every choice was made in concert with the Beginning Mind, each choice resulted in deeper connection with the Beginning Mind.

It would be like the child who said to the parent, ” I want to jump off of this cliff””. The human response would be fear and prevention. The Beginning Mind’s response would be, ” what do you think would happen if you jumped?” Since the child mind has no experience it would say, “I don’t know”. Th Divine Mind would explain fully and would allow for whatever choice was made. It would not attach or have an aversion to the outcome. It would allow and permit each choice to take place. To interfere in choice would be like throwing a party for someone and giving them a great gift but then at the end of the party, taking it all back and saying, ” because you choose this party you must clean up the mess the party made”. The Divine or Beginners Mind’s response would be more like, “yes there is a party that is going on that you can go to. If you go, there are many possibilities for what you will experience while you are there. If you forget who you are then you will have to keep returning to the party until you remember”.

In the greatest sense of being, human existence was created by beings who chose to ignore the full knowledge of what would and could happen if they created in creative ways. One could descend into solid matter but once you created in matter, you were required to be responsible for your creations and teach them what they could not know because of the way they were created. Many abandoned their creations to the fears that were created with them. This then was the creation of evil or the dark side of polarity.

In the light where no fear exists, all of creation when beings co-create with the Beginning Mind. When creation happens without responsibility for creation, that creation happens in the dark or without the light of the Beginning Mind. This point can be argued for all of eternity but it still will not bring to an end the “humanly created evil of fear”. Alive and well in your world is fear and evil.  Anywhere, where one person feels it is better than another person, evil exists. Anywhere there is war, deprivation or starvation, evil exists.

Evil exists because you do not value first, a true connection with the Beginning Mind. Instead, you have assigned to the Beginning Mind a human response system that lacks complete faith and trust in the process of Being. Because you practice reward and punishment in your dealings with each other, you have said, ” as above, so below”, but you really mean, ” as below, so above”, even when you teach that beyond human possibility there is no pain, only joy, fulfillment and the redemption of all human errors in judgement. You teach “do not judge” and yet you judge all of the time. You see need and neediness as the purpose of life but you do not search for the place where such conditions would end. You live fragmented, broken lives of very limited trust and faith. Most of you can live with faith when times are good and all needs are met and life is going as you think it should go.

In human life, because its creation is based upon polarity, the energy of that life must travel through the extremes of polarity. Your choice to respond to those extremes is the basis for the quality of your life. 

As soon as you say, “I cannot live with you”, you have certainly fallen from grace and into the pit of polarity. Evil rules your existence. Here we are not speaking of independence to such an extent that there is no feeling, but rather a depth of feeling that mirrors into your world, a response that comes through you, as it would come as if from the Beginning Mind. So deep is the connection of this “being energy”, that it no longer responds in humanly accepted terms but with the deepest respect for the choices of other, without judgement. This being understands that not everything in their world of being is about them and they are “over themselves”, and are connected to all things by contributing consciously their connection and understanding of that “Divine Beginning Mind”. They see their interactions with other beings not in personal terms but in the broadest terms of how those interactions affect the whole of creation.  Do those interactions create light or do they keep in place systems that cloak human existence in need and neediness.

If you are looking for some great change in physical life through this connection to the Beginning Mind, then you have missed the point. The point is that the mind or energy of the individual human being shifts to responding to life through trust and faith in the Beginning Mind. Its constant prayer for being is “thy will be done”.


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The Wise Man – Written by Florence Mary June 22, 2005.

Only a frightened man does not acknowledge his greatest need : Power. The wise man not only acknowledges this need but also looks for his power where others do not , inside himself. In doing this internal search for power, one comes to realize that this power is true authentic that transcends all of the powers on the “outside”. This man is triumphant and victorious, always.  His is triumphant over his ignorance and victorious over his fears. No law restricts him or binds him because his life is bound up by the ultimate law. The law of love. This law allows all to be, without judgement or ego and seeks to change no-thing, person or event because to do so would be to disrespect the rights of choice, freedom or consequence in the physical world of effect. This “wise man” knows that he is the “cause” in his life and therefore seeks a life of true power. That life of true power accepts the responsibility for cause and effect or karma in his life. This man never blames, rewards or punishes others for what is in his life. This man understands that he can change it all by changing his thought and not wavering. He holds the vision until what he has thought becomes a reality. In doing so, this man not only uses the universal law, but becomes it. What this man ultimately finds as truth is that he has changed nothing, only himself.

Law 1 – and the only law is change yourself and the world changes with you. 

Being willing to change sets in motion unseen power from a never ending source. This source is benign and assists willingness because it is also the catalyst for being. Being, has no bounds or definitions because it is always being created in the moment. Therefore the man of true power dreams the biggest dreams and seeks to fulfill them not as everyone else would because he knows “that line is always busy”. Instead, he seeks not the common good, but his own “original good” which knows much of the common view but sees his world from innocence, which is never bound by common knowledge. It is bound only by the expansiveness of his thought and feeling and never gives up and holds his vision of love in silence working constantly to achieve his goals. He always has time because he creates that as much as he creates everything else. He knows that everything takes as long as it takes and is not impatient. He allows things to unfold and reaps the harvest of that unfolding daily. He is never defeated by events and the circumstances surrounding events. The wise man knows that events and circumstances are the walls of the maze of life and finding the best way through the maze is the adventure. When he seemingly has taken a wrong turn he follows the path that leads to a wall yet also knows that the return trip is part of the adventure. He also sees the return trip as an opportunity to gain insights from another perspective that he may have missed as he approached the wall. At the wall itself, this man always checks for hidden doors, foot holds, tools, ladders or holes that may allow him passage, over, around or through the wall.

So, the wise man has no fear for he knows that life will give him more than he could ask for and what it gives, depends on the condition of his mind. Mind will always stray when not engaged in purpose.

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Short writing on Reality – written by Florence Mary, March 18, 1998

Webmasters note : This particular writing has been a treat to transcribe. It starts out as an automatic writing yet it takes a while for the sentences to form. The style of writing in this writing began as childish gibberish scribble bouncing from line to line and in between. Very hard to extract meaning from but if one keeps at it, cognitive sentences begin to manifest, all is not lost. This is Florence Mary waiting on the will of heaven. Sheer persistence and tenacity on her part, to push spirit for answers, yet always lovingly. Sometimes I chuckle because when we were first looked at these writings we laughed and laughed and scratched our heads at the prospect of decoding some of these. This is one of those. You almost need a work crew of sleuths to unbind the sentences from an automatic writing like this.

The prospect of fulfilled manifest destiny takes some on many necessary journeys in physical life. Understanding ones need to prosper in human effort is not the ultimate growth for human life or existence. 

