Goals and Success by Florence Mary – July 22, 1993.

Love, belief and focus of one’s concentration upon one thing is the key to success. In the physical life one who is scattered in their focus and cannot concentrate upon their vision within is doomed to having their dreams remain so. But one who sees with determination and clarity and works diligently ever toward the vision within them is assured of success, for that person will not be swayed from their path no matter what the hardships or obstacles are in their way. All that one must remember about such deterrents is that they are not real, for all of the physical life is but illusion so that usually what these deterrents are, exists only in the mind as our fears and must be conquered within us and then all we have to do is watch them disappear outside of us.

It must be remembered that no other sentient being can be controlled even if they appear to be an obstacle to our success. It is not to say that one of superior consciousness could not control others but that it is not correct for one to do such a thing. Remember that no matter what it is that appears within your path to keep you from the realization of goals, that they are there to help you increase your knowledge in some way or to overcome something within themselves that must be dealt with before true success can be manifested.

So too, is this principle to be applied in one’s own life to overcome one’s self and to know God. That was the message of Jesus and many other beings of great and loving development who came to Earth as teachers of the way within. Church, to him, meant groups of like-minded individuals that knew no expectation or condition for each other, who would help and foster the growth of love and caring that is needed to help the world and her peoples survive and allow growth of all consciousness to enlightenment. Look, the Earth is going to evolve and the human species is not ready to evolve with her.

The success on the path to enlightenment is that man is capable of joining many paths into one. He can be successful in earning his living and still help those around him to earn theirs. This man knows that the Earth is a bountiful place with enough for all of her beings to live and survive without want and care. He does not worry about competition for he knows that if he keeps his eye upon God and has trust and faith that he can provide from within the guidance to success, then, all will be well and there will be more than enough for all to survive with. He is not afraid to take a risk that is presented to him as an opportunity because he knows that concentration upon his goal sooner or later will bring him the success he desires and wants within his life.

So too, must one do this with all things that are important within your life. Whatever you are doing or have to do, treat that time of being as if it is the most important thing that you must do in your life time. Then, if you have very limited time to spend with your family and friends they will feel that they are the most important thing in your life and it will be true, for you are giving them the attention and time that they need without your thoughts being scattered and resentment entering either you or those that you love. We see the bane of existence today as the cellular phone that some of you cannot be without for even the briefest periods of time. Those of you who cannot find time for friends and loved one’s without your phones and your mental ties to goals, are doomed to fail in one or both areas within life.

What we are speaking of here is balance. In every aspect of your life you must set priorities and know without doubt that people are the most important thing. If for the sake of a person, you miss anything in life, the opportunity will only be gone if you allow the belief that it is gone. So you must be stronger in your belief that you are able to manifest your dreams within your life, than your ability not to. The saying that “time and tide waits for no man”, is not true and becomes untrue when a person realizes that they are master of their life and that time and tide are his creations of reality and that as such, he is master over those things. Each day has the same hours within them and each tide comes and goes in beauty and a clear demonstration of the synchronicity of life and being for all of mankind, as an example to guide and encourage mankind in all that they wish to do and be.

Never be afraid to choose a person over an opportunity for advancement on the physical plane. If this is a choice, realize that life is telling you  something about what you wish to do. It is going to cause hard times ahead if the choice is between the needs and wants of another and something that could and should wait until tomorrow. If the opportunity is right and you have been living your life, giving to each person within it the time and attention free from the wants and the cares of the physical world, then, they will be encouraging you not to miss the opportunity and you will know that it is right and correct. If on the other hand, this person is unreasonable about things, then you know that you have either neglected to give them the time and attention that they require from you to maintain and establish a relationship built on faith and trust or that the opportunity is not for you  and that maybe you should allow it to go to someone else who may be better able to deal with it and its consequences in their lives.

Love, true love, is the key to balance within one’s life and times. Love always sees that there is enough time for everything that must be done. Only fear tells you that there is never enough time and that tomorrow will never come. For the person of love is always at the beginning of everything and all of time and purpose and therefor, everything within this life will be new and fresh. Each day becomes one where one can build whatever they need to be successful for that day, that month, that year. This person never sees anything that they do within their life as a waste, for waste is not something that they can contribute to what they believe in. They believe that their life is always unfolding as part of the Divine Plan of life authored by themselves and the God of love that exists within them. Everything that they do is embedded within that love between them and God. When they deal with others they realize that the same God exists within them as exists in them. Even in their journey upon the Earth, they leave not footprint nor path and they give thanks to the Earth for their living and for their being.

Know that these pathways to love do not exist within the world at large but instead exist within each of us who takes the time to know and to love God. God is our constant companion of love when we see God clearly within our world. The Christ returning is the consciousness of love that each man and woman allows to grow from within and sees within the light that is within each being.

It is time for all of you to come together in love, light, peace and joy and to hold that as your reality in a world of hate, darkness, war and sadness.

Know this and be of God. All unfolds as it should. 

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Pain and Fear by Florence Mary – June 26, 1993.

Webmasters note : This is a short writing. I am assuming their was some drama that happened long ago and Florence Mary was perplexed and hurt. This was the response given to her by guidance. That being said, it would not take her long to find her balance and move into her “puddle of peace”, as she so loved to call it.


Say nothing, do nothing, just love those who suffer from the lessons of fear. Love demands trust and faith. All one can ever do in times of strife is to offer support and comfort to those who ask for it. Now may not be the time to offer opinions or to add fuel to the fire.

Right now you are hurt by what has been said but this will pass and all will be put to right in the end. Love and its ways are mysterious to those who forget or will not learn why they are here and what the main purpose of their lives are for. Your prime purpose for being in the world of the physical is for you to earn union with God. First, within yourself and someday when you come to recognize your own perfection as a creation of God, and as such become a creator of your own being-ness. 

One of the things you created was fear and all of its synonyms like doubt, anxiety, panic. Know that once you have conquered those things in your life you can then one day enjoy life in the physical without doubts and fears and panic as your constant companions. All of love is for you to know and that means even its pain, for love, like all else in the world of the physical, has duality and it is up to each of us to create it anew and without all the doubt and fear and panic that we see in our lives.

Here in the spirit world we do not know such things for we are allowed a clarity that has no equal in your physical world. Some of us take a long time to plan our next incarnation but others are anxious to return and return quickly but nothing is ever not agreed upon by the soul returning from physical birth to age seven. A soul may decide to leave. Some choose disease or simply, for babies, crib death, or as you call it there, some accident. Yet most of these things happening before age seven are the souls way of returning to the world of spirit when the life they have chosen becomes too burdensome for the to take.

Nothing is more frustrating for us than to see a soul cause themselves pain but pain is the great lesson teacher and you cannot ease pain for those who refuse to learn a lot or who think that their way is the only truth. Remember always, to temper your understandings with tolerance and you will never stop learning and growing.

Once truth has become a way of life for you then you always are sure that you have never added to another’s burdens. Be at peace. Pain has taught you much.


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Discernment by Guidance as given to Florence Mary – April 15, 1994.

A while ago you asked us how you will know if someone is not serving the purpose of God. We tell you that you will know by way of your inner most knowing. That is why we tell you that it is important for you all to take time to pray and meditate. In the still quietness that you create within you comes that voice of God. This voice comes to you to direct you on the path to safety in the world of men and beings who are not of God, but who are of personal gain and glory. We tell you that when things just do not sit right with you then you must look at it through your own quiet and stillness.

You also asked us if the beings that you received your messages from in the mornings are good or evil. We address this now. 

We understand them to be sincere in their desire to help the Earth and her peoples to progress in the world of spirit and love or we would have done all that we could have to keep you from any union of the mind with them. Yet you must also remember that you always have the choice and that choice is one of the reasons that they are not giving you a great deal of information at this time. You are still learning to make your choices without fear and we do not want you over burdened with choices that are not yours to make at this time and place.

Do not worry for your heart is full of love and nothing that you have been given has burdened or worried you unnecessarily and this is how it must be. We also advise you to spend more time in deeper meditation so that you will be able to handle the things that are coming your way, even in the short term with much more equanimity than you might have handled it in the past. Allow yourself to feel more and to see more, for yourself. There is absolutely nothing wrong with that. Opportunities are coming your way and if you do not allow yourself to use your knowing for yourself, then side trips to nowhere are inevitable.

There is nothing wrong with taking these side trips but they usually cost you in time and in progress, as well as worry and they really do not enhance your life in any meaningful way. Even those that you meet on these side trips would have crossed your path, if you had not taken it. If you believe that your life must be full of worry and toil then it will be so. Yet if you can know that your life must serve God, then the toil will make you feel good and will allow you to do the things that would have been impossible for you just a short time before. Remember always that as creations of God, our purpose here is as that of creator, as well as many others. So when you look at life you realize that this is what YOU ARE DOING ALL THE TIME ANYWAYS. 

So then, instead of feeling that you have no choices and that life is dealing you a bad hand, get involved in the process and create you life with flare and with daring. See yourself as a creator and then become one. Do not forget to use creative visualization to do this and allow part of your meditations to bring to you clear pictures of what you wish to happen. Once you have done this the things that you need for your life will begin to find you instead of the other way around. You will realize also that it is the way it should have been for all of your life times.

Do not limit by belief what you think that you should be seeking. To do so is to limit God. We all know that if God really wants to reach us we could find ourselves on the road to Damascus blind and hearing the voice of God as if coming from on high. But instead we tell you to go within and hear that small, still voice and allow that voice to help you to shape your life, your relationships and your world, into relationships that serve, rather than the need to be served. 

Know this and be of God. All unfolds as it should.

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The Ten Gifts Of Being And Spirit – by Florence Mary – May 15,1993.

Go softly into the world and share your rare gift with it, for the world has forgotten that it was created for the enjoyment of all who inhabit its surface. Look not upon its lacks but instead look upon its bounty and praise that which made it every moment of your existence. Know with assuredness that you never die and will come again to perfect your perfection. Everlasting Life is the gift given to you. 

Everlasting Life is not a curse but your inheritance as a child of the Universe, given to you beyond your freedom to choose your life as you would. So when you choose sorrow and defeat as your truth, no one weeps, for it is realized that you are but testing your freedom to choose, and if not now, later you will realize that no one must suffer as you have to prove their love for the Creator.

Look upon yourself not as a mistake of creation but as its greatest accomplishment, for do you not, at times, look upon your children and see that no matter how flawed you may perceive them, that at moments they are your greatest joy, because they show you their Divinity completely. Know that each of you are joys beyond measure to Creation and you are loved above all else in the Universe that has been created. You are a child of this Universe and you are loved without expectation and condition. Your complete happiness here on this Earth and beyond the physical world of your choosing and the spiritual world where you were created and which is your true home, is the goal of all Creation.

You have been given many gifts with which to smooth your way. The first of these gifts is the knowledge that you are a Child of the Universe and should bow to no one. Do you ask your child to bow to you in humility and fear, or do you build him or her up with praise and support? If you do not then you had better begin to change because, like you, your child will have lost its way and there will be no one to guide them, except you to guide them.

Look down at yourself and see that no matter how you have abused your body, it still works and needs only your time and attention to change anything that is not perfect about it. Aging is not a loss of perfection but a promise of everlasting life. Your body may die, but you, what really makes you, you, for all the lives that you have lived, will live on past all of the antiquities of the Earth.

You are as old as all of Creation, being one of the many possibilities for experience. When you were created, love was created and that is the second gift to you. Unconditional Love. With it, you should have the confidence to do in the world whatever you wish. If you hurt others with this gift you not only hurt them and yourself, you send out a negative vibration across the whole of Creation. Like earthly parents, the Creative Intelligence deserves your love, but is not required that you love or acknowledge the Creative Intelligence, only that you believe that you are loved, and you will best do that if you learn to love yourself.

My third gift to you is the gift of thought. You may think whatever you wish but you are also warned that thought is a powerful tool. With it you shape your existence and that of those around you. So with the third gift you are reminded to be careful what you choose to hold as belief, for to do so you must spend time in contemplation and then what you come to believe is what the world will be for you. If you believe that the world is inhabited by bastards who are out to get you, then that is what your world shall be. Do not cringe at this profanity for it is what those of your world believe, in one small way or another, for they do not yet see the perfection even in those whose thoughts and beliefs are erroneous, or how powerful that one single belief can be. So you must believe that in each soul who inhabits the Earth is the Creative Intelligence present. Do not curse those in error. Bless them kindly and keep them tenderly in your thoughts and prayers, for you can change nothing to the good with curses, not even yourself.

Remember, no errors were made when each of you were created. Only perfection was created and you have been sent about your lives to discover that you are perfectly imperfect. This too is the way of All Creation. Sometimes in your world the odd more often than not, is seen as a rarity and those who fit the mould of sameness are dismissed as being nothing great. We tell you that you are all great. Your thoughts are of great importance to Creation. So when you think in error, Guidance is always there trying to correct the thoughts that do you the most harm. How could it not? For you are all, perfect love. You, as individuals, and as a group, are Creations greatest treasures and your thoughts reach out into the Universe daily.

The Fourth gift to you is the gift of action. It is the sword that you use to cut the fabric of your life into what you wish it to be. 

With the realization that you are a child of the Universe and loved unconditionally by the Creative Intelligence, you create your world not only with your thoughts but also with your action. You can be like Hitler and create hell or you can be like Jesus and create love everywhere you go. All that Hitler forgot was that he was loved and that he was not alone. He believed that he was doing something good for his people, but he chose prejudice and hate and they contain within themselves the seeds of their own destruction. For ALL THAT IS created has been created from love and love is what you shall use to create a new and better world that shall cause all others that have been created within this one, to fall and to pass away. So when you act, act from love, never anger or disillusion for these are a part of fear and in fear can live hate and prejudice and that can never be allowed in the world of love. Know that when your world does not embrace love when it should, your thoughts create what is needed to cleanse itself of the rot that can destroy it. So think and be love and all will know the presence of the fourth gift, the gift of action. For each of you who know and love yourselves will move in the world to change it.

As you go out and act in the world you must have the fifth and sixth gifts. They are Trust and Faith, and while they are separate gifts, one cannot exist without the other. You can have no faith if you do not trust that you are a child of the Universe and are loved by the Creative Intelligence. You can have no trust unless you have faith that your life is yours and that you are loved beyond all reason and purpose. Know this and be Divine, for the creative force is in all things, even the despair and hurt in the world. For from such things, you who are sure of love will act to ease the hurts of those who need to know. What you do will show that love exists as a force unto itself. Remember always that love is in all things, even hate because it is the opposite of love in your world of duality. You can erase hate with your love and with your knowledge that love is stronger than all of the evils in your world. They are all just love waiting to learn their other side and the other side of hate is love, and so you must have trust and faith that this is so.

The seventh gift to you is the gift of purpose. Purpose goes beyond all work and activity. All beings engage in some sort of work, for even thought is laborious when there is no love in it. Yet purpose is also the Divine Reason that you are living in the world of the physical. Did you think that you would be sent to Earth without a purpose? One that would not serve only yourself but your fellow human beings, and in doing so, would serve Love. But be sure that without self-love and love of all things Divine, you cannot fulfill your purpose and it may take you many tries to get it right. Then you may be so filled with love of yourself that you come again and again to share it with those who are your brothers and sisters.

Each of you were put on the earth to overcome your fears and to understand what true love is. When you have found the truth for yourself, you must share it with those around you. Know that until you accept that this is your only purpose you will wander aimlessly amongst your many accumulated riches and possessions and still feel fear. And in your fear you shall destroy the only real love you have ever known. No matter what you are given you will always believe that there is more. If you have not conquered your fear  you will destroy what you have in order to have more. Therefor, you will always be a beggar. You were never intended to be a beggar. It was intended for each of you to live the life of a rich man, but you must examine what you value. If you are lost from the knowledge that you are love and that you were created in love, then you will always be dissatisfied with what you have. Yet if you love yourself then you will have my eighth gift and that is the gift of Divine Discontent. Divine Discontent is what makes you seek beyond the highest mountain or to refuse to believe there is not a cure for cancer. But all of these are physical solutions to spiritual problems. They all stem from the fact that you cannot believe that you are loved beyond purpose and reason, because you just are.

When you believe that, you cease to be a beggar and you become rich. For like a man with millions in the bank, you begin to live your life with peace of mind, even if their is not a dime in your pocket, for you have faith that you will always be provided for and you trust that at any given moment you will know how you can overcome the circumstances of the moment and create what you need to survive the present. It may be hard for you to believe, as you stand in rags and with no food to feed your starving children, but you are asked to believe. Only with unshakeable faith will this world become one of love and caring that will herald in a time of peace and prosperity for all human beings. All it takes is love, trust, faith and a little Divine Discontent and the absolute knowledge of your worth, to yourself and to all of Creation. Know that the Creative Intelligence is always with you and will never abandon you. Even in death, it is that Intelligence who awaits your arrival in the world beyond this one. It does not wait to judge you or your deeds but waits to welcome you home and will send those whom you love, who are here to help you cross over into the world of Divine Spirit.

My ninth gift to you is the gift of fellow human beings, with whom you can share all that you are and all that you have. When you have laid your plans and something comes along the way to upset them, know that there is a choice to be made here. That choice may require you to put aside what you wish and believe in order to fulfill your Divine Destiny. So when all that you have planned has been upset, embrace the change with love and security for it is just an opportunity knocking on the door for you.

In each person that you meet, you will see yourself mirrored. If you do not like what you see in others then change yourself, for they are the best gauge of what must be corrected within you. When you make this personal adjustment within yourself you will find that others no longer have faults, but then, neither do you. So the reward for all of this effort is a world in which you find a brother or sister around any corner that you can share the bounty of your wisdom and love with. Remember, whatever you give to a soul within creation, it will send back to you a hundred fold. If you share hate and fear with the world, it will be multiplied. But if you share love, oh what a wonder your life and your world will be!

In your world you see the gift of Self-Realization as something beyond the norm. It is not. It is a gift of the tenth order, or the tenth gift. This gift numbered ten is the gift of Self-Realization. When you finally accept what a wonder you are, the gift of knowing and being able to see into mens hearts begins to make perfect sense. Jesus had it and so did many others who have come to believe in Creative Intelligence and Love with unshakeable faith. You may rename the gift or gifts as you choose but know it is the gift of Self-Realization. With this you can move mountains, part oceans, fly without wings and aeroplanes and communicate with those who have passed from this earth and exist in the dimension of Spirit.

You were not sent to the world alone. You were sent with guidance and a map that was imprinted on your soul the moment you were created. All you need is inside of  you just waiting to be discovered. When you do you will have the tenth gift, Self Realization. With this gift you will discover and realize your own Divinity and will treat yourself as the rare and precious gift that is given to the world.

In all of existence there has never been another like you. Each time you have gone to your world, you have laboured long and hard in the vineyard. Sometimes you were wise enough to recognize your gifts and at others you did not. But your life was never a waste. For in each life you learned something that makes you exactly who you are at this moment.

You may develop the gift of Self-Realization and find yourself isolated from the world you live in, but look again. It is guidance trying to get you to realize that what you are leaving behind is not making you happy anyways. So leave it and seek the newness that will come to you in Love. But before you leave all you know behind for something imagined, look again at what you are leaving, for it may contain just what you need for Self-Realization. How will you know that what you have left is correct, for a time all that is disowned wreaks havoc in your life, but inside you is a peace that remains in every circumstance of your life. Joy, even in times of sorrow is part of you but do not mistake the thrill of a “new toy” for any of the more lasting gifts.

When true Self-Realization has reached your life, your life becomes Universal. You pray every day for a purpose that reflects the Universal will for your world. Nothing you are asked to do is impossible. Nothing that you are given to do will seem menial for you. For everything will look as the greatest gift you have ever received and your enthusiasm for life, love and purpose will be multiplied a hundred, no, a thousand times.

Even when you are waiting for your purpose to be revealed, do not worry that the Greater Intelligence of Creation has forgotten your prayer for it is never forgotten. It may be that you are not yet ready to fulfill your purpose and must yet age like a fine wine, until you are ready to be poured. So you will have work to fill your time and you will meet those who may fulfill my purpose with your direction. Know that nothing in the life of one who truly believes that they are a child of the Universe is purposeless. Only those who believe they are nothing are, and even that is only their belief, for your worth is always known, even unto the far reaches of the Universal Light Fields and Spheres.

So we come to the place in every day where you must continue with physical life and the world of the Divine must fade for the moment until you must rest once more. Share these words with those who would be of service and they shall hear them. To others ears the meaning will be as lost as they are but the feather of discontent will coax them back to these words, so they too can know their value to the Universe and to themselves and their fellow human beings.

Know this and be of God. All unfolds as it should. 



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Lessons of Love and God – by Florence Mary – Feb 21, 1993.

The heart of love is full of compassion for the frailties of the human being. It understands the wish of its fellows to overcome its failings and to find success in the world of men and women. It holds fast to the dreams of caring, sharing and love, as it could exist, if the fears of the world could be healed and if we all believed in love more than we believe and live our divisions and our fears. 

In the beginning of all life man knew his way to God and followed the heart very simply. In all of our lives we could do much more to simplify our lives and in turn simplify our relationship with God and with our fellow men. 

Ritual in and of itself is not a bad thing nor is it a good thing. But ritual can sometimes cloud the issue. The issue is belief in God. Remember here, God enters most effectively into relationships with those who can see themselves clearly as God’s equal within that relationship. By this you understand that what you give to God is just as important as what God gives to you. What God needs most from everyone is simply love. Love is an ever flowing river that comes from God and flows past even the most intrinsically constructed barriers designed to keep it out. Love is the softest of things and therefor it can and does dissolve the hardest of hearts and minds. 

In the relationship of God to man, there is no form save that which man creates from his own imaginings as necessary for that relationship to exist. With man there are any number of rituals that are performed not to worship or remember that God sent the Son to us, but rather to uphold the rigid institution of the church as man has created it. Christ said to his disciples at dinner to take bread and wine and share it and remember it as the body and blood that he will shed and share with them for their  salvation. He did this with his disciples at dinner and yet the church tells you that the church is the only place that the Eucharist can be. We tell you truly that it is not. Wherever anyone comes in the name of the Father and the Son, comes both the Holy Mother Breath and the Holy Spirit. Share what you have and share the spirit and ideal of what all of the prophets and messengers of God came to share with all of us, so long ago.

Love does not tell another that they are unworthy to receive God because their belief are different that ours but instead extends the hand of love and shares with an open heart. To do otherwise is to divide and it is known that a house divided against itself cannot withstand the battering of the enemy at the door. 

Each soul who believes in God sincerely and lives a good life will one day come to know and love God in all ways. How could we not? For we must live our lives out in all forms and rituals in order to one day come to the knowledge that love, in and of itself, is benediction of the highest form and true love is the only ritual that you need to perform in order to love and serve yourself and God. True love is expressed from the heart of one who knows and believes in true love, as service to your fellow men. This too, is a way to simplify your life and to come to understand that you have been sent here to live your own life and to run your own life and not that of any other being who lives upon the Earth.

So too it is with your children. As parents you are here to guide and protect the youngest of these but you all must learn and stand back and allow them to live the life that they have chosen for themselves. This is not a copout as you are so fond of saying but rather an act of faith in yourself and in God. Each of you must remember that a life of hardship or a life of excessive wealth lie as equals, for each requires the most effort to know yourself and to come to know and love God. The poor must find ways to overcome the need to provide through disorder and chaos and so must the rich. Each one can lack the deeper purposes of life and arrogantly think that God is not for them or that God has abandoned them. Each must strive very hard to keep their lives in balance and not be overcome by the circumstances of their lives.

That is what is meant by the camel and the eye of the needle statement made by Jesus, but as with all things, this too is true of the poor as well as the rich in our society today. Each must learn to become unattached to the idea that being wealthy is so important or that being poor is a blessed state of affairs. It is sad to say this but poverty and greed have been served by institutions of God telling its members that being poor was their lot in life and they should just accept it. Each of you can be beggars in the world if you have no faith in anything greater than yourself. You can be rich if you have faith in the bounty of the Earth and if you have belief in the goodness and mercy of all your fellow beings who inhabit the Earth with you.

As with most things, habit and patterns of thought and behaviour that is activated by thought and belief, are nearly impossible to change. Love and understanding are the most important things that each of you can exhibit to your fellow beings when you know that there is a condition that must be changed. Also one should include, at times, those who would benefit most from activities that would help them change any condition of thought or health that needs to be changed. Always, these things must be done with kindness and understanding. By this we mean, do not ask a fat friend on a twenty mile hike but instead include them on a short walk that you may have been going to take anyway, then make the pace enjoyable for them. If you make the puff and labour for breath then they are more likely to give up from shame. Never use shame to help anyone to know themselves and God. IT DOES NOT WORK. All shame ever does is make a person burrow more deeply into despair.

With all things in life, think always of love, which means to ask how would love serve itself, here and now. If you do this, then you will find that love, true love is beginning to enter your life as habit and it will be the one habit that you never want to break.

Know this and be of God. All unfolds as it should. 

In the garden blooms the rose
Its name most will never know
It shares its color, form and light
With its fellows day and night

And when the light has passed away
It shares its fragrance with all who lay
On pallets sleeping through the night
Protected by Gods heavenly light

This lovely roses name is called love
And this heavenly rose comes not from above
But instead it resides in every heart and soul
Who know the truth not the half, but the whole

So now you know that the garden is you
Tend to your rose with care
For then when you need it most
It will always be there

Be sure to give your rose to all that you meet
So then you will never suffer defeat
Instead you will harvest, wherever you go
And the sweet rose of love inside you forever will glow

Florence Mary Masotti 1994.





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Journal Entries from August 1999 & 2009 – by Florence Mary

Webmasters Note : This is from a journal of Florence’s. It starts with a few comments back and forth between Florence and the guides and then moves forward. I decided to post this one because it gives you a window into the messages and practices that the guides were communicating to Florence. This was not unusual at all and Florence would practice these visualizations with diligence. At one time Florence may have shared this info with friends. Life is long and sometimes days blend together and we lose what was once shared in our day to day lives. So, I share it again, many years later for everyone to read. Below the writing are a few ponderings and notes….Namaste

Florence Mary : I thank you for my many blessings and ask that you give some indication of where I should place my attention and energy.

Guides : We would like to tell you just where it is. Please look at where you are and how you will solve the difficulties of your life if we move your change in intent.

Florence Mary : I have not changed my intent, only opened myself in willingness, if Divine Intent is different than my own. If not then my intent is always the same, “thy will be done” and “bless me into usefulness”. If I have not been clear then I am clearly saying that is my only need, plus the one to be financially secure and solvent.

Guides : Dearest child, we just want to be sure that your are clear yourself. We know that you find it hard to be in the world as it is right now. Great changes will be coming in the next few years and even some major ones. Keep putting out the intent to be in the right place, in the right circumstances and again be willing. It is only in unwillingness that you limit your life. It is only by willingness, not will, that you truly create the life you want and need. 

Place yourself at the center of a blue ball of light and surround that ball of blue light with a golden halo. Allow yourself to float in that ball. Ask for your jewels to be reset. In addition to the ones in your head, there needs to be one set in the heart, two in the hands and two in the feet. Clear the energy of uncertainty from the pelvic area as this is done. Then, after sleep, rise early and set the stones in a six pointed star and we will attune you.

Take care this evening to deal open handedly and whole heartedly with all who come upon your path. We love you. Just cling to your willingness. We ask now, that you use the blue ball with the golden halo around all of your earthly endeavours. Take more time for blessed communication and be more open and aware. Read more with your gifts and stop limiting them.

Messages will come from others as you keep limiting ours to avoid wishful thinking and unclear messages. You must build your trust once more. The mail will bring you some clear indications of where you shall be going. Get things up and operational. Get a web page going. We shall send confirmation to you. Keep the growth going.


Questions/Ponderings from Florence Mary 

What if consciousness was the meditative state in which all energy was experienced wholly with all of its potential structures clearly visible?

Is the nature of awareness really the awakened state? If so, what is sleep?

Is the awake/sleep states not consciousness at all but “the fall”, that everyone talks about?

What if the nature of pure consciousness does not or never has existed as we like to define it (God)? What if consciousness drives nothing? Could it be form driven?

Considering again the awake/sleep states, could we consider them to be the altered states of consciousness and concentration or focus, the real state of consciousness?

Was the spinning state of Sufism an attempt to produce the state of anti-gravity in order to unlock gravitational pull?


Father/Mother = Creative Energy/All Knowing Intelligence

Son/Sun = Potentiality/Possibility – Energy Qualified – Fully Realized – Quantum

Holy Ghost = manifestation of intellect/ limited possibilities because of forgetting  – limited realization/endless potential for being/ generator of Universal Change


Oh precious gift of being, that bright and shining moment where light and love are one within the perfection of creation. See being as the gift that it is. The gift from the first word, moving ever from the source, the fountain of all intelligence. Know that words are energy formed out of the thought of the first principle to this willing energy. It is amplified through the blessed, adored and beloved.


In the near future there will be a push for adults to re-immunize. There will be new strains of old diseases. The immunization process will not be adequate. Immunizations will lead to even more mutations, DNA damage and chronic conditions not seen before. 