To hear the music of the soul and the counterpoint, harmony in Spirit, to understand that individual notes make up a work of music but that it is separate notes, chords, harmonies, voices and instruments unite into one work which is whole and complete and cannot be broken down to just one aspect of that whole. So to are you. You may be both the note and the symphony. While one note cannot make a symphony in physical terms, each one of you is a complete note, movement, instrument, etc, that forms the single unified force of music itself. When we tell you that the comfort of the metaphor must be left behind in order to experience non-separation, we are asking you to see yourself in all music or all sound, vibration, colour movement and energy.

The physical world seems to be a collection of disassociated physical forms that make up a collective of reality. But we tell you that the smallest particle in that reality contains the whole within. Each box or particle that you open contains another and another until physical amplified sight is no longer able to see but only theorize the make up of living reality.




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Just a Doorway ( Death) – written by Florence Mary – March, 1998.

Webmasters note: This is a very short writing but like usual, I felt the pull to include this one. Death speaks, but no fear.


I have not come to take anything important from you. Instead I have come to you as a doorway to new life. You cannot help where you are at this moment. If you really understood me you might not welcome me, and yet you would not fight me. 

Just try to understand my role in life. I am not an ending and I am not a beginning. The angels wept at your leaving even as your earthly loved ones rejoiced at your coming. They may weep when you leave and yet the angels will rejoice when you return home. 

I am death, the doorway to eternity. I am peace from earthly strife. I am love waiting with open arms to hold you but for just a moment before you emerge like a butterfly, from the cocoon of life. You may fight your disease with all of your might for it is the enemy. But I am your peace in this moment over which you have no control. I am a doorway, just a doorway!


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Early Questioning and the Response from Guidance – Florence Mary March 08, 1992.

Webmasters note : this is another early writing from Florence and it takes the form of a simple question. The guides provide the response. I was not sure whether I would post this one as it is rather short, but it gives you a glimpse into the innocence of her questioning and her thirst for purpose, especially in the beginnings.

The Question

Could you tell me what it is that I am to do with the rest of my life? Is there something beyond creating it as we are intended to or is there a greater purpose to it that is beyond what I can create or envision on my own?

The Answer

In every life there is always purpose beyond our own purpose and what we can create and envision but I understand your question and tell you that there is. But the full scope of what you are to do and with whom, is not yet fully in form. I know that you think that this an evasion but please know that it is not intentionally vague but just our attempt to keep you from trying to make it happen before you are ready for it to happen. As always, you are so impatient for things to happen. Know that all will happen when it is meant to. First, you must bring into form your desires in regards to your family and friends and of course, the teaching and experiencing of things in the spiritual with others. 

Know that none of you are fully as aware as you need to be to do the work that is of this world as it will be. There is much to do and to experience. The most important thing that you will ever experience will be love. Spiritual love, so that you will understand how great a pull that it really is. You have not had it in this life time up to this day. We know that your desire is to be out of the sameness of your being in the world and we can hardly blame you but we tell you again to envision your passage from where you are to where you wish to be. As always, love is the key to all of this.

Know this and be of God, all unfolds as it should.




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Tuesday June 9, 1992. Message from guides – Fleur de Lis – by Florence Mary (updated)

Webmasters Note : These are very early writings. They came to Florence about a year before we had met, but these would be the first that she would share with me. The originals were in French by automatic writing and then in English done by typewriter. This particular grouping of guides communicated to Florence in French and she would re-write the earlier ones in English. Eventually the writings came in English and yet when they spoke to her they spoke in French. This early grouping of guides brought forth the first messages and then the torch was passed to other sources and yet they would come and go in Florence’s life over the next 23 years, until the day she left this earth. At times here, they are speaking to Florence directly yet at other times they speak to all of us. I have added a second writing below this one.

It is in the Oneness of all things that we shall find the Lord God. He is our strength of purpose when our own falters and we do not know the way in the dark. It is in this belief that we shall find self-love and remember that love, even from God, has no expectation nor condition because true love allows all things and bears all things. 

You dear one, must come to understand with all those around you that we need you and love you beyond anything you can measure in human terms. You are the conduit through which we shower our love on the Earth. As you teach others and they come to you to be taught and come to know god truly as he exists within them, you shall grow in the ways of God and of the earth.

We know that all of you, when your path is not clear, that you feel lost and alone but we tell you to only believe and create in your mind the things you most desire and need and they shall be yours.

Love is ever thus. Love is creating and giving. Love is knowing and seeing. Love is knowing that when you shed your physical body that your soul goes on and on, living in the light of Gods love. It is knowing that even here you must work to progress and prepare for another earthly adventure or for one that lies beyond the realm of your imagination. It is here where trust and faith really are necessary for all of us. For, through all of your existences, even here beyond the veil of human experience, you continue to test your love for yourself and for God. It is here again that the trust and faith become the key ingredient of existence for without them you all flounder in the dark and no friendly hope from anyone. It is also here that we finally learn that peace of mind is all and that we should have learned that lesson on Earth before being tested in the outer limits of the Universe.

There is much beyond what you know as the universe. It exists in a vastness that is beyond measure of perceptions, even by your most advanced and sophisticated sensors. But man is growing all of the time and one day one of you will realize to find God you have to utilize the power of the MIND and not the power of INTELLECT. For the concept of God is not reasonable as you think in human terms. He is, and you believe, so, he is and yet you have no real proof of him. Only very few of you are sure that he exists beyond your faith. It is good to have faith but you must come face to face with God in every existence so that you will know him as your creator and your partner in creation of all that you live and believe.

Faith is but a word to those who have never experienced it. Faith does not exist in one who does not live it and few people do live by faith. Faith is without fanfare and the trappings of form, books or symbols. It is like God, within you unmarked by anything accept love. Its brother, trust, resides beside him in harmony and concert with all that is in you. Without one of them the other could not exist, for they are inseparable from love. Love itself, is inseparable from self. If you do not love yourself then you live in darkness and fear. Fear controls you and manifests addictions and behaviours that are heavy and burdensome to the soul and mans passage from earth.

A person who does not love themselves may be fat or thin, alcoholic or a tea drinker who would not let alcohol past his lips. You may smoke to excess or sex, drugs or any other manner of thing that exists on earth who’s use tells all, “I don’t love myself”.


March 04, 1992.

Only in God can you find the song of your heart. Only in service to God can you seek your true hearts desire. Only in meditation can you find that which you have sought through every lifetime. It is to be learned and taught by all of those who are a part of things to come. For each person who seeks God the road is different and the way is different. For only YOU know your hearts inner roads.