I am thankful for glimpses of myself that need work in the reaction of others.

I am grateful for my talents.

I am grateful for my breath and for my life.

I am grateful for hospice work which constantly teaches me about life and how to live it.

I am grateful for friends who are always there for me.

I am grateful for my children.

I am grateful for all the good things in my life and for the good things to come. 

I am grateful for the knowledge given and for my ability to share with everyone along my path.

I am grateful that I am loved.

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Seeing The Universe As One – by Florence Mary – April 3, 2002.

The nature of the Universe from the physical point of view is small and without connections to everything. Stones and water appear, to the uninformed human being, to have nothing in common. The truth is that what they have in common is molecular and also, when the human mind can accept it, bioplasmic. 

Each system in the Universe has from the physical point of view, a motion that is subject to entropy. Entropy is what the rolling stone suffers as it reaches the bottom of the hill. Yet, bioplasmically, there is no such thing as entropy. Energy therefor, belongs to the bioplasmic world of physics. Physics, chemistry, biology and all other branches of science are not part of the scientific world but are the scientific world. When you begin to study them as a part of a great whole, then the greatest discoveries will be made. So, the science of life is what we will discuss with you. We will cut across the divisions of science and spirituality and do our best to bring them together so that the average individual may become more cognizant of the working of the Multiverse and their Universe. 

Firstly, no one in your physical world denies the vastness of the Universe that you find yourself a part of. But you do not as yet see yourselves as much a part of the distant stars that you observe as much as you do the rock that you pick up and hold in your hand. You feel separate from it all. The soul of your Universe is a vast pool of electromagnetic energy. Those who have chosen to be a part of the free will universe exist within the vastness of that Universal Soul.

Every Universe that makes up part of the Multiverse has this vast pool of energy that surrounds it. It is the screen upon which and within which physical realities play themselves out. But all are connected and “sister” each other.

Each time one of you within this Universe begins to understand the world of your choosing and chooses to share the harmony and peace that understanding brings, you share that with all of creation. You do that because there is no separation between anything that exists within the Divine Creative Force. The whole of creation is not controlled by God but that energy becomes the balance point in all Creation because that energy is within all of Creation. 

The message of the spiritual masters who observed the Physical world spoke, wrote and attempted to explain that world yet their descriptions were dismissed because science could not prove that these things were possible or even fell within the realm of possibilities. Now they are the very stuff of all scientific research. What was once seen as fantastic and beyond belief is now common place, therefor the way of existence for the average human being must be faith, not belief. You once could not conceive of the vastness of this planet and you saw it as being limited and flat. Now you see it as spherical when you once deemed it round. Science is pushing the boundaries of its study and daily peels away another layer that clouds the understanding of what the Universe is, of what God is, and what you are.

There are those who see the world through the science of medicine, psychology or religion and dabble a little in each. But there are also others, with vast educations in science that do not know what the uneducated peasant in the pampas of Brazil knows. That there is a Force in the Universe that goes beyond all knowledge and conception of the physical reasonable mind that exists. It exists for our use and for our benefit if we can come to know it and love it as part of us the same way that we are a part of it.

Ego will not allow the miraculous to exist when the science of the physical world could have played a part in things. Because there is no separation between the energy of faith and the energy of science, each is part of a necessary whole for the other to exist and operate in. In other words, one does not exist without the other. Remember that the fantastic and miraculous of yesterday is now commonplace today. Therefor, the fantastic and miraculous of today will also be commonplace tomorrow.

We stop here for a moment and ask the writer not to correct our interchangeable use of the words you, we, ours, etc. We have plagued her with our disregard for their usage but now that very disregard will show the non-separation of the Universal energies. It is strictly our doing. When we speak about you, it is because you do not know what we know or cannot see or conceive of without separation. We will designate where Universal and Multiversal law affects us all both physical and energy-wise through the use of we or you, as is appropriate. We may sometimes do this in the same paragraph or even sentence. The only thing the author will correct is her over riding our spelling. She cannot spell very well and spell check is the most used feature on her computer.

You have learned much about your world because with the limitations of the physical mind you have reduced the physical world to its parts. Science itself has taken itself out of part thinking and in physics at least has begun to dabble in the concept of non-separation. But medicine is just beginning to look holistically at the human function from the point of view of both biochemical and physical systems. Bioplasmic functions are practiced by faith or energy healers and are just beginning to make their way into your medical world through Therapeutic Touch, Reiki and other forms and formulas of Energy Work. You will make their use limited to those who can obtain and have educational degrees that regulate their practice. This is a grave mistake. 

Each of you is a potential healer. The knowledge of bioplasmic healing should be taught and honoured within each being as a greater knowledge of who they really are and what their true functions within the world is. Each of you is not separate from the Bioplasmic world, except through your belief in that separation. Each of you knows how to use that energy to heal and function in the world of one. Its keys are prayer and meditation. Much is about to come from the study of such functions and will change the view of your world and our world. It is about to truly become one.

Webmasters note : at this point I will make it known that Florence was dyslexic. It was the bane of her existence as a writer but she did very well regardless. She never let it stop her.

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Your Temple Within – by Florence Mary – Thursday February 2, 1994.

Kindness in all of its forms and especially given to the self, allows each of us to know and love ourselves and lets us share with those around us in perfect harmony. 

In the blending of the two halves of our wholeness, which are spirit and physical awareness, we begin to see the perfect blending of all things and our participation within that wholeness. No longer do we see the nature of things as out of harmony with the greater picture of being-ness but instead understand each of us would fight and participate in violence if we were threatened. In our moments of peace, therefor, we must try to create within us the peace that all men need so that the world, the wholeness that we are here to create can be at peace with itself. That self is love. The transcended and transmuted Self is True Love.

In the linear time experienced within your world lies chaos, disunion and disharmony. This is because linear time leaves no time for the soul to know itself. When the human being begins to make time for his soul, free from fear, want and deprivation, then and only then will love become abiding within the humans life. Going to church was one of those times when human beings were supposed to be able to become in tune with their souls. Instead of singing praises to God, great choirs were formed, taking even that simple offering from the soul to God, away. Man was left no quiet time with which to commune with God about the things that the soul needed to hear. One cannot rest quietly within himself when fire and brimstone or anything of the like has been brought to bear on the human conscious mind, for the sub-conscious mind also needs rest from its own voice.

It is now time for humanity to still themselves and hear the words of love that God would speak to them from within. All the processes of religion are but the first and most beginning steps to learning how to access this deep abiding love that God has for each of us. Know that the wisdom of the soul is but God speaking love from within us.

When beings of God come together in the communion of their souls, true love is created. It matters not how this creation takes place but only that it does and that it is understood and held by each person and shared with others outside of the circle that created it. In each person love lies waiting to be held within the moment of Now. Each of us is a part of the whole which is God. Our acceptance and understanding of this principle will help each of us to travel our path with more effectiveness and clarity. It will also help us to see our thread in the great tapestry of life.

Those of us who are here at this moment in time are important to the Great Tapestry of Life. Each of us has come to shine as brightly as any star in the heavens. We have something greater than our fear to live and that is love, and in the fullness of time, to live our True Love.

How can I do this? You can do it by just being and doing all the things that are from your deepest core of trust and faith. Yet you must also work at the why’s and the wherefores of your life and bring them into sharp focus within you. All of your life is but a benediction to God and as such must be the best that you are able to make it. Each day you are learning and sometimes that truth overwhelms you. Know that you are in the hand of your Creator and that you are loved beyond all purpose and reason just because you are.

It is in such a truth that you will find your hope and your love, formed fully in love and caring for the world around you. It is here that you look out from yourself and see love in all the hurt and crime in the world. It is here that you finally believe in your own divinity and practice loving as God loves and then you understand finally that the gratification of human flesh is a trap that each of us must struggle against for all of our lifetimes in human bodies. When we realize that all love must come and be turned over to God, then and only then can we begin to love our fellows truly. For it is here that all care and worry is turned over to God and love lives within us as itself pure and unfettered by the cares and the desires of this world. 

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A Look Ahead – From 1993 – written by Florence Mary July 7, 1993.

Each country and nation of the world must come to understand and to realize that the system of greed and avarice that they have created will bring down all of their governments of these nations worldwide. Only radical change worldwide will bring peace and stability to the world in which you live.

Companies who use those practices are going out of business every day. Even large institutions once considered built on solid foundations are crumbling before your very eyes. They will continue to crumble because greed and not love are what their businesses are based on. Each country should be encouraged to lower or even remove the taxes from the poor while providing jobs and social benefits to the poor. At the same time education to reduce ignorance and spread real truth must be instituted. The poor of every country must learn to realize that the plight of all poor is the same wherever you go upon the Earth. When you have a high standard of living within a country then the standard of living for the poor of that country will be higher but their anguish over providing for themselves and their families is just as great. In one place, shoes, any shoes will do, but in another country another certain pair of shoes will only do and a parents anguish and humility at not being able to give is just as great in either case.

Each person, each country, creates their own reality. Those who believe they have a right to great wealth create it, but they also create a system in which others get trapped in poverty and need.  Those who are poor believe that it is their lot and that all of the education and self-help cannot change their belief in the lacks of this world. 

Only true lovingness and a firm unshakeable belief  in the abundance of the world will bring about the creation of a system in which all people will share in  the abundance and prosperity. If not, then those over burdened by worry will create systems within the systems now in place that will bring down the governments that now exist. Meanwhile the creation of these systems may very well contravene the laws of love and justice. 

Another great war is about to engulf the world but this one will not be fought on the battle fields of the world but instead in the kitchens and back yards of all nations. It will begin there and will spread to towns and villages and countries throughout the world and it will keep growing until all of the systems of the world now in existence fall. 

For there to be justice in the world each man and woman over the age of sixteen should be able to contribute to the worlds bounty and lovingness. Each should be able to live without fear. We tell you, do not be fooled. There is more than enough food to feed the nations of the Earth a hundred times over. Instead, food is priced out of reach for some families and many go without. One day surely these companies will feel the power of the poor as they turn their ways to new ways of eating and those products that were sold in greed will be left. Each person must recognize their own power within the system. The simpler that you make your life, the less dependant you will be upon this corrupt system for your sustenance. Grow your own vegetables and plants and fruits. Educate yourselves to independence through knowledge and the system that is unjust will topple. 

The rich and the well off must come to understand that poverty is systemic. Poverty goes from level to level, encompassing all in its path. In the beginning of the next century those who have not prepared may find themselves engulfed in poverty the likes of which they have never known. One in which there will be no cure for. 

Those of you who are just and who learn the ways of sharing and caring will become the new rich of the world but your wealth will be measured not by gold or money but by love and freedom. Do not look to the systems now in place to provide you with what you need for they are built on avarice and greed. Look to God and Gods people for the answers. 

Know this and be of God. All unfolds as it should.

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The 5 Natures by Florence Mary – Friday, March 4, 1994. (3:13am)

In the heart of love exists the place where we can begin to understand not only yourself, but also our fellow human beings. It is within this understanding that peace is born within the earthly plane of human existence but also within the heart of mankind itself. When one has to think about peace and then strive to maintain it within one’s life, then we have a true appreciation of it and we strive for it always as our experience.

The nature of the warrior is to fight but we tell you that even the nature of the warrior can be turned to love if the warrior nature appreciates peace and the love of God that it fosters. One cannot practice brutality on a daily basis and not have it filter into their lives in areas where it is not needed or wanted. Only love softens the nature of the warrior and turns those personalities to love.

The nature of the sensualist is the experience of the senses and of the carnal self that exists within the heart of the sensualist and controlled by the baser appetites. These personalities think that the satisfaction of the appetites are the purpose of life and are very adept at making others feel inferior because they do not share their appetites for the same feeding of self interest.

The nature of the teacher is to experience through trial and error their lives and to teach others what they have found to be true about their experience within life. They are ever the observer, the listener, the watcher within, for signs and sign posts to growth and learning. They often seek knowledge for its own sake and feel no apparent need to have that wisdom applied or lived within their own lives.

The nature of the nurturer is that of doing for others, even when at times there is no need or a wanting of doing by those around them. Often times the nurturer tries to prevent a lesson before it happens and therefor, sometimes, robs the soul of a lesson it has come here to learn. It is often hard to find fault with such souls for we do find within them kindness and understanding well defined and sharpened to a fine point. They are often willing to take on the lessons and karma of others, storing up karma for themselves and postponing the learning and development of the souls around them.

The nature of the healer is to share with others the hurts of both mind and body and sometimes take upon themselves pain and suffering of others because they understand it and how to dissipate it. In this also lies the danger of also preventing others from learning their lessons and growing past debts of old karma that would shift and evolve as the soul shifts and evolves into new and different pathways to love.

Sometimes within all of us we find all of the qualities of the natures within us. Often they are out of balance and without redemption because the wisdom to know when and how to help are absent. Each of us must come to understand and accept that we cannot and must not make decisions for others. Once we have taught the lessons of trust and faith, then we must be like God and stand back and allow others to choose the way of their passing. This is hardest between parents and children, when pride and concern are within a relationship with another in equal and sometimes unbalanced measures. Love always show us the way to balance within our lives. It is not ours to judge others personalities or to say that another fits within any definition of personality. We have given you these short profiles in order for each of you to find within yourselves the traits and combinations of traits that both enhance and detract from your growth within the world of God.

The perfect personality would be one who could be to his fellow men whatever that person needed at the moment. Even the sensualist has its place within the world, if its sense pleasure is returned to him or her by God for their own good and for fulfillment of the Divine Plan that we are all here to fulfill and then and only then is the sensualist an asset to themselves or to their fellow human beings. In any of the personalities, even within the teacher there are faults. If the teacher cannot apply the wisdom of the learning to their own life to make it better and to realize their place within the Divine Plan, how could they be better than the healer who thinks that only they can show the rest of the world how it should serve and treat its fellow human beings?

Each of you must look within yourselves and find all of the best traits of each personality and develop them. Leave the dark, unrealized parts of any personality out of the shaping of your own. Look to love and inner knowing to tell you how you should be developing your personality and what traits are best for you to foster within yourself and what to encourage in others. If you have not realized your own potential how then can you direct anyone as to the development of their own? All that you will do is foster insecurity and want within those around you. So we tell you once again ; change yourself, change your world. For from self change comes all the traits of love that one needs to live within the will of God and Man. It is here that the deepest lessons of creativity are realized and brought forth upon the Collective Consciousness of the world.

Each of you contributed both your worst and your best traits to this consciousness. If you share your fears with this thought then that is what will be manifest in the world around you. If you share hope and love with it through your beliefs and thoughts then that is what the world will be for you. Each of you chooses your reality every day. Each of you finds ways to excuse and colour behaviour and that is your responsibility. How then can you hope to progress along the pathways to love if you cannot be responsible for your choices and behaviour in regards to others and your relationships with them? Look deeply within your life and see where your fears have been served instead of your love and conquer your fears. If you are afraid to grow old, look to love to teach you that aging is all within the mind and acceptance of belief within our consciousness. You can be very aged within you world and still live a very active life, especially if you wish to serve God and your fellow human beings, in love. It is in service to others and service of the self, in beholding within the world its beauty and peace that makes the soul live and prosper within the world of both God and Man. There is nothing wrong with enjoying the things of the world but if you could also find time to enjoy the things of God then you will find love ever within your heart and mind that will find no time for aging.

Learn the secrets of living well. For each of you they will be different but know that if your life has no real peace and contentment then you are most likely within the world of the carnal appetites or that of fear. Fear leaves no room for anything but work, worry and struggle. In this occupation of time and emotion, you find attachments to the material over the consideration and needs of your fellow human beings. Profits and acquisition are the only times purpose enters into the productivity of the person living this kind of life. Each time you find only purpose in acquiring things and wealth, look deep within yourself and ask yourself why? You may be very well surprised by your answer.

In the world of love, all would contribute to the greater good. All would work and draw from the pool of wealth in equal measure and not judge the contributions of others for they would see all that each entity contributed to the world as being enough to make them worthy to draw their living from that pool. Each person would be encouraged to find their strength within the world of One. They would be encouraged to do those things that most benefitted the world and all of the people within that world. No child would enter life unwelcomed. No aged person would feel useless, lonely or unloved, for all would know their value within the world. No child would take its own life nor would any parent feel burdened by their call to parenthood.  All would contribute to the strength and welfare of the community, realizing that the community is only as strong as its least member within that community. Love would guide all decisions made for the welfare of each member of the community and all would know and love God and themselves and feel useful and fulfilled within the world of God.

The richness of these communities would be manifest in the happiness and contentment of each person within that community and not the acquisition of the newest and best corporate production of sneakers.  Each person would know and love God and themselves within the world of love. Each person would see themselves clearly in all of the other members of their community and would know that they are a part of the others as the others are a part of them. Peace and love would reign within the world and all would know the presence of God within.

If your desire is to live within a world of this kind then each of you must bring this kind of living within your own lives. Each of you must see the progression of others is as much your responsibility as your own progression but understand that you cannot be responsible for that progression, only the sharing of the truth that you help that person to progress within the world of One.

As always follow the commandments of Jesus the Christ, “LOVE ONE ANOTHER” and look within the tenants and precepts of other religions and sects to find that this commandment is there also and follow it too.

Know this and be of God. All unfolds as it should.



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The Burden of Gaia by Florence Mary – Feb 26, 1994

The Earth weeps at her own death and none of you hear her crying. You think of her as a “thing” and not a “being”, but we tell you that she will have to protect herself from those of you who continue to rape her without conscience. Look to the “support” of these “states of being” that exists within the moneys that you blindly invest for your future use and start seeing them as an act of rape. Look at the violence upon your Earth as a manifestation of your relationship to the Earth and then change it. 

Remember that each of you is an instrument of love and you have come here to perfect the music of love that plays within you. The continued denial of this music leads to chaos and disunion of the Earth and all of her peoples. It is in this lack of harmony that wars are born, pestilence rises and plague forms within mankind  to reduce its numbers. This is the only way that both you and the Earth can live in a semblance of harmony.

Each of you must serve in the biggest or smallest ways, both yourself and the Earth. The Earth is your manifestation and hers. You are her manifestation of love and her, yours. This relationship is the exercise of love that fulfills and demonstrates yourself to God and God to You. How do you think it is going? If you think that it could improve then ask yourself, “who is the instrument to that improvement?” Yes, it is you. Do not wait for your neighbour to join you within this commitment to love, for neither of you will enjoin it if you wait upon your willingness one to the other. Do all that you can to seed love into your relationship with the Earth and then you will see love grow in your relationships with other people.

The absorption of this truth and its manifestation allows you to begin to transcend the ego-self, that spoiled child within you, that must always have its needs gratified immediately in order to feel safe within its world. The world for a child looms large and frightening, yet its parents attention and willingness to gratify the needs of the child teach it to overcome its fears within the world as it appears to the child. Remember, even as an adult there is no safety from your fears if you have not put your ego in the hands of God. 

Through the recognition of your own power of love and its applications within your life, lies the freedom from want and greed. See all manifestations of violence and the support of that violence by whatever means, as mans refusal to believe in the power of love within the world. War is not love and there is no reason for it, save the fears that mankind manifests upon the Earth. Since time immemorial man has believed that to fight, even with the members of his own family, was correct and that physical brutality in the name of God, was acceptable in the world of men. It was mans way of manipulating the message of God through Gods prophets and teachers who came to teach us the greatest commandment of all : that we love one another.

No violence, not even a single slap, can lie within this acceptance of truth. In the worlds of love-one-another, lies perfect love, perfect freedom, perfect self-realization and perfect God-union. Within it lies all the teachings of love that penetrate every religious belief that has been interpreted and devised by man for the clarification of that relationship. We tell you that it is better to lose your life at the hands of another man than to kill him in defense of yourself, for when you kill your brother, you have not only murdered him but you have also murdered yourself. You may walk the Earth justified in the world of men but you will not be justified in the world of God. 

Each of you must strive for harmony within the self so that the Self can lead the way forward within the world. Each of you must see the embracing of pacifist ways as the way to God. Each of you must submit yourselves to the understanding that you are safe within your world and anything else puts you outside the world of God. Why would any of you kill for an acre of land when it belongs to the Earth and not to you? Why would you believe that the truth of God lies anywhere but within yourself – if you would even allow that truth to rise from within you and free you from this world?

See within yourself and others, perfection, then it shall be so, for as long as you see imperfection within others, you too will be imperfect. The non-acceptance of this truth keeps you forever in the denial of God and Gods precepts of true love and caring for all beings upon the Earth. It makes you a racist and a murderer. Even if you have never committed those acts themselves. DENIAL keeps all forms of unbalance and control moving within the world of men. When you can look at all people you meet as perfect within the moment of now, then you can know forgiveness for your own faults and failings so that you can rise above them and know true perfection within that moment. In this way you make that perfection available for the worst of your transgressions and yourself.

If you see only perfection in others, even in a limited way, then you are beginning to transcend the ego-self and allow God to return your ego to you in ways that will only free you from this carnal cycle of incarnation and allow yourself to graduate within physical manifestation to the world of spirit which is true self-realization. The next step here then becomes realization of Self and living that Self-Realization within the physical vehicle without denial and fear.

As you seek this relationship within yourself, you must always be willing to shed the lessons of your life as merely the teachers and pathways that have come to you to learn the finer lessons of love. Abuse then becomes a pathway to forgiveness, not only of your fellow beings but also for God who has allowed this to happen to you and then ultimately forgiveness for yourself for being able to prevent this abuse. Realize that forgiveness is infinate and reaches to itself for love. Look deeply within the eyes of your fellow beings and see the fear and denial of love and forgive its absence, as an act of true love. Then in that moment you will realize that God has nothing to do with the absence of love within your life and that you are the only reason that it does not exist and must be denied by you. Hold out your hand to love and embrace the tenderness and passion, realized within God. 

This passion is not born of emotion but instead is born of commitment to one’s higher self realization and becomes manifest in the heart of Oneness and service within the world. 

Know this and be of God. All unfolds as it should.



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Why I Do This – by Webmaster Steven – Feb 14, 2019.

Greetings and salutations. While I could have made this writing a part of Steven’s Story, I have not chosen to do so. Instead I wanted this to be separate from those. This is more about how these writings came into my hands and the struggle to bring them forward. I feel that telling this to you all will be cathartic for me in a way and will give you deeper insight into things regarding myself and my life with and without Florence Mary and how this all came to be. It does not start in the beginning. It starts towards the end. 

My first experiences and times with Florence were in Trail BC in the early to mid 1990’s. After a few years in Trail, Florence moved to Campbell River BC on Vancouver Island and lived and walked her walk and shared with others. I stayed back in the Kootenays and we kept in touch a lot. 2 or 3 hour phone calls were not out of the norm when there was information to be shared and our own experiences and such. For a short time in 1995 I moved to Campbell River and stayed with Florence and a dear friend for several months before moving back to the Kootenays. 

Time moved forward for both of us. I was discovering who I was and dealing with family obligations and living life. I had taken a course at the local college and I was offered a scholarship in graphic design. I was about to take the scholarship when I got a phone call from Florence Mary. She had decided to move to Aldergrove BC back to the house she had shared with her ex-husband and her children. Florence had felt that she was somewhat held back because the assets after her divorce had not been maintained or dispersed and so she went back to live in the house in spite of the fact that she had walked away from it many years before. For her it was about tying up loose ends and getting her share of the assets so she could build a new life independent of ex husband or anyone else. The house and property were run down and it was her determination to fix it up and get it sold. Her husband was working and living elsewhere and had ignored the house and acreage. Florence asked me to come down and help her. I said yes and I moved to Aldergrove to help her bring everything full circle. There was a ton of work. It was endless and hard, but we made it work. Florence’s sons would be great help in that process. A meditation/healing room went in where the family room used to be and Florence began to manifest her life there. When she went to play the bowls I would go with her when I could. She would have me anchor energy in the room. The keeper of the bowls, I was. Packing up and transporting them and her when I could. 

We were on 5 acres of land. It was beautiful. We built new gardens and revived the old. I used connections to bring friends and family to help with a new roof and a new deck. The pool had snapping turtles and frogs in it and the water was brown. The windstorms had blown the giant slide into the pool and nobody had noticed or cared. It took connections and hard work and a lot of struggle and physical and emotional pain to fix and get everything back together and marketable. I raised rabbits. Started with 2 and ended up with 45 of them. They ate better than we did on most days. Times were hard. 

For a while, Florence rented rooms out to keep the house afloat. We had a tenant who came from Italy. Her name was Gina and she came to Vancouver every year to work in the movie and television industry in whatever role she could get. She was an older lady, very mousey looking but with a big thundering booming voice. One day I was outside rototilling a garden when Gina came up to me and said ” you are handsome, here is my agents phone number, call him and make arrangements to get your photo taken, I think you can get work in acting”. I chuckled and took her card and thanked her kindly and then I got back to work. That evening I mentioned it to Florence and she said, “hey, lets do it and I will see if I can get work too. It will be fun. Nothing ventured nothing gained, right?” So we called the agent and went and got our photos taken in Langley BC and he did a short bio and we were off. I laughed and did not ever in a million years think the phone would ever ring with a job like that but it was fun just to play in the process.

3 days later the phone rang. It was my agent. He had a job for me on Dark Angel Season 2, a television show on FOX that was filmed at Lions Gate Studio in North Vancouver BC. You will be the bartender for the second season. You have a certain look. They want that look for this role. You will be background but regular background so it might lead to other roles, either way, they have chosen you. I have my own stories in relation to that work but I will not share it in this writing. My second week of filming was on September 11, 2001. I will never forget that day ever. It is seared into my consciousness beyond all measure. That was the day hell came to Earth and we were the only show that kept filming during that traumatic day. That day was mind blowing and surreal. There were people on the phone saying goodbye to people who were jumping out windows in New York. I will never forget that day. It is burned into my heart. The fact that they would use the possible date of Jesus birthday made it especially foul and tyrannical. There was rascaldom in that whole matter.

I stayed and I worked until the show was cancelled. It was only on for two seasons and we were pre-empted by the Olympic for 6 weeks and we lost our audience. Such is the way in Hollywood. Between jobs, we would work flea markets selling our handcrafted items. Florence sold jewellery and knitting and I made and sold walking sticks. Florence developed a client base for her healing work and played the bowls in session for clients who were very sick and needed a vibrational change. I worked roofing off and on and it started to take its toll on my body. After a while I was tired and voices from back home were telling me to come back. I had helped Florence as best I could and the time came for me to leave her for a while and come back to the Kootenays. I had been in Aldergrove almost 3 years.

My father had congestive heart failure and so I felt it was time to make my peace with him and help him and my family. When I got back to Nelson I began to get very sick. Fibromyalgia would take over and nearly destroy my life. I went to doctor after doctor. Every drug they gave me backfired or I was allergic to. It was hell. Every day was a struggle just to cope with the pain and uncomfortableness of my own body. The searing burning nerve pain. At times I could not walk without a cane or braces. It was hell. I had been home for a few weeks when the losses started to pile up. I was laying on the beach and a big white feather landed on me. I sat up with a chill and felt that someone close had become an angel. I got home to a phone call telling me my best friend was dying. The car he was working on fell on him. He was brain dead. They were waiting for me to come and say goodbye before they pulled the plug. There was no way I could make the trip to Calgary, Alberta to see him one last time. I was so sick and very, very tired. They pulled the plug and my heart was crushed. That was the second best friend of mine taken by death. I took it very hard. I was devastated. He was a true kindred spirit but I know I will be with him one day and that he is just fine now. But at the time, it was another body blow, a punch in the gut. About a year after my best friend passed away we lost Grams, who was my ex-wifes grandmother and my daughters great grandmother. She was the heart of the clan and her death devastated us all again.

Not long after that, my daughter met a young man who she would marry and that was going on, then a pregnancy and a marriage. As this was happening I was in physical hell but I kept going. My dad got very sick and eventually he would go into emergency and they would give him a drug that would take his mind away. That was horrible. We brought him home to die and he wasted away for two and a half months. Finally, after 15 days with no food or water, I watched him take his last breath. My dads death shook us to the core. It upended our world. Everything changed. 5 days after my fathers death we were blessed with a new member of the family. My daughter had given birth and our grief was replaced with joy for a short time. My little grandson saved us from the long torment of grief. We had to be there for each other, grief would have to wait, but it didn’t and it took its toll on me.

Only a few weeks after my grandson was born and my daughter was struck with horrible seizures that have affected her life ever since. Nothing scares a father more than knowing his child is in trouble. 

About a year after my grandson was born I had a massive heart attack. I went to emergency and after some bloodwork they said some of it was a bit unusual but nothing to worry about. Yes, they sent me home during my heart attack. I struggled to survive the night and the next day around noon they took me back in to the hospital. They did more tests and then the next thing I know I was in an ambulance on my way to Kelowna BC for coronary surgery. They gave me a stent and saved my life. You have beaten the widow maker, they told me, and apparently there are few who do. 

After my heart attack I had only 1 refuge and that was the Earth. I started forcing myself to walk and to hike. I took refuge in nature and she welcomed me home. Deep inside me is a mountain man and he started to take over. I sought out sunlight. I bathed in it every chance I got and went to the lake to immerse myself and to cleanse. The wind would tell me things. Parts of me were coming back to life.