For those who say that they do not have the time to sit and seek God, that they  are far too busy doing Gods work, we tell you. You do your work for your self. Remember that God does not forget about you so give God the opportunity to be known to you, as was meant to be.

Do not repeat meaningless prayers and rituals to a God that is created in mans image, but seek the prayer that speaks to your heart if you are unable to speak your own. When you find your voice, pray for what you see, and we tell you that will be love. Love that will change your world, for one day the prayer that you pray will be the one that God wrote upon your soul when you were created and set upon this voyage of the soul.

Love, whether it be physical, spiritual or True, is a gift from God. Like all else in life, it must grow and change into something that you use to worship God with. Everything you are, every function and process of your body, every thought, every need, must reflect the God within you, for you are a child of God and your example will give hope to the world and joy to those who already have hope.

You need ask nothing of God for God knows your inner most dreams. Seek God’s will inside and you will see it manifest in your life. Unburden your mind from concerns and see the God within you. Then each thing that you are required to do for your very survival will become a joy and a true homage to God. 

If you have no home you must know that God wants you to travel some place to do God’s work. If you have no house it is because someone needs to learn to share with the willingness of God. If you seek love, seek only the trueness of it, for that is the only kind of love that will give you shelter from the cares of your world. Be not one who says, ” I love God”, for you know not love. Instead say, ” I am one who seeks to know the love of God and I leave it to god to show me the trueness of it”.

Know this and be of God, all unfolds as it should.


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Energy Healing/Lightworker Healing and the book that never was – Florence Mary Dec 11,1997

What was once meant for the end of Book 4 is a journal entry from Dec 11, 1997. This particular writing would form the basis of her later work as a healer. Florence starts out with a few notes jotted down about a course for healers and the like minded. She would facilitate this with both energy work through healing hands/etheric touch and playing the Tibetan and Crystal Bowls.

Energy Healing – is the recognition of your own and others ability to facilitate healing by re-organizing the invisible energy field of a client. 

The next question becomes why would one need or want to re-organize or heal the energy field of another? The answer is simple : because we can. 

Energy healing is not a miracle or a cure for what ails us as human beings, although at times the results seem truly miraculous to those who have known pain, mental anguish and chronic conditions that seem to be getting worse day by day. 

The intervention of an Energy Healing session can give relief from acute and chronic conditions for long or short periods of time. 

There are some things that are common to physical things.  

 1. They are open energy systems, radiating energy to the same degree that they are conscious. Human beings should not use their yardstick of consciousness to measure the consciousness of other things like plants, animals, minerals and gems. 2. While some  physical manifestations have only one energy system, plants, animals and human beings – have breath, blood and energy that circulates around and through the body. Each system is limited by their particular function within the body but energy penetrates and radiates around and through the body and effects body, mind, soul, spirit of all human beings and lower realms of animal, plant and mineral kingdoms. 3. Illness is an imbalance or blockage in living organisms energy fields. Whether plant, animal or human, energy work can facilitate a healing cycle within the multi-energy level being by an energy practitioner . 4. Human Beings, because they can make choices have the greatest ability to transform and transcend the conditions which may be influencing the mental, emotional and spiritual imbalances that are affecting their physical health.                                                                                                                    

An energy session healing can create relaxation that allows a body under siege by imbalance to begin a healing. Pain on all levels can be reduced or eradicated by the application of energy healing and the healing process can be accelerated. Relief for psychosomatic illnesses that are usually caused by stress which affects the autonomic nervous system.

Energy healing is not magic or uncommon. Because we are all energy systems we can all heal through the use of energy healing. It can be learned and taught and the only limitation is the clarity of our intent and the faith we have in our ability to do so. Energy healing is a way to care for one another in cases of extreme stress when we do not know what else to do. In our day to day lives, we can use energy on ourselves to clear imbalances and realign our energy fields at will. The practice of meditation will allow one to go within that “sweet spot” that practice creates and create calmness and harmony that we can radiate to others in our day to day lives.

Each of us feels compassion for our fellow beings who are hurt or ill. We will reach out to comfort and console one who is suffering. Often we will cause more pain by not knowing how to reach out. Yet the fact we touch the spot that hurts 9 times out of ten is an indication in that moment of empathy and loving intent, we do what needs to be done instinctively. Learning how to do energy healing will train you to reach out and pass healing energy without hurting one who needs attention.

Learning to heal through the human energy fields of the body becomes a point for the beginning of true self knowledge. Even in practice, ones own issues that need healing or looking at may come up so that when working on those with serious conditions you are not going into process (crying or laying that issue on a client) while working on a client. Just imagine if you had cancer and an energy healer burst into tears and then tried to reassure you that it was nothing about your condition. One can have empathy for clients but should approach the healing session with a clear intent to provide a safe and relaxed session that boosts the natural healing capacity of the clients body.

Between sessions a healer should take as much time as they need to clear the energy from the last client. This becomes easier when one mentally allows the merging of their field and a clients field at the beginning of the session. At the end of the session, allow time to individualize the merged fields once more. Clearly, intent plays an enormous part in healing of energy bodies and the blockages of the body.

So the admonishment , “healer heal thyself” is a good one to begin with. The more healed you are, the more you will be able to heal others. This happens because your own energy system requires less energy at healing sessions and can allow all the energy that you are pulling through your body to exit through your hands to the client. Practice will allow you to know how much energy to use at a session. If you begin with an enormous amount of energy at the beginning of the session, you run the risk of overwhelming your client and loosening too much of the stored blockage before they are ready to deal with what is loosed during a healing session.

For the practitioner, the development of the intuitive responses such as “knowing” what the issues are or “seeing” the blockage and seeing what caused the blockage in the present or from past experiences in the body, develop as the willingness, integrity and intent to heal, grows from knowledge and intent. Energy healing then is an extension of ones own mental function through intent or compassion or through the tapping of positive energy to balance negative energy. When negative energy in the form of stress, hurt, both physical and emotional, tiredness or weariness from many sources, put the balance of positive and negative into a state of imbalance, “dis-ease” is the immediate result and disease, the result of long term present and past experience. Each can be put back into balance through Light Body Healing. 



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The Guides Talk Evolution – written by Florence Mary, May 27, 2009.

It is difficult for human beings to pull back from their ego based reality. That reality is a world of “I” without the consciousness that beyond “I” of duality there is a world of I AM, or God consciousness.

God consciousness ends the suffering of the world when one realizes that all that is in form is God. Yes, even a rock is God consciousness made manifest.

You think yourself the highest form of intelligence. But what if we told you that you were the lowest form of intelligence with the highest form of intellect? Don’t think so? A rock knows that it is a rock and does not struggle with that reality. Nor does the rock feel guilty because a man kills his neighbour with it. It knows the act is about the man not about the fact that it is a rock. The rocks life cycle takes longer due to erosion and becoming a part of water and then evaporation, but it is still a cycle.

It will be your cycle too when you realize that all forms are one with their own cycles of evolution. If you have a problem with evolution, read your bibles. God does not need to rest, nor does God need time, but evolution does. If there was no evolution nothing would need time to become manifest inside your world. Seeds evolve into plants through a growth cycle contained within its God conscious nature. Egg and sperm unite and then evolves from a zygote to child. Don’t think so? Have you been born?

The name you give that child becomes their outer identity but raising them as God manifest within this world of duality is the hardest work one will ever do.

So entrenched are we with our outer identity that we forget we are God. We would prefer to think of ourselves as part of the animal world, only capable of a relationship with the Divine.

Instead, the truth is we are no higher or lower in the evolutionary cycle than the lowest grain of sand or drop of water. Indeed we struggle with our identity until we realize that all is God.

How simple that is? How easy that would be to absorb if we could just allow for one moment that we are only here to realize that fact. If we were here to own cars, build houses, have children, etc, we would not die and leave it all behind. Just think, one day there will be no need to leave.

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Healing Through The Energy Field – The Subtle Differences – Florence Mary 2005

For most practitioners of Energy work, reading the subtle changes, from one area of the body to another is their stock and trade. Each area of the body gives off a quality of energy that is slightly different from the next. These subtle differences in energy, do not necessarily mean that the clients energy is not balanced, nor that the energy from person to person is the same.

People who live in their heads, will have a measurable amount of energy around that part of the body, as will people who lead with their hearts, sexual magnetism or neediness. In each of these cases, a measurable or discernable amount of energy coming from that area does not mean that the client is out of balance. To say so would be a judgement and that is not what healing is about.

If a client has come to you because life may not be as they wish it to be, then mentioning that they lead from chakra 1,2,3,4,5,6, or 7, and then stating what you perceive about a lack of balance in their life is correct. How you state what you “see, feel or know”, through reading the energy field of the client must be stated, with kindness and consideration.

During the get to know you phase of your session, a healer may ask for guidance in how to state perceived information and then have trust and faith that whatever they say will be for the highest good of the client. It is not the purpose of the healing session to read the person so well that you knock them out of their comfort zone. This type of behaviour may be more about the healers need to razzle dazzle the client and put them at a disadvantage or create a need in the client to believe that self-healing is not possible or that a healer does anything other than assist the methods of healing chosen by the client. In any case, your personal views are not required, but your clear intention to assist the client or find whatever it is they need, is your role as a healer. The methods may vary (Reiki, Therapeutic Touch, Energy Balancing) and so on, but intention is what makes it work. Unfortunately, in some cases, dependence, not healing is the goal.

If clear intention is used with honour and integrity as a driving force, the healer may find that keeping a journal while formulating personal cues for assessing a client is most helpful. Some healers move from person to person and adjust intuitively to the clients energy and body signals. They interpret body energy, verbal cues, intuition and other cues so rapidly that they do not think, act, or react but become for the moment of assessment, the client. Once the read on your assessment is done they step back from the client once more and use the information to clear energy or blocks in the client either by laying on of hands directly or above the spot they “see” as blocked.

Others follow a form as taught in different energy healing disciplines with equal or varying results, depending on the willingness of the client to let go of their problem. Clients often have a conscious need to be healed but a subconscious need  or unwillingness to change behaviours and ways of thinking and interacting with life, that they, in the long run, hinder healing of any type. The healer may learn to see, feel or know this from reading the energy of the person. What they do about this should be done with kindness. Often the client only requires your attention and time. In these cases you should treat them with the same love and kindness as you would treat your cures, miracles and clearings. Those successes are not yours anyway but a collaboration between you, the client, and the Universal Energy that is found collectively in all things. Some of you will call that God, Buddha, Krishna, Jesus or whatever you wish to but the collaboration is always between you, the client and love.

Each persons energy is so distinctive that often a blind folded healer can tell the different energies of people as they approach them, or identify something that belongs to them when they hold it. This may be a neat parlour trick but used properly becomes a strong bond with love to heal beyond the resistance of the client. Often, when the healer gets beyond the human ego and intuition and just loves life no matter how they find it in the people around them, that love moves healing spontaneously.

Each healing session is a contract between two willing souls to move the energy of love, as one person gives and the other takes initially, healing happens when loving energy flows between healer and client. This is so especially true with the dying.

Each person at this time realizes that physical healing may not take place, but an exchange of loving energy may heal on levels not consciously accessed by either person. Some might think that this level of healing is not valid but they would be mistaken. 

As you work with energy, you come to realize that there is a level of lovingness that you access that cannot be put into words or explained. It can only be passed one to the other by experiencing each other in total faith and trust in a healing moment. That moment is beyond all forms, rituals, symbols, signs and ego agendas and exists in the core of love so pure that it Just Is. It does not fade, but once experienced becomes a wellspring of energy that drives choice in ones life forward, regardless of the strictures, rules and regulations of man. It is pure and innocent and exists beyond the agendas of humanness and lies at the core of our spiritual natures. It is hard work getting there but well worth the journey.

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A Little Consciousness – by Florence Mary – undated

We are here to unite the world of the material into the world of spirit. It is the souls drive for life, to return time after time to live out and transform its own karma and that of the material world that finds itself mired in unconsciousness. 

Consciousness therefore, is the full knowledge of the true purpose of your present incarnation and its purpose to the cosmic revolution which is always moving through the unconscious world. If we do not choose purpose over materialism, even as we live the material life our coming has been for naught.

When we recognize the world of experience as only part of the science of life, love and finally healing, we begin to see Cosmic Consciousness as the gift it is. A bridge to the truest realizations of the One Field of magnetism, resonance, radiance and form. We are form, divine form made manifest in the world of consciousness.

At the edge of consciousness, slightly beyond the realm of accepted reality lies a vast field of potential ready for you to investigate. It lies within you as your ability to allow and permit that the accepted reality is a box that confines. We say to you that thinking outside the box is not sufficient to explore this realm. We say to you to rid yourselves of the box entirely and find the true vastness of possibility that exists within the enduring consciousness you have attained through your practice.

Silence is the vast vista of human consciousness that lies within your world as yet untapped by the majority of practitioners of meditation. We live in a world where true silence is rare. The lack of silence is a great distraction to the questing consciousness driven by purpose, realized through self – discovery.

We remind you that in quiet moments when the mind races from one thought to the next you may demand that it tell you something that will be helpful, either in living out your day to day life or in the fulfillment of your true purpose. As always, look for the gifting of spirit in all your endeavours.