Then one day I got a message out of the blue from Florence. She had sold the house in Aldergrove, had bought another one in White Rock and had sold that and wanted to move back to the Kootenays, Nelson to be specific. She asked if she could come and stay. I said yes, and she came. We had a house full. It was summer and warm I offered Florence a place in the house but she said no. Instead, she bought a recliner and put it under our carport and slept there for 3 months until she purchased her house here in Nelson. She loved the fresh air, the night time raccoons and skunks and just being outside. 

After 3 months with us, Florence bought her house and lived there until illness would take her life 3 years later. She moved here in 2012 and was gone in 2015. Our time was very short but it would bring us full circle. Just after Florence passed away, the house flooded. The downstairs of Florence’s house had feet of water in it. I just noticed it in time and moved the writings and artwork upstairs. Another hour and they would have been paper mache. While doing business in town the next day for Florence’s estate, I was rear ended by a lady in her car who was not paying attention. This gave me a whiplash. It was one of the worst the doctor had seen in his years of work. The doctors ignored my situation and so I gave up on them. I went to a man who practiced acupuncture and he worked on my body and made it liveable again. The fibromyalgia went into remission and I started to become strong again. But it was a hard fight. Chinese medicine saved my life.

We had just started to get past the loss of Florence when my mom got sick with cancer. We kept her going for a while but she died in my arms and once again, it was a punch in the gut. I had lost my mother and she was very special to me. She had been my rock throughout my whole life. Now she was gone. Florence first, then mom. My mom and Florence were close so it was a one-two punch. 

While prospecting I had a bad fall on an icy patch of earth and when I fell I impaled myself on a cut down christmas tree. It took a while to heal my spleen but I got through that. Then, after I started to get my life back I had been out hiking and I had a bad fall. A tree I had grabbed to make a jump from one ledge to another literally came uprooted and I tumbled head over heels down rock skarn. I was crumpled and bashed and battered. My acupuncturist had moved on and my finances were zero so I looked after myself the best way I could and I still do. About a month after my fall I was walking down a path and a round large rock that was sticking out of the ground suddenly decided to roll as I stepped over it. It was like trying to walk on a ball. I went hard into the air and landed on my upper back. I thought I would be crippled but I wasn’t. I still get devastating pain from this fall but I carry it until one day it will go, but it grinds on me.

So, now we are to where I started the writing and the blog. I started on that and then I received a nasty hernia in my groin out of no-where. I lived with it for a year and then had surgery. The surgery fixed the hernia but it also left me with no feeling from my navel to my knee on my right side. It took me months to heal. I still have no feeling in my navel to groin but through Chinese medicine and magnetics I have managed to get the feeling back in my right leg and am working on getting it all back now. This situation has kept me from putting the writings up earlier and caused delay but I have persevered in order to finish what we started unknowingly so many years ago. Energy blocks started to leave in November of 2018 and I have moved forward determined. I have woke up. The hell feels like it has left and I can be free to get this out. Now I hope I have given you some insight into where I have been at these last 15 years. The only thing that has held me together is trust and faith and a tenacity beyond measure when filled with the spirit. It is my refuge now. I walk my great alone and yet now I share it. Never give up when the truth burns inside you. It is a fire that is not quenched with reason yet is not myopic in the least. I am astounded at the force of God in my life and heart and mind. I have seen things no man can explain. Those are the gifts that come. Little carrots dangling….to keep one alive. Many times I hold back the tears when I write and I feel so deeply but that is the treasure. To know and experience something you are a part of that you cannot explain and yet it is the deepest heart. It moves me to the core and I am swept away.

There are a million words in between what I have told you but this is a glimpse into where I have been and how everything has effected me and my life and why I continue to post these writings. Thank you for your interest and your kindness of thought. I do my best to keep my pain from others and to most I’m just another regular guy. They do not see my pain. But sometimes sharing some of it can be cathartic to a man who has literally nothing left to lose.







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A Glimpse into the Origin of Florence Mary – January 01, 1993.

Webmasters Note : I came across this writing a few days ago. I have read and re-read this writing since I discovered it. This has become a wrestling match in my consciousness and spirit. This writing brings up some very personal things in relation to Florence Mary as well as our personal grouping and our purpose. It speaks of a home planet and a galaxy that is not yet discovered. It also gives the spirit name of Florence Mary. I will repeat neither for now. It is not the time. To do so would be irresponsible of me. It would open a door for attack from dark forces, adversaries and artificial intelligence. Yet I am sharing this writing. A long time ago I was told that it was very important that I always be near water. I live by a lake. I’ve crossed the ocean and walked its shores. I walk the mountains and follow the winding creeks to alpine lakes. I was told this long before I met Florence. You do not understand why I even mention this but you will after you read the writing. This writing is a mind bender. Park your ego at the door and your critical thinking and judgements with it. They will do you no good within this writing. Have an open mind and an open heart and hopefully there is a connection for you somewhere in this. There was for me. That being said, this is a peculiar writing. Unlike the others, so in advance I say thank you and buckle up, Namaste

The question upon your mind will be answered. FIND THE WORD. 

And so the origin planet was named with a question mark. These are the words that followed…..Research is always illuminating for the mind and soul. It is not required that you remember all that has been given to you only that you remember how to access the information when necessary. Do not draw conclusions to anything but merely experience your feelings about the information received and organized within your memory.

The origin planet is a spiritual galaxy from which many have come to awaken, within those who are of the Earth. Slowly you are all coming together and forming alliances of love and friendship to facilitate your work within the world. Your work has been long and arduous. In order to complete your work upon the Earth you all had to take on the physical manifestation of body and become human. 

Your essence is Water rather than Earth and that is why you seek it around you in some form or at least understand why others are so drawn to it and find it necessary for your existence. Your revelations come quicker near Water but soon you must turn to Earth for your strength and purpose. Water will always provide clarity and peace but the Earth will sustain you and ground you beyond the world in which you are now living. 

The cycles of initiation for each soul by Earth, Air, Water and Fire continues. Each of you are at different levels and can help each other through such trials. Obviously, they are not actual elements but rather are symbolic elements of your galaxy of origin. The Protector planet which provides illumination for all worlds within this and other galaxies. A most harmonious planet with beings transformed and transfigured by their deep devotion to God and God’s purpose.

In the cycle of incarnation you began your incarnations as human rather than as water. You all gave up much to become human and you lost your way many times and some of you may again do so but it is of little importance for their are many of you who know your true path and you seek it always, in spite of its inherent difficulties.

While you, “Florence Mary”, are one of the oldest of your genus, you were one of the last to become human in form. Your special light has always been that of peace, love and joy for those who would allow themselves to be bathed within it. Through you love will awaken the eight spot of remembrance within those who are here now. You must remember that for all who read and know this truth comes havoc in their lives for they must then disown and transcend all knowledge of the Earth and its ways to become wholly and completely who they are.

The planet within your galaxy of origin that you all came from is a wonderful name and its discovery will be made as the cycle of initiation for your fellow people is completed. These trials will be completed for each soul as they transcend themselves and find their peace and tranquility not within their lives but rather within their relationship to their Higher Self, Purpose and God. Even now your work in human form is to awaken the remembrance of old, of who and of what you are and of your purpose. Nothing you can desire is of your purpose. Nothing your mind can conceive of is of your true purpose. Only in transcendent awareness that comes through the eight spot (chakra) of Remembrance will awaken you all.

Each time you come to yourself.  In some way you are accessing the knowledge you have to share with the world you have adopted as your home. Warrior/Protectors, Protectors, Teachers and Philosophers are what you have always been. The forms you took as rulers, artists and teachers has always been in advance to remembering who you are. 

As sister Agnes you remembered much of love and kindness but did not find the same in the cloistered walls of that convent. Indeed, none of you did, for unlike the men of Earth, your knowledge of love has always been far deeper and more expansive than those around you. But in each incarnation the depth of your forgetting is manifest in your struggles in life, even to understand your life. Surrender to the pain of your existence and seek love from God for God is within you and also within your pain. Gods presence permeates all that is and we walk through it and take it within us wherever we go. Love is like that.

Do not allow yourselves to be drawn into needless pain by pairings that have conflict in them. Be sure that you come together with one who understands your need to lead rather than to follow. For those who understand will lead with you and their hearts will open and take up your burden with you by abandoning their knowledge of Earth and its ego traps. At the same time they will begin to realize the necessity of not allowing themselves to be seduced by their humanity back into the conflicts of the Earth for the sake of creating harmony. That way has passed and you must teach love and to do that you cannot condone violence of any form. It will be hard, for you are indeed human, for you have taken it on body and soul. Your liberation, not from humanity but of your spirit, will come from remembrances of your truly loving natures as people from your planet of origin.

We brought some of you together to provide the next generation of souls who would carry on your work after you are gone from the world you now live in. Some of you are indeed saints in the worlds sense, even though none of you feel very saintly at this time. True sainthood is a judgement and condition of those around you and limits love by its nature. Sainthood as we see it is the capability to create love wherever you go. It also allows you to create light, peace, love and joy within those who are your friends and disciples.

Know always that those of you who do not reach the fulfillment of your purpose in this life’s span, will come again to give to the Earth what it needs from you. For there are many who will indeed be awakened by the light and love and clarity emanating from those of you who can accept who you are.

You ask us if you were angels of some sort? In your planet of origin the answer is yes and yet on Earth the answer is no. Your dimension is not that of Earth but of the answer to a request made by God. There is only one true God. All else are lights to provide direction on Earth and other planets of existence. 

Your divinity and that of all created beings emanates from your creation by God’s Self-realization. That only came about by the loving act of creation and the true desire to share God’s gifts with the many worlds God created. God is perfect. God’s creations are perfection and yet God shares all God is with all of you and it may be beyond you to understand how this can be. But each time you allow yourself to transcend the desire to understand, you come closer to experiencing the truth. That is the only way understanding will ever come to you, for like love, understanding is not a process of mind but one of true and abiding love and just is.

Know this and be of God. All unfolds as it should.


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A Short Story by Florence Mary – June 6, 1993.

The student woke from a long sleep
And the teacher appeared.
“What can I create for you today?”
Asked the teacher.

“Nothing”, answered the student, ” for I must create my own life”

The student spent the day creating with his thoughts,
Then he slept a deep sleep.
When he woke the teacher appeared.
“What can I do for you today?” asked the teacher.

“Nothing”, said the student, “for I must now do for myself with my own strength”.

The student spent the day doing the things he had thought of the day before.
Then he slept a deep, untroubled sleep
When he awoke, the teacher appeared.
“What can I give to you today?”, asked the teacher.

“Nothing”, said the student,
“for I can give nothing back to the world if I cannot give it to myself”.

The teacher smiled and the student asked,
“What can I give to you, master?”

“Nothing”, said the teacher,” for you have already given what you can”.

“But I have given nothing”, said the student, “except my love”.

“Then you have given everything”, said the teacher.

They embraced and the master and the student parted.
Each continued on their paths toward the great sea of light.

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Trifecta of Poems by Florence Mary – June 5, 1993.

In the stillness you shall know me
For I will come to you in truth and actuality
Showing to you my face that will erase all
That man has imagined me to be

You are the flowers of my garden
And I tend you carefully to allow your growth
None of you are bent, but merely lost
From your own lovingness and from the knowledge of mine

Take my hand that is offered to you
Through a friend and see the love
Take his hand and feel the power of my presence in him
And more importantly, feel it within your self
For until you do you can love nothing, not even me.


When love becomes the rose of thought
In each man who has forgot
The ways of love and bliss and joy
And when belief is no longer a ploy
To venerate the ego I
From the sage who’s heart is sly
To manipulate the hearts of men
By offering a way home again

So think you carefully about the rose
Trust the promptings from the God who knows
The innermost hearts of men
And their motives you will bend
Not from words or from flowery phrases
But from a love that constantly blazes
From with his very soul
That completes your half and makes you whole

Join you your hearts and then join your minds
And blessings will come of many assorted kinds
To bring forth fruit upon the Earth
That becomes very priceless and beyond all worth
Toil of body becomes a joy
As your vehicle you fully employ
Not to satisfy the ego nor the I
But to serve the God of the I
I becomes the transcendent prayer
To the God you know is there
In your heart and inside your mind
For so many lifetimes you have pined
For the knowledge of your worth
That you are now beginning to birth
From the sea of knowledge deep within
That transcends care and want and sin
To free us all from fear and from doubt
And to know exactly what this life is about
Then at last to turn our hearts and our minds
To serving God and all of mankind.


Every flower you cause to grow
Grows so fast that you will know
How to love in the way of God
So that you do not have to plod
Without the beauty of the garden
Who’s absence will cause hearts to harden
Against the one who loves you most
And offers to you the heavenly host
Of love and care and plenty too
If my truth you only knew
So see me in the dark of night
And see me again in the morning light
So offer up your pain to God
So he can then remove your sod
Of blindness from your soul
That keeps you half when you are whole.


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Question and Answer Session by Florence Mary – Thursday – Feb 24, 1994.

Webmasters Note : there are a few pages with questions and answers from Florence to the Guides and from the Guides to Florence. 1994 was about three years into her writings. These were placed at the very end of a binder amongst other things. I decided to post it because there is real conversation here and it is interesting. I must admit that I do not know any of the people spoken of other than Florence and the Guides, so I cannot comment on the other “writer/psychic” that is in one of her questions. I debated on whether it was even necessary to put on here, but then I figured, why not? There might be something in it for someone. I have learned that possibility and probability are often usurped by the NOW, which exists within the ALL. So, with that being said, here we go…..

Florence Mary : Could you tell me why when I speak of something with a friend, you speak of it with me in these writings?

Guides : Have we not told you that all you need to know is written upon your soul? Have we not told you that each of you, in your own way must access the truth within you in order to live more perfectly in tune with the will of God? Each time you speak of something that is truth we use it as an opportunity to stretch you farther or to show you how infinite the truth is. Have you ever asked yourself : If this is true then how much more is there that I do not know?

Florence Mary : I haven’t , but I have wondered. I know that sooner or later when my mind and being can handle it, you will share all that needs to be clarified for me.

Guides : This is true, but you ask us so few questions and question so little.

Florence Mary : I do not see any point to question. When I feel that what you give me is causing me doubt or a basic feeling that this should not be believed then I will not take writings from you again. So, why in the world should I question?

Guides : Maybe we should have said that you have “so few questions”. But we hear them echoing within your being at times and try to answer them for you before you ask. 

Florence Mary : Then what difference does it make whether I ask you questions or not?