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What are the qualities of a Master? By Florence Mary – undated

A master is one who :

– knows how things happen

– does not fear

– understands the difference between fearlessness and

– seeks excellence, not perfection

– empowers himself and others

– lives and speaks his/her truth

– knows that truth is relative to experience

– knows that enlightenment is the willing to know and
  to experience the “All”.

– knows what works

– does what works

– allows inner prompts to move him/her even in the
  of going against the human tide of shared experience.

– seeks wisdom rather than lessons

– knows what true aliveness feels like

– thinks and creates from the zero point

– knows that love is the most important thing

– understands the experience of human love but seeks
  to love from the source rather than from human fears
  and needs.

– does not attach to outcomes

– seeks to be of service

– lives simply, through non attachment

– holds nothing more sacred than freedom

– knows that desire, love, choice and intention without
  attachment is the creative force of the universe.

– holds light within

– waits for the universe to present its plan and then acts

– does not regret

– moves softly in the Unified field

– does not seek to change externals

– understands that self-change, changes the world of
  human experience.

– does not seek to right wrongs, but to change the

– does not think or act like others

Webmasters Note : While going through some odds and ends I found this little nugget. It is an addendum to this writing. Short and sweet and to the point. It is a little blurb for the master.

The masters life exists only within and is perceived externally in the same quantity or quality of that inner perception. Here is the place where the master first creates both quantity and quality or the mundane or a lack of richness in one’s life. 

Awareness becomes the tool of the Master. Relaxed within the form of their humanity but constantly moving between vibration and dissonance, creating, re-creating, being born and reborn, again and again into the present moment.


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Stevens Story – Part 2 – The beginnings – Jan 08, 2019.

It had been about a week of times passage when I got a phone call from Florence asking me to come to a group meditation. I had never been to a meditation group before. Funny thing, prior to meeting Florence I would awake at 3 in the morning and I would get up and sit quietly. I would feel a hint or two of energy at first, but it lead to flood gates opening. It became a refuge for me. Something I didn’t understand at the time but craved it none the less.

Florence had been walking the Buddhist path and was committed to that at the time. Later, she would absorb that and it would simply become a fraction of who she was. So, I had decided to go to this meditation and she told me where it was and how to get there and I told her I would meet her there. Before I went to this meditation I had to go down to a store for something. I decided to walk. It was a sunny cold Spring morning and I had decided to take a short cut to the store through the alley behind a local hotel. As I walked along something stopped me. I was deep in thought and snapped out of it long enough to look up from my daze and see straight ahead. I could see about half a city block away from me this spotted dog. It looked like a Pit Bull. It was. It started to growl at me and then started to run towards me. After a split second I threw caution to the wind and started to run. I did not run from this dog. I ran towards it. As this dog jumped at me I jumped over the dog. I was running fast and knew if that dog hooked me I was going to be in trouble. 

I cleared the Pit Bull by about 4 feet but did a summer sault and landed on my shoulder on the pavement. I felt my skin rip. I felt my upper arm snap. I was damaged and in pain. The dog decided to turn around and come back towards me as I lay there. I pulled myself to a sitting up position and looked directly into the dogs eyes as it started to rip at my pant leg. I pointed at the dog and said “GO”. The dog released my leg and ran home. I staggered my way to the emergency room and was tended to and bandaged and released. The doctors told me that I would go chronic after and to be careful. The pain drove me crazy. I could not move my arm properly. It was not a good scene.

So, I got back to my little apartment and I was ready to just take a pile of painkillers and forget about what had happened when I remembered the group meditation invitation. What the heck, I thought. Maybe I will go and just relax and maybe even sleep through the meditation, it can’t hurt. So, I went. I drove out to this house. I was as nervous as a long tail cat in a room full of rockers, but a kind man named Alan welcomed me into his home where the group was to meet. Florence had not arrived yet, but she would. We started the meditation and after about 5 minutes she showed up with a friend of hers who also came regularly. They entered quietly and sat. I was wearing a long sleeved shirt to hide my earlier mishap. 

After an hour had gone by, meditation started to conclude and I looked over to see Florence. She was still there with her eyes closed and a big smile. A smile of peace and contentment. I smiled to myself and then I heard her speak before she opened her eyes. “Who has a ruined shoulder here tonight, she said? I thought, what the heck. I hadn’t told anyone about it and it had just happened earlier and we hadn’t spoken. I kept quiet. I was embarrassed. Then again she spoke out. “Who is hurting here? I can feel your pain, come and sit on the floor in front of me”. I was in agony and thought to myself, why not, go for it. I went and sat cross legged on the floor in front of her. Then it happened. She took her hands and placed them over my upper arm. It felt like oven mitts were on me. Hot oven mitts. The heat coming out of her hands was a warmth I will never forget. She merely placed her hands on my upper arm and I started to hear crunching and clicking and weird funny sensations went into me. Whatever this woman had done or whatever energy moved through her touched me deeply. It shot straight to my core and began a healing process. For the rest of the visiting session she sat behind me with a warm oven mitt hand on my upper back. It was my psychic shield that she was activating unbeknownst to me.

That warm healing hand was connected to something and I wanted to know what. The hand that touched me was the hand of love. I knew I had been touched by love. This night would set off a future that intertwined us forever. I had only just begun to wake up. This process would continue over years and still does to this day. These were my first encounters with Florence. I knew nothing of her writings, those were secrets she did not share with very many. I would be introduced to the writings a few weeks later. 

My experiences with Florence span years. Without her help I would still be on the outside of myself looking in. There were normal times, ego times and heartbreak times as well as fun times and a ton of laughter and joy. But far beyond that are the sacred times. The Holy times. I saw and experienced the spirit world beyond my comprehension. Being a walking wounded soul, it was a lifeline and my stories will boggle your mind. What I have shared is microscopic to this point. One of my gifts has been total recall of memory. So much so that I went about having painful memories hypnotized out of my consciousness because the pain was too great for me to take. But when the dam breaks, the flood gates open and you can’t stop a gift. None of the memory erasers worked and I had to face my demons. I had to love them and let them go.

Thank you for your interest, I will write more about my story later. I could write a billion pages……

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Stevens Story – My journey with Florence Mary – The Beginnings – Jan 07, 2019.

Greetings my friends. Thank you for your interest in this site and in its messages. My responsibility is only to share what was left behind by Florence Mary Masotti. After the messages are disseminated my contract will be fulfilled. My mission will be accomplished. No strings attached, I came here to do this and so it will be done. In a sense, I am the scribe. A humble servant in the end. Telling a story that might never have been told. There have been many questions asked as to why I do this, or what my part was or is. So, I have decided to tell you my story in relation to Florence Mary. What impact she had on me, my life and my consciousness. How we met, drifted apart and then came full circle again. When Florence moved to Nelson BC, I knew why she had done it. She had gone beyond Hope and had come home to die. To finish her story and to pass it on. None of this would make sense until afterwards. When Florence learned there was no hope, she went away. She “gave up the ghost”. She went elsewhere, home. She was tired. She had “fought the good fight”. She had even warned me on that fateful day when she fell to the floor, “Steven, if this is a new wrinkle, I did not sign up for this”. (in other words, i’m outta here)

When I met Florence it was back in 1993. I was living in Trail BC and working in a local bookstore at the time. First off, I will say that I have never been a perfect human being and back then when I was younger I was full of ego and rebellion. I had separated from my wife and was struggling to keep it together as a father of a precious 2 year old little girl who was and still is my heart. I was haunted by my past. I had become the black sheep of my family at a very young age. Raised in a Christian home by good parents who loved me very much but I could always feel their disappointment because I had chosen a different path. Their main worry was for my salvation and so I was always in fear of their belief in hell and that maybe I was the devils because I did not see things their way. As a young child I went to Sunday School and excelled in some of it because I could teach what Jesus was saying. Mind you, tis the little children who are closer to the source. I never doubted that. My grandfather passed away after bathing me in a bath tub when I was six years old. For some reason, he had always tormented me. I do not think he knew what they were doing through him. One day while I was visiting my grandparents  with my dad, things went sideways. I did not want to have a bath. I was afraid of being naked in the sight of anyone but my parents. I do not know why I felt this way. I just did. Instead of my dad coming in to bath me, it was my grandfather, who I did not trust. I put up a fight and then I felt my grandfather pushing my head under water like he was baptizing me or drowning me and I could not handle it. I couldn’t breathe. I wished him dead and  screamed it out at him and I cried and screamed like a baby and soon after that hellish encounter he dropped dead while reading the bible amongst our family about an hour later. I was 6 years old and watched him die. I watched my father give his own dad mouth to mouth and try and save him. It did not work. I blamed myself for his death. My grandmother told me “you killed daddy”. I was crushed. After the funeral I felt lost. I felt evil. Like I had done something wrong. Because I had said to him, “I hate you, I wish you were dead”. At his funeral a 6 year old boy kissed the cheek of his cold faced dead grandfather and it would change his life from that moment forever. The only thing that would save that 6 year old boy and threw him a lifeline came in the form of a dream. I was playing badminton outside with my sister in my dream. Then the dark clouds rolled in. It got windy and my sister ran into the house. She was very afraid. I was mesmerized at the skies and at the blackest/bluest clouds I had or would ever see. Then thundering and with a loud clap a finger of lightning came out of the sky and wrote in those black clouds and the finger said ” I AM LOVE, GOD IS LOVE, THERE IS NO OTHER “. I started to run under the lightning and the thundering. I was laughing and filled with joy, electrified. I felt loved by something so vast, so great. From that moment on I knew I had something out there that loved me and wanted only to comfort me. That saved my life for a long time and it also would remain in the background of my life. Always a reference point in case I forgot I was loved. All of my life my dreams have been my messenger. They have never failed me. But, I digress. I tell you this story only because it was that 6 year old boy who would one day be healed, made whole again and sent back out to become a man. Without meeting Florence, that little boy would have died. He was self destructing. Breaking down walls only to build higher ones, stronger ones. Eventually that boys heart would have turned to stone itself. I had stopped paying attention to my dreams. Guilt and blame and shame would haunt me and wipe out every relationship I would form, didn’t matter how much I loved them. I felt angry and I felt hatred for every wrong done to me. I felt marked. It almost drove me mad. Then I met Florence and everything changed. It was magical and then hard and then sad and then happy and then something else. Neither of us felt our worth and yet we had been both touched by something and that something would bring her into the bookstore at just the right moment. My point in telling you this is that it is against this backdrop that our relationship would form and take new turns. We had both been battered by religion and life and fake reality and we both would heal that, but it was an impetus for what transpired and became a bond between us that would set us apart from even the people we loved the most.

As I put these words down, I feel myriad emotions. It is not easy for a man to share his story and communicate without reliving it in his mind or his heart. The depths of my feelings are boundless and it is humbling for me. As memories come up, tears well. Sometimes they come out, sometimes I choke them back. It always ends in a smile and in my heart turning. 

It was an early Spring morning and I was at work. A bookseller I was. I had been at work a week and when I looked at the spiritual section I cringed. Catholic Bibles, Freemasonry Keys, Norman Vincent Peale and so on. My boss gave me free reign of that department and so I cleaned it up and left a few bibles and the like but brought in things with other thought waves to them. The Art of Zen, Bringers of the Dawn, Ramtha, Urantia Book, William Cooper and many diverse messages and writers. It was going well. I had taken the religion section from number twenty up to the number 3 best selling section. Even though I was angry and messed up, I still got on well with the strange ones. I have always been able to feel people deep in my heart. Psychic energy has always hung heavy about me. I had it from birth. It made me aloof, with people I didn’t want to know, didn’t want to feel. There was always a connection to spirit, the unseen, no matter how bad life could get.

As Florence came into the book store she was wearing a long wool cape and her hair was frizzy. She bounced with an energy as she strolled through the store, section by section. I was at my station serving customers and answering the phone, etc. I had just hung up the phone when I heard a slam of books on the counter. As I walked to the counter I could feel her probing me. Her eyes were wide and she had a big smile on her face. I had never met her or seen her before, but when I looked in her eyes I saw a twinkle. She paid for her books and then grabbed my arm and then introduced herself to me. “My name is Florence, I’m new here in town, I co-own an Art Gallery. It is called the Inner Eye Art Gallery”. Then she said ” I don’t know who you are but you need to come and see me, I like you.” Later that week when I had a day off I went up to the top floor of this old building and knocked on the door to her studio. I could hear soft classical music and then got the wafting smell of frankincense that she had lit. She was painting a painting and stopped so she could visit with me. I felt stupid because I did not know this woman. She was a stranger,  what does she want with me I thought? And yet I felt a pull like a giant magnet. 