Guides : It is just that most human beings would have more questions and be more doubtful about what we say and how we say it.

Florence Mary : What you say to me feels right. For two years I have taken lectures on trust and having faith in my self and the process of God and how everything fits together, why should I have questions? I know that God has a plan for my life and this is just a part of that process. Why should I question that?

Guides : It is just a very human thing to do and you seem to lack the curiosity of most human beings but we see your point. From doubt to absolute faith in your own process is not usual.

Florence Mary : Since you want me to ask you something I want you to explain the material in Joy Rushforth’s book and why it is that I feel that none of the things she wrote about is going to happen the way she has received the information. I feel that we should all be returning to the land because it would be better for our world. I know that we cannot all do that and that something has to give but I cannot believe that it will quite happen that way.

Guides : Maybe for her it will and her perception of the Earth Changes will be full of anguish and peril but maybe for you and those who believe the way that you do they will be far less devastating. Remember, attitude and creation are always ours to unfold. Each of you has within you the power to change everything within yourselves and to manifest those changes outside of you. Joy is over sixty and still fighting the demons of her childhood. You still feel the sorrow of those things but realize that they have contributed in a great part to who you are today. It is why you know that things with people and belief has to change. It is why you now look upon your children and have released them to God with complete belief in Gods plan for their lives, whatever that may be. So here we see how trust and faith can change a life and the circumstances of life.

Florence Mary : So all of this noise about asking questions was just to make a point?

Guides : Yes and No. It is hard for us to believe that deep down you do not question and that you just accept what we give.

Florence Mary : Sometimes I do but when I go away and think and then meditate on them for hours. When it feels right then I come back, and not before. This is how I handle my fears. It has become the only way that I know how to handle things.

Guides : Good. It is the way all of mankind should handle doubt and fear. God wants each of you to question and to have your questions answered. That knowledge is all around you and more and more people are putting the truth that they have found into the printed word and it is there for each of you to read but more importantly to put into your lives through changes to that life and the times in which you live. Each of you has a path and that path is solitary but from time to time there will be others who can share the parallels of that pathway with you. The more faith you have and the more you trust you have in your own process, then the more you will be able to accept the singleness of that path, but understand that it is the same for each of you. With this belief will come the capability to be unconditional and un-expectational with those of your world. Love, true love, does and is what is best for those around us. Do not let yourself be pushed into anything that is not correct for you. Know in the heart what is right and do not see rightness as selfishness but instead see it in the actions of another clearly and forgive. That is all that you can do. Do not worry so, about things. In time, all that needs to come to be will come to be. 

Right now the thing that you need most is rest and exercise. Take today for yourself. You need to nurse the tender parts of you that are hurting.

Florence Mary : I didn’t know I was.

Guides : We all have cycles in life and you have parts of you that you need to look at and change. In this way we believe that you will be more open and trusting of your own process and the process that must be gone through in the future. Clear out your own hurts and then when they come up with others they will not be so devastating for you.

Florence Mary : How do I do that when I remember so little about my hurts? How do I just let it all go?

Guides : Allow yourself to feel the hurt, the why of it is not important, then allow it to dissolve in the white light that you bring around it. Allow that same light to protect you from the anger that you feel about your hurts and then when you feel that it is time, just allow them to go from your experience. But first you must free yourself from the ties that they have on you. You can only do that by allowing that you have been hurt and that all things you have worked on so hard in the past still hurt on some deep level and let it go. You do not let them rule your life but the hurts are still there. Allow yourself to be healed and use the memory of those things to be understanding for the hurts of others. You do that, but right now it just about kills you. We tell you to cleanse, release and shed the past. It is the only way that you can have an uncluttered future.

Know this and be of God. All unfolds as it should.

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Fleur de Lis Speak on Relationship by Florence Mary March 11, 1993.

True love is separate from all else that exists. True love just is. It may be that indefinable ingredient within relationships that make them work, where others do not.

When we define relationship that really works, we are not speaking about relationships that work because one party has decided that who and what they are must be sacrificed so that the relationship can be preserved because some “ism” has said that once a contract, such as marriage exists, that there is no going back or getting out of it. Indeed in many cases one of the other parties or both, must compromise who and what they are for a relationship to exist. This is not love. This is also not a true relationship as it should be. We do not presume to say that a relationship should be this or that, for only the two people within that relationship can define what works. It may appear to everyone outside of that relationship that it has no future and no hope for success. It may also appear that the people involved in the relationship are wrong for each other, but that is not up to you to judge. In each relationship or bond that one forms in their life, there is a higher purpose, something that must be served beyond that of the two people involved. That purpose is love. The kind of love that we speak of here is God’s love. The love that god feels for all of us who are God’s children. We tell you that the only way every one of you can feel love is to come to know God. 

You may sit every day in the church of your choice and mouth over and over meaningless prayers that fill your time but not your heart and the result of all of this effort will still be just that, effort. Yet to pray to God with conviction and with the knowledge that God hears every prayer that comes from within us, that is authored from our love for ourselves and God and from the true and abiding knowledge that God truly loves us and will provide an answer if we are but willing to be still within ourselves and listen for the wisdom that God will provide through our witness-self.

Everything you need to know, all righteous action and purpose is already within you. But you cannot hear the rightness if you do not take the time to understand  that doubt comes from fear. Fear is the human condition, a condition that can only be cured by love. So when you are very busy treating everyone else without condition or expectation, make sure that you are treating yourself without those things also. To treat yourself otherwise is to invite failure after failure into your life. When you get up in the morning and say “I must accomplish this today”, and yet you do not get it done, so the day is classified as a failure. But we tell you that if you accomplish nothing in a prescribed plan but have comforted a friend or ministered to the downtrodden or sickly, then it has been a very productive loving day for you.

We are not telling you not to plan or have goals but we point out to you that the way to temper goals with plans is to leave room for God’s plan. Many of you make plans that fit God’s plan for you and things go along very well for a very long time and then one day nothing may seem to fit and you may find yourself asking if what you are living is all that there is. If you do, know that what you have lost is yourself and the next part of your journey may need to be to find your truest self that exists in God.

Remember here that no one, and we mean no one, can give you the exact blueprint to finding this part of yourself. Indeed one to whom you can give your complete trust may be able to point out a path, a book or even take you on day to day journey within, but to truly find yourself is a solitary journey that you must take by yourself. On that journey you not only find yourself but you will find God.

The next question most of you ask is how do you know when you have found the God within? There will be many times that you have and you may have, but living the physical life prevents you from being joined with God for longer than you can maintain the stillness required to get closer to God. For some the quest is life long and not reached, but that does not mean that you have not gained knowledge that will be used in succeeding incarnations that will one day bring you into the union with the God-Creator that you seek. Being in the physical incarnation requires that you honour your physical side as you do your spiritual side. If you do not know or acknowledge your spiritual side, then you must learn this side too, for to leave either side of your nature languishing leaves you out of balance. The imbalance may not be that apparent to even yourself, but at times leaves you feeling that there is something you are missing or that anxiety seems to plague you every day with no apparent reason for the feeling. These are the tell tale signs that you have forgotten who you are. You must remind yourself daily who you are and what that means to you.

Who am I? You may well ask. The answer to that, the only answer that is important is this : I AM A CHILD OF GOD. Everything else that comes after that is an illusion. So, to be wife, mother, lover, etc, etc, contributes nothing to who you are except when they help you to understand and learn the truth of who and what you are. Each state of being contributes to the learning of what you have forgotten at some point in your existence. Even when you logically know that you are something more than your physical self, there needs to be something more than just the knowledge and that is to experience what you are, through the physical life that you live. Each time you comfort your children, wife, husband, lover, friend or anyone else that populates your life you are contributing to your own knowledge of who you are. Realize that what you do does not make you a child of God, for you are that without doing anything, but when you do things because you are a child of God and you need to experience the truth of that state, a great joy enters your life. It begins in prayer and continues in meditation and then one day it spills over into your life. Colours become brighter and music accelerates your vibration with the Universe and you begin to fall in love with being alive in both realms of your life. Each day becomes an adventure that you would not miss for anything.

Even when life is less than perfect there is a part of you that knows the great truth of who you are and allows you to contribute to the group consciousness in a positive way. Know that when you have reached that state you are just moments away from knowing God in a personal way. For when you reach the point that tears may fall from your eyes but that your heart sings with the joy of who you are, you have almost reached the place where spiritual union with God is at hand. 

Know this and be of God. All unfolds as it should.

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This and That – More from Fleur de Lis – by Florence Mary – March 8, 1993.

Only in knowing one’s truest heart can one find the answers to the questions that plague us from day to day. Should I do this or that? Should I be this or that? We tell you do not ask but instead, ask how? For nothing you do is ever right or wrong, like love, it just is. The lessons you learn from what you do are the lessons you all have come here to learn. Living your life with this or that sets you up to believe that you have chosen incorrectly when things do not go the way that you have imagined that they would. Remember that nothing in this physical life is the way that you may have imagined it to be. You do that with the fears that live inside your heart of hearts.

So, again we see that overcoming our fears and trusting in the God-Creator and believing that we are loved and will be provided for in all our needs is of utmost importance.

If you are meant to be here or there, God will move you internally to be here or there, but God cannot and will not take your fears away. You create your fears and it is you who must deal with them.

Dealing with our fear is a life long project and as such requires us to learn to love ourselves enough to allow to know and love God as we know and trust ourselves. If you do not trust yourself then we tell you that any God that you know will let you down, just as you may let yourself down. Yet when you know and love yourself enough to always be, do, etc, the right thing for yourself, then your God becomes something that you believe in with unshakeable faith. God becomes One who wants and provides only what is best for you, through you.

God works through each of us and through our consciousness. So, when you see the world as being an unkind, evil place, then that is what it is. When you see the world as being unusually kind and abundant, then that is what it is. 

So sharing what you know inside with those around you becomes as important as anything else that you will do in your life. If you meet one who thinks that his purpose is this, and you do not see how this could be from what you know, do not dissuade him. God will do that when God is ready to do so. God always provides us with a dream when the one’s we have created do not turn out the way we have imagined them.

Know this and be of God, all unfolds as it should.

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The Very First Writing – By Florence Mary – July 7,1991.

Webmasters Note : This is the first communication with guidance that Florence Mary put down on paper. Fleurde Lis are the name of this group. I figured as I had posted one of her last writings yesterday that it was time to post her first one. This was the first writing and all writings flow forth throughout the years after this one. As I type the words, I myself will be reading this for the first time that I can remember. I can tell you that Florence walked her talk and it sprang forth from the first hint of light from spirit. Namaste

Today we want to reaffirm Gods love for mankind. We can see love around us if we look for it. We can have all that we desire from life if we can but allow God to live in our lives. God asks only that we believe in Gods plan for our lives. It was born in us when we were a spark in the universe. As we grew, we were tempted away from the light of God. It is a journey all souls  make away from God. We expand and we grow but as we do that we become able to have a more equal relationship with God. We become independent and like all children, rebel against their parents. 

We become like the child who runs away from his mother, but soon finds his freedom frightening. He stops to see if she is still near and then plunges ahead and onward, keeping her in sight. Some however, loose sight of their safety, and therefor, themselves. When they do this they enter into a constant state of reproach for having lost sight of their parent. The feeling of loss overtakes the growth and development of that soul in their physical, emotional and spiritual lives. There are many inconsistencies. A very good man may be a sex offender. This may be secret but never the less apparent if looked for. Physical problems such as heart, kidney, obesity, cancer or recurring physical problems can be traced to the fact that the entity feels abandoned in his world. He feels undeserving of the company of our God. So every day he sins in order to feel something or not. Whatever he does, he knows he has strayed from the path of God. Finally he gives up and becomes nothing, which is the greatest sin of all. It is akin to suicide which takes more forms than can be seen plainly.

The person who smokes, drinks, eats, loves sex or even works too much is committing suicide as surely as the person who has put a gun to his head, a needle in his arm or a man who cheats on his wife with a harlot. What manner of men do we become when we fear our aloneness or want only to be alone? 

What we have here is fear. It is the same sin and yet it comes in different guises. What is needed in both cases is trust in God. God is the source of all power. Like the sun, God radiates all knowing, being, birth, death, advancement, attunement and guidance. All we need is to live within the light of Gods love. 

We are all Gods creatures. Every rock and stone vibrates with its knowledge of why it was created. Every plant is content with its existence, its potential for being and for what it truly is. This is truly the reason nature comforts even the most troubled of souls. Only man is driven to discontent by his own refusal to join with God.

God is not found in elevated places nor is God often found in the places dedicated to his worship. But surely we tell you that God is in each man who comes in his name. God is often found in the person who moves quietly among the sick and the desperate of the world, where one man walks among them knowing that God lives within him as himself and he walks amongst them.



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Steven’s Story Part 3 – the writings – when things start to click

It was a cold, snowy winters evening and Florence decided to start a group meditation at her home and there were several gathered there that evening. We sat and visited shortly before going into the silence. The only sound in that old heritage house in Trail BC was the hissing of the steam heater off in the corner of the room. It would hiss and creak and then emit a round of heat that made you feel toasty inside. At this point I would say that the gathering was a mix of beings who were searching and seeking spirit in one form or another. Some of us were more calm and cerebral and some of us were not. Each had our ego’s and yet we could move beyond them in the silence and it connected us. 

I was one of the walking wounded. An angry young man who tended to provoke a response from spirit regardless of whether I smoked tobacco, pot or whether I drank alcohol. Sometimes when a man is angry and he has not figured it out, he will act out without even consciously knowing the reason why. It did not matter that I created my own hell for myself, it was better to carry on than to stop and breathe and look inside. I had figured out that the world’s system was evil and corrupt and I was furious at the delusion all around me in society. I was still running away from myself and yet there was a power that refused to let go of me. In time it would come crashing through and disrupt everything. In a sense, I could not hide anymore. This was my state back then. Distraught with life and the lies. “What did I do to deserve all this?” was my motto. 

We sat in silence. I could hear a pin dropping in the room, literally. After about ten minutes I could feel energy hitting me. I formed a ball of white light and started to move it to the person next to me. I could see the energy ball move to next person and the next, and so on. It was beautiful and yet perplexing. My rational mind was just waiting in the background to pick this apart and yet it could not. The energy balls kept moving around the room. Passed one to the other. Then after a while, deep silence, followed by a cold breeze that blew by me like angel feathers. This was not a usual coldness. It was divine. More silence. Then I began to hear these words, “hearken unto my words”…..I let them go and then I heard them louder. Before I had time to hear them again, a voice in the room spoke up. “Who is hearken unto my words? Who is hearken unto my voice? What’s going on here? I said absolutely nothing. I let the moment go but I knew I had tapped into something and the other person heard it and had unknowingly given me confirmation. Then, a smell began to permeate the room. I could smell roses. The Aquarius in me was intrigued and my antennae’s were up.