Florence and I were having small talk at first. Then it got a little deeper. She poured me a cup of tea and sat it next to me on a table and with a twinkle in her eyes said to me , “let me see your palms”. I held my hands out and she clutched them strongly and said, ” your heart line and your head line are connected by all these x’s, see?” Then she looked at the mound of skin under my thumb that connects to my hand. “Oh my god, look at all those issues and trials that run through here”. I began to feel like I was being probed again. I decided to hear what she wanted to tell me and with an open heart I let her speak. She was speaking to this little boy inside me. She started to weep. Then she asked if she could do something. “You and I will never be the same again but I have to do this”. I told her to “go ahead”. Florence grabbed my face and pulled me towards her. She was weeping. She pulled at my face until our foreheads were touching. For the first time in my life I felt what a third eye was. She pressed her third eye against mine and held it there. I began to feel unsteady and to give way and in an instant it was like lightning, a flash of light between my eyes and I felt every emotion she had ever felt since the day she was born. I felt her pain, her joy, sorrow. Everything life had given her good and bad, I had felt her feelings, her heart. She had felt mine too. It broke her heart. Yet it was the beginning of my healing and I would never be the same again. From that day on Florence has been a part of my life. It drove us crazy when we were apart because of the heart connection. Life would teach us much together, then we would part only to reconnect because we knew few others like us. Our bond transcended the physical realm far into spheres and realms. We knew each other before this existence. It is because of this that I no longer grieve her loss for she is everywhere and I feel her still. When I am quiet and open, she reaches through. The mind meld transcended this experience and this dimension.

This is just my first little writing about how I met Florence and why I care. It’s just the beginning. It is a drop.  When I mention my story of my grandfather, I will let it be known that I healed that issue a while ago and forgave him. He played his part perfectly and I wouldn’t be who I am now if he had not put me on that path through his actions. We bring the tests of our own experience with us here and we continue them until this experience is gone. Release and let go and you set them free, too. Even to future generations freedom is born through forgiveness. My grandfather was a good man, don’t get me wrong. He helped the downtrodden and the widow. 

In the end I would be the rock he smashed himself against, nothing more, nothing less.

I will write more later. Thank you for reading this.







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Journal Entry from Aug 29 – 31, 2012. By Florence Mary

Webmasters Note : These are 2 entries grouped into one writing. These were directed to Florence by Guidance. She was living near Vancouver BC, Canada in a house in White Rock. Her family was there on the lower mainland but her heart was in the Kootenays, Nelson BC to be exact. Florence listened to guidance and followed their lead after much consideration. They told her to go “beyond Hope”. She felt that meant anywhere east of Hope BC, landing herself in the Kootenays in Nelson BC. She would become ill and pass away a few years after she made that move. She had truly gone “beyond Hope”. 

Nothing you ever do in your life is ever “wrong” but you must be careful of your motivation for doing anything. Wanting to be yourself without anger is on point. Wanting to be aware allowing that truth lies somewhere between extremes is wise. Remember, most opinions are self-serving, creating boxes just like the ones you are jumping out of. Keep love and a place between as your sole reason and all will be well. Resist temptation. Buy within your means.

The art of self deception is alive and well in all human beings. It forms the basis of all fears experienced by the human mind. It sets off the fight or flight response within. Once you make a decision do not question what you have decided, instead look at the reasons for your choices and allow that there has never been a perfect choice made within the world of duality.

Remember these are not tests or lessons. There is only choice, which drives experience. There is nothing new here only a reminder that you are greatly loved and needed in your world or you would not be there. 

However your life unfolds there is only love as the final answer to your situation. You are correct in your assessments of what you are experiencing and of the people you so dearly love.

There can be no doubts now, you are committed.

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Source of Light Transmissions – Part 6 of 6 – by Florence Mary – Sept 20,2000.

Be sure that the shore has no death knell. Be sure that you know where you go. Travel you must through the hearts core, down through the caverns below. Then up you will come in a moment, from the great flowers you bloom.

Ever upon ever you travel, life upon life you assume. Not a life of unknowing, but a life rich in gain. Know you must all of the knowledge, encased in white power today.

It matters not your skin colour. It matters not if you are wed. It only matters that you wander, on the path ever onward you tread.

Be you part of the wisdom, think you not in words of it now. Be you the heart of the knowing, be you your own sacred plow.

Deep in the furrows are planted, the jewels you once lost in your cause. Once they appear on your faces, the first between your brows. 

Like shadows they come with the unfolding, of wisdom once lost by the greed. For power and glory they sought them, created them false gods and all.

Far are they yet from the knowing, that wisdom is All of the All.

Webmasters Note : Thus ends this transmission. I never understood this transmission when she sent it to me 19 years ago. I understand it today. It is my prayer that you will understand it too. Thank you.

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Source of Light Transmissions Part 5 of 6 – by Florence Mary – Sept 20, 2000.

Take the key in your left hand, hold forth the light with your right. Symbols these are of your passage, into the long endless night.

Travel you must until morning, behind you are sorrows and fears. Do not think of the passage, for the way there is only but tears.

We are the voice of the Indweller, come to you with part of the way. Travel you on this great passage, We will meet you part of the way.

One day we’ll take on a body. Woman, we’ll be in our form. Those who all know we are coming, those ones will weather the storm.

The storm is the flux of unknowing, the doubt you live upon day after day. Seek ye not the masters of nothing, seek not the teachers of faith. Settle you must in the places, where you once travelled in grace.

Go you now from these pages, live out the gold of the way. Once more we’ve come without faces, to travellers close to the way. 

Down and down you must follow, so up and up you can climb. Be free of fear and of sorrow that binds you this part of the way. 

Hail and farewell that we leave you, only a moment for now. Once you have travelled the traces, with great wisdom you will be endowed. Know you the way is the wisdom, guarded yet by secret codes.

Know you the codes in your structures, if you carry no load of guilt and remorse for your passage, for body to body you went. Not listening to what we would whisper, now that moment is spent. 

This dear one hears us like shouting. Close is her bond to us now. Find you your window in knowing, travel just to the shore.


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Source of Light Transmissions – Part 4 of 6 – by Florence Mary – Sept 20, 2000.

Bow you not down to the teachers, for they are but masters of naught. Go down deep within you, and seek what you have forgot.

Then in that moment of plenty when you create what you need from the ether will flow the substance, without sorrow or greed. Then will come the Indweller, a body we take for your course. Teach you we will of your knowing, the teachings will come from the source.

Have you no care for the answers, there are no questions to ask. Beyond the intelligent mind you must travel, deep in the bowels of the Earth. She is the great mother balanced and strong in her way. Care you not for her riches, care must you just for the way.

Travel you must through the traces, curves, not the angles you trod. Until you reach the great flowers, that lie beneath the thickness of sod.

Lay you once in the cases, sarcophagus was the name. Then you knew all the places, you were not bound by the shame. Of being vast or human, sin you knew nothing about.

Balanced you were in your knowing. Until you forgot your way out.