The heater hissed away in the background and creaked. The room stayed cold with a gentle smell of roses. The sitting went on for about half an hour or so and then it broke up and we talked and then everyone went there own way. I did not. I stayed and talked a while with Florence. I told her about the voice and words that I had heard. She smiled and hugged me so lovingly and said to me “I have something to show you”. She walked over to a cabinet and pulled out a huge binder full of drawings and writings. I got chills as I looked at her drawings and felt something click in the ether. I had been drawing those exact glyphs that she had drawn. Hers were given by spirit but mine I had been drawing since childhood. There was a connection. I had had something the whole time, even in my hell, my father was faithful, there might be a reason for my existence yet.

I had forgotten about the time that I was 21 and laying dying in my hospital bed. For some unusual reason I had contracted a regular everyday virus that most people get and it is no big deal, but it began to take my life and for two months I lay in a hospital bed with outrageous fevers. The nurses would run in and put ice on my genitals and under my armpits to try and bring the fevers down because none of their drugs worked. I was anorexic. I had lost 50 pounds in a little over two months. IV’s kept me alive as any food that came near me I would throw, literally. Then after sheer hell I sat up in my bed and asked for a writing pad. They brought one in and I started writing. The writing was so loving that it broke me. It was from someone or something far away and it was telling me that it loved me and that I counted for something. After I wrote that writing I got back in my bed and said “take me home or heal me but I need to be freed.” In seconds, I felt cold water starting to pour over me from the top of my head to the bottom of my feet. I was sweating beyond belief and covered in water. From that moment on I was healed. The fevers had broke. I asked an orderly for a sandwich. His jaw dropped. “The cafeteria is long closed and there is nothing in the nurses fridge”. “Tell me what you want and I will get it for you”. My response was “I want a roast beef sandwich and a bag of ketchup potato chips”. So, this orderly left the hospital and walked miles all the way down to 7-11 to bring me my sandwich and chips. I inhaled them. The orderly cried as he watched me eat. I thought I was a gonner. So did he. This was a turning point.

Florence showed me her writings and the automatic ones that were rough and scribbled. I noticed the progression. I was intrigued because something inside was telling me that this was important and to keep questioning. It was after that particular night that I began to get writings myself. The energies that were coming through sounded downright biblical. Full of thee’s, thou’s thy’s and thine’s. For a while I was horrified because they sounded biblical in nature and I had wrestled with that my whole existence. Yet, in reality, they were not. They did not have the dogma attached that mankind had placed on the teachings of old. The writings condemned the dogma and ritual and spoke of the personal relationship with God instead. The condemnation was the harshest when it came to how we hurt the Earth. The writings condemned the destruction and unconsciousness and the lack of love and light. Our willingness to make wars in the name of righteousness and the condemning of such in Gods name, while we let our own homeless be damned and starved so we can free others and the sheer ignorance associated with that reasoning, if one could call it that. It spoke of our wrecklessness and greed. Of everything in my own early writings there is one thing they told me, that stands out. They said to me “when man begins to choke on the very air he is breathing, he still will not get it and by then it may be too late, but rest assured, man will choke.” 

The writings we both had, we shared with each other. They were not the same and yet they were. They were on different levels and filtered through our own human beings. While admitting we are fallible and fall short personally, truth of spirit does not. I learned that spirit will use whatever vessel they so choose. They reminded me that there are those who are condemned by man as evil and vile and yet they are found blameless before God. I never forgot that truth, and it is truth. God looks out through the eyes of the many, the animals, the birds and even insects are witnesses to our good or evils. Mans ways and Gods way are out of alignment, yet they are interchangeable when in alignment, even if for just a milli-second.

I am going to pause the story here. I am so grateful for everything. The good, the bad and the ugly. Life is so much easier to look at when you can stretch it out before you and look back clearly and see why things happened the way they did. Life must be lived to be understood. If life has trashed you and you have survived, there has to be a reason. Life has to be lived before it can be understood and timing is everything. Sometimes you have to walk in darkness so that you can be thankful for the light when it comes. Never give up. If any of you had met me as a younger man of 20 or so and if you asked me why I am here, this would be my response then, ” I have no idea why I am here, but I know that there is something that I have to do here and at a time in the future I will do what I was programmed/sent here to do and then I will go away”. That is still my response, but the “something” becomes clearer and heavily into view now. 

I will write some more and share more of my story and stories about my experiences with Florence Mary in the future. We have a bond that goes back myriad lifetimes. Most of our experiences were surreal and so I digress and bring it back to what this site is about, Florence Mary and what she left for us.

Thank you for your interest. Namaste



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The Holy Mother Breath by Florence Mary – August 16, 2012.

Webmasters Note : This is one of the last of Florence Mary’s journal entries. I am bringing it forward here as it speaks of the Holy Mother Breath. Throughout the years of writings there were many changes. Guidance and messages progressed as we did. This then is reflected in her latter writings. Towards the end of her existence in human form here, Florence focused on her artwork and knitting for family and friends. To those who do not know, I will mention the fact that Florence had polio as a child and got through it. However, this would come back to haunt her for the last twenty years of her life as it was revisited and surely contributed to her death/transition and that was a condition known as post -polio syndrome. Florence carried this burden physically and it wore on her mind yet never once did she walk away from spirit or from life. Her suffering was great and done in silence. Her smile lit up a room and yet you never saw her pain. She carried it with grace, even unto the end.

Hour to hour, day to day, progress has begun where you are. It is not easy or simple to unite with others when the minds and hearts are distracted from the truth unfolding before their very eyes. Remember, “none are so blind as those who will not see”, for in your very seeking of truth, you too may become blinded by the pervasive manipulation of that which you seek to avoid. The truth is always that which lies in plain sight or it is merely hidden by what is natural but found “wanting” in the world around you. You are never alone as you travel the expanse of your years. Even in the depths of your own imprisonment or enslavement to the un-awakened self, The breath is whispering “I AM”.

Confusion is not a weakness or even separation, which takes you into unknowing. It is, rather, to the wise, a place to stop and consider what you are doing. 

Once allowing and permitting again, fills your consciousness, making decisions will become easier. The results will move you into, rather than out of “The Holy Mother Breath”. 

Before you ask what is the Holy Mother Breath, we shall tell you. It is the voice of the creative power where you exist. To answer your next question before you ask it, we say to you that there are so many parts to God under the singular Godhead that it would take volumes to explain and still you would not understand. It is not because you are dumb or stupid but rather because your mind is set for the duality where you live. 

Inherent in The Holy Mother Breath is the balance of Father Creator. In all functions of creation, even of growth where you are, is the requirement for the nature of duality to be honoured and also protected by its honouring. Chase your tails if you wish but we warn you for your own mental construction that details will not be helpful.

Do not ask us what you should do. We are now required not to tell you or to advise you. Instead, you must trust your knowing and be able to catch the small hints that strike a chord of “yes”, that is part of all personal knowing. Take care, do not struggle with the “unseen”, for they are no longer a part of your path. 

The path ahead will be brightly lit when you accept that you are the light in your own life, and yes, there will come a time when we will be less frustrating for you when you can read us through “dimensional shifting”. We say to you, “don’t ask”. Blessings to you and to the endeavours in which you find yourself.

Remember, nothing you ever do in your life is ever wrong, but you must be careful of your motivation for doing anything. Wanting to be yourself without any anger is on point. Wanting to be aware, allowing that truth is somewhere between the extremes, is wise. Remember also that most opinions are self-serving, creating boxes just like the ones you may be climbing out of. Keep love and a place between as your sole reason and all will be well. Resist temptation.


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The Inner Voice and Past Lives by Florence Mary – January 21, 1992.

Where are the words of God? Many times they are not heard because most people do not listen to their inner voice. Many times that voice is silenced by fear. It takes great courage for most of you to listen to your inner voice because for most of the time, it says things that you would rather not hear. This is the voice of our past experience speaking of all we have known and all that we have ever known since our creation.

In each incarnation, you hear that voice with varying degrees of trust and faith. You are deeply affected by the present circumstance of your lives and often allow that voice only to speak of what is now present in your lives. You must live in the present always and yet the voice may speak to you of past lives but it is very important that you understand that this is only to help you to understand the circumstances in the present and deal with these circumstances of the present and to deal with these circumstances with love. None of you are to live in your pasts. Not even in this life.

When today has passed to tomorrow, when this hour is gone and another hour begins, when the second hand moves to the next second, it is the past and you cannot change the past, you can only change the moment in which you find yourself. Therefor, past lives mean nothing in this one and while they may shed light on your circumstances, what is important is how you live this life, how you overcome your fears and doubts that you have chosen to work on in this existence. To live in the past is to live no life at all. It denies your purpose in the NOW.

If one’s present husband was once one’s mother and you have old business to settle, you must look in the present for the solution to those past difficulties. Very few people actually benefit from this knowledge. There are those who would even have you think that the injustices done in the past justify the present or allow one to feel justified in treating you or you treating another badly because of past wrongs. This is not the purpose of remembering past lives. Remembering past lives only helps you to see how your choices drive your lives forward. They should help you see the habit of your choices, made either in love or from fear and doubt and what that has meant to your lives. Remember, love and all that it entails is the key. Love is the only thing that embodies all virtues.

Love is like a well cut diamond, a very precious gem. Yet, in the cutting, one false step and that precious gem is forever ruined. The scales of love, like justice are delicately balanced and you must be very careful not to teach only the good parts of love. Indeed, even some of the negative parts serve a purpose. That purpose is to allow you to let more light in when it is dark and what is reflected back out is radiance beyond measure. It is knowledge. Knowledge gained through hard work and study and practice. It is always a never ending process, one in which you are ever expanding and encompassing all that comes into your sphere of existence.

You must always be sure that the lessons you are learning are the ones that you were actually meant to learn. Many times, you miss the true lesson because you have no self love or self esteem. Because of that, sadly, you live lives of quiet desperation and you never hear the voice which tells you of the love that is there for you.

There is no punishment to life, only the living of choice. When one falls in love and has children, you do not worry about your gene pools or what might be produced by them, nor do you look at a child with congenital problems and say that this was there choice. Love keeps this knowledge from us. But let it be known that the child does choose the vehicle to reside in but you then must help him or her to be all that they can be in that same vehicle.

A soul always has the choice and sometimes decides to take the vehicle anyway, for there is no really right or wrong way to live. Here, in this existence there are merely lessons to be learned, fears to be overcome and conquered and the coming to know the God-Creator as your personal mentor. 

Know this and be of God. All unfolds as it should.

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Messages from the Soul by Florence Mary – January 4, 1992.

Only with the absolute surrender of being can one come to know the deepest part of themselves. It is this very act of surrender that funds the power to accept and change what is in one’s life and to go beyond self to the you that you were born to be when you were first created. This is the goal of all incarnations. To work for this goal is the burden and joy of karma. In this realization lays the reward. 

Karma is most easily understood as fear. What we fear most or have always feared, returns again and again to be conquered. Walking away from what one fears is not working in their life, is not working out karmatic obligations. It is not even the skillful use of retreat. One also cannot outrun one’s own fate, for it will be presented again and again until one works out the lesson to be learned. Take heart, lessons come in many forms. Be careful to take the time to see them and to learn each lesson as it comes up.

Love is always the key ingredient to our renewal of being. To be love, as it is defined in the archetypal mind and as we know it, or have come to know it, may be very different from the definition we need to learn now. Before you can truly love another, you must love yourself and value that love above all others, for from that love grows all power and strength for growth, change, birth and rebirth, in the cycles of our lives. We shed our hair and skin in cycles unnoticeable to us. As our body dies and renews itself, so do our psychic and spiritual selves.

There are no set patterns for this growth and renewal. Awareness is what sets these patterns in motion. If you refuse to grow, meditate, read and study, then you lay as a fallow field, capable of yielding much, but as of yet, unplanted. As the wind blows, drying your soil, you allow yourselves to be dispersed if you are not watered by the knowledge and experience of truth. You become dust in the wind.

It must be remembered here, that even in congregations of like believers, all men walk the path to self-realization, self-actualization and rebirth alone. You can only exchange the most minimal of what you are with another but your essence is contained in that mysterious part known as your soul. Each of you can only guess at the truest most dear feelings and wishes contained in each soul. It is not so much what they do or say that is important but what is contained in the soul is an overriding desire to serve. Make no mistake, in some it is evil, but in most it is to be of goodness.

The power of the soul is lost if that soul believes in its own powerlessness. When one sees a soul repeat behaviour that is self-destructive one must realize that the soul is separated from its ability to recognize its own power and worth. In your case and with others, it is more important to cling to the one thing that you have power over than to rid yourself of your physical pain. 

When one has conquered their attachment to power and in most cases, false and non-existent power, then one sees that power is like all else in the world of physical, an illusion, and the soul will no longer seek it but instead will seek love as its only source of strength.

On the eve of your New Year we gave you a set of predictions that are forming to completion in your not too distant future. We tell you now that only man’s choosing of enlightened lovingness shall bring a change in the patterns of what has been set in motion.

All of the weather patterns will be slightly off kilter. This will grow to greatly off kilter as the shift begins to grow. Expect earthquakes where they have been not known to happen. Expect earthquakes where they have been known to happen yet rarely do. Storms will come to areas that have historically been storm free. Clouds and cold will come to places that are usually warm and sun and heat will reach to where it was once cold. Snow will come to your deserts and also rain. There will be bouts of inordinately dry weather in areas usually assured of enough moisture. If mankind continues on his present course, the final shifting of Earth’s axis will bring flood, famine, pestilence and utter death. It will cleanse the Earth of that which is an abomination unto mankind and its purpose. At this point we tell you that we are not speaking about those whose sexual orientation is not understood by most others. We are speaking to those who have allowed others to starve, be cold, be wet and die in disease and heat, all the evils and ills of unkindness and greed that one man commits against another.

Be assured, every one of you that until you become of one mind, one heart, and one purpose, when you see yourselves as one people, regardless of the separations of truth, color, race, creed and even dimension, then and only then shall you find global peace. Until that time, time and programming of your Earth for her own evolutional progression continues. This shift that is coming is not the work of the Creator but is rather of your own making and that of the Earth indeed, to cleanse yourself and itself of the rot that eats away at your societies. Only a shift in consciousness will cushion the blow of what is almost upon you. It can be gentle and loving or it can reflect the present hearts and minds of all of you here and now, as well as those who will come in the future.