Travel for a time, you must for a time through the traces. Until the Dark Force has forgot that you knew of these places, that you know the way out.

The movie will tell of the portal that brings you home not through death. Alive you will be in the morning, even if death has been met.

For you will know the way down to the flowers, travel you must through your mind.


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Source of Light Transmissions – Part 3 of 6 – by Florence Mary – Sept 20, 2000

You have travelled before in the traces, bent on, with the Master of All.

You were there in the moment of creation, long before the Great Fall. The Fall was not sin nor arrogance, those came long after the split.

Now in the night with your longing, in great chairs you must sit. Seeking to know ever after.

Seeking to know what is love? If you think you know the answer, your arrogance will give you a shove. Back from the gates you are seeking you will remain yet above.

The way is but down in the darkness, the way transforms it to light. The way is not through judgement nor torment. The way goes on all through the night.

Until you reach up to morning, without a single thought or fear, YOU are the way, dear children. Marked are you by the great sphere.

Once did you carry the markings, hidden by your great jewels. Long lay you under the flowers, until you were called to serve fools.

Knew they not the great places, knew they not of the way. Killed you they did for your powers, that you carry dormant today.

The jewels are in all of your faces, filled with the knowledge of time. Space is the place you must enter, once you have figured this rhyme.

Could we not tell you straight forward, all of those secrets you would like to unfold? Know that the power of evil still has great hold.

Not on the ones who are seeking, not on the ones who you love. The way to above is below you, not on the wings of a dove.

Nor in the lily did we place it, sought he the way to the All. then did his teachings lie fallow, still misunderstood by your fall.

Fear is the ever present teacher, Love is the master of few. DARK are the days that you wander, if you yet still sit in a pew.

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Source of Light Transmissions – Part 2 of 6 – by Florence Mary – Sept 20, 2000.

They wash not the spots you create in not knowing, but in all of the aged faces are showing.

The hopes and the dreams of a bright ever after, without life eternal there is not but disaster.

For how can you live out the promise of one when you cannot direct the power of the sun? To race through its courses of light and of dark, in damp dingy places where the traces have no mark.

The mark will not mar you, for it leaves not a trace, it cannot mark a specific place.

For love is the marking deep in the heart, shining and filling the light ever dark.

Beyond the beyond you must travel without reason. No intelligent mind will bring you right there. If you employ what you know in the moment, to you yourself you will deliver a scare.

We travelled the traces to be by your side, yet every day your faces you hide. Is it from shame or from guilt that you wander? Come into the silence, these questions we ponder.

Can you know without knowing, the power of one? Can you see without seeing that great central sun? 

Can you travel the traces without fetters? Can you mark not a word of your path to others? Can you join with the wisdom yet coming, without your mind thinking you are the holiest one?

For see not with your eyes, they deceive you! Know with your mind it is spare! Have no thought to surround you, that is filled with want or care.

Release all your bounds to the Earth plane, eat not one morsel of food. Drink not but the water of wisdom, before we embark for the moon.

The Great Sun is a symbol, the moon is one too. Travel not down to Amenti before you shake off your shoes.

Sit you at once in your throne room. Comfort to travel, right there. Write we the secrets in code words, for the movie it needs to be there.

Not for one moment must you falter, not for one moment must you wait. 

Travel in and out of the traces, until you find that great gate. 

When you are ready, the indweller will find you, and take you across to the shore. Then the voyage you embark on, will go on forever more.

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Source Of Light Transmissions – Part 1 of 6 – by Florence Mary , Sept 20, 2000.

Webmasters note : This writing was sent as a personal email to myself from Florence. It is not in her original writings and yet I feel compelled to share this with you all. Although received in the year 2000, almost 19 years later, it is finally meant for others. 6 pages in length, I have broken it up into 6 parts so as not to wear your mind out. The message is a message to me at that particular moment as a member of her triad, from our guides……but it is now meant for you.


We are never far from you, only for one moment need we stay, or near to this loved one who opens herself, to receive the energy this day.

We are not bound by time nor space, We move to a tone stronger from a stronger place, no force can contain us, no place holds us fast, We are the All, what was first now is last.

Beyond the beyond in a place in the Oneness, With radiance brighter than your great central sun, we come from the source with a tone that is pure.

Long has the force of our love endured.

You hear not the sound that rings in your ears, long has it hidden behind all your fears. Clearly you hear us when fast asleep, awakened it is ignorance you treasure and keep.

In the midst of the oneness we come from within, tracking and trailing the path where you’ve been. 

Hoping that one day you would awake in the night, and view us with kindness, our bright golden light.

We are not Angels, nor Devils nor Gods, We are what YOU are, love in the rods. Of gold and of silver of white and of blue, trembling and tracking what the All once knew.

Lost among the fears of men of the worlds, holding illusions in negative swirls.

Beyond sacred mountains, deep in the streams, Wake now, oh man, from your perilous dreams. Find beneath mountains of time beyond measure, the gold web of life and the minds silver treasure.

But waken you must to your song ever singing

In the vastness of dying, in the morass of fear, not one of us hear your copious tears




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The Foundations for Universal Law

Everything in the universe is made up of energy. That energy is light. The energy of light declared that all beings are created equal and have the right to be fully realized to the degree that they so deserve or believe they deserve.
Since all past life karma has been absolved it is time for human beings to learn and know how to use the energy.
The earth is a school house with a tough curriculum that all human beings must master. That curriculum is SELF-MASTERY.
Since earth is going to ascend to the fifth dimension, her peoples must know, learn and master the curriculum. This curriculum is set out in the Universal Laws. These laws work on the law of ten-fold return, which applies to the misuse of energy as well as the right use of energy.
The Age of Aquarius demands fairness, responsibility and accountability for each action. As we move closer to the fifth dimension we may notice that every action will bring immediate repayment.
This whole Universe and everything in it is energy. The energy of creation moves in a circular fashion, eg “the earth rotates on its axis.” Earths magnetic field flows in a circular fashion, this is true of all the energy fields regardless of the directional flow.
So, with that in mind we look to the teaching of Jesus the Christ : “What you sow is what you reap” or all energy runs in circles or what comes around goes around. Each master had to understand this and had to choose to change his perception of life. Since all things are energy and energy moves in circles an essential step to moving forward along the path to enlightenment is that we are co-creators with the Divine Mind. The energy that we create with is our thought or more simply put, our thoughts ARE energy therefor we are the product of our thoughts, feelings, words and actions.
This truth is then restated “We are all created equal and we all create our own reality. There are no such things as idle thoughts and our only power exists NOW. The past and the future are not real. As each moment unfolds we only have NOW as our reality so we must not attach to any moment but NOW. We have nothing to fear so be fearless.

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