When you become open to the power of love then you shall remember and understand all the things that shall come to you in vision and in remembrance. Trust this and allow it to flow through you and to those who would gather around you in celebration of life and love. You may have many confrontations along the way with doubt and fear but if you remember that you are loved and looked after here and now, you will always triumph over the forces of evil that exist within your world as it is now. Remember that evil is the absence or lack of light and hope. When you have this knowledge with you always, then you cannot be overrun  and overcome by that which is seen as evil.

Know this and be of God, all unfolds as it should.

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Divine Relationship in Everyday Life by Florence Mary – Aug 4, 1997.

The recognition of the flow of Universal energies through life must not contain superstition or fear. There is nothing within the revelation of the Divine within all things that need be feared or ritualized in order to partake of its wonders. The Divine within all things is not mysterious or miraculous for those whose trust and faith in God is firm. They already know this and live the sacred life with reverence for all things and beings of the Earth be they other people, plants, animals, sands or waters.

As we have told you before : “Every rock and tree vibrates with the knowledge of why it was created. Every plant is content with its potential for being. Only man is driven by discontent with his refusal to join with God.” Of course, here we are not speaking of Divine Discontent which is the need to help self and others to overcome the difficulties of the physical life and to know God, but instead, a state of being where mankind does not even know itself or a state in which Divinity is absent in even the smallest form through acknowledgement. Those who do not seek God through their own pathway, they will find God absent when they really need God. Those who know God only through what another group thought tells them about God, will find God absent too. Only where faith is the experience of God, does God appear present within that life and becomes a beacon to all those who would believe in that presence.

The experience of God is something that you must work on and experience for yourselves. You must not judge the magnitude of Gods presence in your life and then compare it to how present God is within another’s life. Instead you must see God as present within your own life. If you expect the experience of God to appear with great and wonderful feats, then you will be sadly disappointed. God most often appears first within the manageable bits and pieces of your life and as your faith grows, with greater and more wondrous undeniable presence.

This presence comes in the manifestation within the invisible first, the element of Air. It is first measured in temperature and movement. This will not be as apparent when you live fully within the manifestation and use it upon a daily basis to connect with the Divine in all things. Then, for some, it will become the scent or sound of things within the invisible, a slight yet constant ringing in the ears or the smell of flowers or incense when there is none present. And of course, it will appear as peace and harmony within your life that keeps all that is not created of those states from manifestation within that life.

Here we remind you not to seek anything that has demonstrated its ability to upset the harmony within your life. We here will work to keep you from that and from being in contact with persons, places and things that will bring about a state of chaos within your life. It may not be exciting in human terms but you are not being drained by your experiences, either.

In the past we have told you about trust and faith. Well, dearest ones, it has never been more important than it is at this moment in time or as it will be in the moments of life that come ever closer. Now is your time.

Know this and be of God, all unfolds as it should.


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In A Little While – A Poem by Florence Mary Masotti

In A Little While

In a little while I shall stop crying
But I shall never stop missing you.
You have been my best friend and my dearest companion,
All the moments of joy and sorrow
In all of your life and most of mine.

In a little while I shall stop being numb
And start feeling again.
But I will still miss you.
I shall miss you when the sun shines,
Or when it rains or if it snows.

In a little while I shall be able to laugh again
But I shall still miss you.
I will remember how you looked
When I laughed at your antics,
And how pleased your were that I was happy.

In a little while I shall have a child
But I shall still miss you.
This child will never fill
That special place in my heart that only you can fill,
But I will love them because you taught me how.

In a little while life will be good again
And days and years will come and go,
But I shall still miss you.
You were a gift from God
Perfect in every way and I loved you.

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Life, Death and the Inbetweens – written by Florence Mary – May 16, 1993.

Webmasters note : I may have posted this writing when I first put the blog up but I also believe I hit a button and it vanished into the ether. So, I am posting this one again for others who have not read it. 


Deeply buried within each of us is the knowledge of who you are. You are the children of God. As such, you have been given a great legacy. That is eternal life.

Eternal life means that you never die. All religions of the earth believe that your soul lives on after your bodies have passed from earthly existence. Some even believe that your soul may come again to take up another body and live again as another, only your address this time may be George instead of Martha.

To many of you, the belief that you return holds some kind of justice. If only that you get to come back and try to get it right. To others, it seems unfair that you would have to inherit this veil of tears more than once. Yet in spite of what you believe, the fact is that you do inhabit earth more than once.

Some on the other side do not ever wish to live the life of the physical once they have been there, but continue their journey on this side by helping those of you there to be more than you could be otherwise. The job of these souls is to be your guides through the rocks and hard places that you continually find yourselves into with great regularity.

Often the voice you hear in the insanity of your life is that of your guide or guides, trying to bring some order to your thoughts so that you can climb out of the pit you have dug for yourself. Know that this is the voice of God speaking to you through them. For while we have not yet completed our journey to perfection, we are motivated by the continual love we feel for all of you in the physical world of the Earth. This Earth that we all inhabit, in whatever dimension, is a school house and we are all here to learn about life, love and God.

Have you ever wondered why the Greeks devised such an elaborate system of  gods and goddesses? Indeed they were most un-god like. They had vices and anger and generally reflected the worst and the best of man kind, but even in all pagan beliefs it was an attempt to interpret God to some form of understanding that the human mind can grasp and explain. God is beyond definition and explanation. Even Christianity has not explained God but has instead venerated his son Jesus, as an understandable explanation for God.  Yet even in the worship of Jesus, lies feasts and festivals that stem from the Pagan rituals at the time. Christianity then absorbed the beliefs of the times, which helped to spread their beliefs. It is a common practice with religions and one that all should be aware of.


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Message About Living Love by Florence Mary – January 19, 1992.

All of human existence and the existence of all else is the product of love. We cannot state this often enough or strongly enough. Each soul must give back what the Creator has given to each of you and that is love.

You each are a small part of God and through effort you expand your capacity to be more God-like. It begins in the relationship with yourselves. The statement “No man can give to another what he cannot give to himself”, is one of the basic truths of life. 

What is required of each of you is to live fully in your present existence, accepting it as your own will, and that because it is our will it is also Gods will. It may be hard for you to accept this when things do not please you, but remember that you were created in the freedom of love and therefor, able to create with what you choose to believe as your reality. Remember, that what happens in your life good or ill, is but a reflection of what you unconsciously and consciously think of yourself and what you believe you deserve in this existence. You must change what goes into your mind if you wish your life to be different. If you do not operate from a place of self love then everything you do and are will never be enough to change your life. 

Once one comes to understand love as the most important fact of all human existence and endeavour, then purpose becomes easy to understand. All purpose is for spiritual growth. It may take the form of deep and personal belief in God or in some other round about way as a commitment to ideals of the God-Creator. Many worthy and prosperous souls of deep spiritual growth may not have a relationship with the God-Creator, as far as they can see, but we tell you that any man or woman who is committed to goodness and fair play seeks his or her purpose as surely as one who prays on his or her knees everyday to the God they believe in. You may follow the rituals of your religion but to take the life of your fellow man is murder, for the God-Creator grieves for each life that is taken in its name.

There has never been a holy war. All wars are predicated on greed of some form or another. Even the crusades were more about loot and bounty than about the word of God and God’s compassion for all of us. Jesus, the bringer of a message from God, never tried to force anyone to accept his teachings, except through love and wisdom. Jesus came to teach the power of love and what has come from that teaching is fear and doubt of every kind.

Now in your streets, you have a macrocosm of greed and the war that now exists is between the “have’s and the have nots”. You must all work to restore the goodness within all men and women, with sharing and caring for all of the peoples of the Earth. As you so eloquently put it, ” there is no free lunch”, but that must change so that all of the peoples of Earth can contribute to the wellness of your Collective Consciousness. In time you shall see that trust and faith can move mountains and part seas of unlovingness and even bring all that you need to you without effort and struggle and strife. Until you do you will be as all before you, ever struggling with life and its ways.

Know this and be of God, all unfolds as it should.

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Guides Comment on Televangelism by Florence Mary – January 28, 1992.

Could you clarify a statement made on August 14, 1991? “The man with God internal commits the same sin in public as in private and grieves both with equal intensity”. Are you saying that some of our TV evangelists are less sinners than I because I hide my failings?

You must understand that a man who has his God internal is not perfect. To be perfect here is contrary to the nature of incarnation. Incarnation in this present state or in the next, is always an opportunity to learn the best part of your truest self that you always are from lifetime to lifetime.

The statement that follows is about a person that committed suicide. Take the entity “K”, so recently a victim of his own hand. He had to learn to conquer his deepest fear. He had to find a way to his own light within. It is very sad when a soul fails to find his God within because, as you know, the self-discipline of true love is not present in that soul.

So it is with all other “sins”, as they have been defined whether it be smoking or eating too much or even working too much or not enough. Each of you at times of recognition of wrong choice, wishes for a stronger will to conquer that about yourself that you recognize as errors in judgement.

The evangelists you mentioned, and many others like them are the embodiment of all we do not wish the world to worship. They use Jesus as a tool for their own worship and to gather power. The lure of that power, demonstrates perfectly, the “eye of the needle” theory of the Bible. Always remember that money and power have a way of eating away at self-discipline that lies at the very core of true love. Self-Discipline embodies the relationship between you and the God internal. When you allow power to be your reason for worship and praise then you cast God out to be worshipped as a graven image. Images of God are just that because they externalize God and make it literally impossible for a man to have faith that he may ask, whether at work or play or wherever he needs the help, for the protection and blessings of God, through his assigned caretakers, his guides.

Even at your most needy, you fail to stop and ask for the blessings and grace you need. You are spiritually aware but do not see yourself as worthy of the blessings and endowment of God. Love, as always, is the key. Love will always be the answer. Do not ever loose sight of its power. Offer the suffering you cause yourself up for the advancement of not only yourself but also those of your world. Look around you and see where you cause your own suffering. Learn and grow. Become everything you are and can be. It is time to let your music out.

Know this and be of God, all unfolds as it should.

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An Early Morning Conversation With Spirit – by Florence Mary October 24, 1997 (2:53am)

This morning I would like to thank you for the wonder of my life. For all of the blessings that you have brought into my life. I would ask that you give me whatever you would for the group. I wish you to know that I feel integration with spirit and you, more and more each day. I thank you for that and I thank you for the love I feel flowing from you. It is returned.

There is much love to be found in knowing that it surrounds you and accepting that, even when you cannot feel it. Everything in human existence is passed through the barrier of forgetting and the five senses. Still, belief in God prevails over the belief that God does not exist. So abundant are the ways in which God is believed in and worshipped that we have lost the simplicity of connection to that source of beginning. There is only one attribute to God and that is Love. Still the doctrine of sin and unworthiness prevails in the beliefs of human beings. When you know how deeply you are loved by that source, why do you continue to give the Source attributes that do not exist? A relationship with the source of all love is simple. You were created and evolved from that source, therefor, you are loved by it. 

You do not have to run on the spot for five minutes chanting great chants nor do you have to beg and plead for hearing and understanding. It is yours. Since that relationship is simple so should all of your relationships with each other be simple. Until you can create simplicity in your relationships with each other and then with God, you will always doubt that you are loved and needed within the scheme of things.

Each of you is a place where love fills the void of Universal Flow and enhances the power of love within the Universe. Each of you is a moment in time that sings beauty into the existence of all beings. Every time that you know that with all of your being, even if it is just for a moment, you become perfect. It is time for you to hold your perfection around you with the same open hand that you hold to those things that are dear to you. In this is the perfection of human existence. Life then may be simply putting one foot in front of the other but it is also the place where love flows into your life through the blessings of the Universe. You must begin to see that love is as  simple as being. Being is the choice you make every day. No one thinks about it or tries to define it. They simply wake every morning and are. They put one foot in front of the other until they are tired and then they sleep. In the midst of all that they do, they do what needs to be done, with trust and faith that however they do things, that with “intention” and “surrendered will”, they cannot do anything but their best. Yes, life truly can be that simple.  Life truly can be just a matter of trust and faith in the Source of all creation and of the abundant nature of that relationship with that Source.

Each time you allow yourself to live in abundance and wisdom for what is present in the moment, you live with love. When the want and the neediness generated by mind become the driving force, then we forget who we are and we become something so strange that we forget simplicity and begin to create complex ways of doing all the things in life that we are here to do. We learn only the negative side of the lessons of life and forget how to flow with the abundant nature of the Universe. We are always trying to devise ways for the abundance to stop with us and cannot believe that there is enough to go around. We strive for riches well beyond the meeting of our needs and deny others a place within the abundant flow of love by holding on to the values that create need and deprivation within our world. We do it to ourselves but in that moment we also do it to others. We are the authors of our own worry and consequently become the place of worry for others. The abundant life allows us to see our place as temporary wherever we are, knowing that nothing within life will remain the same for very long. We forget to dream abundance and plenty and we create large dramas around simple things. We have learned only too well how to create drama, but have forgotten the simplicity of just being in the moment where everything that we need is present.

Too often in our lives we forget where we have come from and limit ourselves to seeing that we come from our parents. We forget that once we came from that perfect Source of all creation and create dramas of hurt and need as our reality, instead of the simple abundance of giving ourselves to ourselves and to others as our gift to the Universe. Our need becomes service of ego rather than the service of our true selves, in that moment when we try to take from others without the intention of giving back. We take from the flow of energy around those that we love and from strangers but do not allow ourselves to flow back into love. Our fear and our disbelief in love overrides everything and we take more than our share of love. When it stops flowing, we do not look to ourselves but brand others as ungiving and unloving and therefor, abdicate the responsibility that love places upon us for the condition to flow within our lives. We blame parents, teachers, siblings, government, doctors and all manner of things in our lives for its lack of flow but in the moment that you turn to yourself and see that you have stopped the flow, you become one again with the Universe, if you work diligently to keep the responsibility for flow in your life. You learn that you cannot be responsible for the flow in another’s life and you see clearly the limitations of your association with them. Life will be difficult if you have chosen them for a life partner, thinking you can fix them so that they can share your feelings of abundance with God. That state is an individual path and one that can be learned by example and faith. However, this requires work and time for a relationship with self  and the Divine of the Universe. If you do not have time for a relationship with your self, then you will always be lacking. But the paradox of taking time for your relationship with yourself is that become less involved and more outward looking as you look inside for your answers. 

Looking inside becomes the place where the wheat and the chaff is divided and one is stored and the other is composted to grow more time for that self relationship. From that relationship with self grows the relationship with God, for as we understand ourselves more, we recognize the longing for home that God is. So we create home within ourselves and we welcome others to share the place with us. So each sense of home that we create within ourselves is given to the Universal Flow to be multiplied. Therefor, our mat always says welcome, with no conditions. We realize that no one can take from us that we are unwilling to give with an open heart and we recognize fear as the place where what we hold in reserve as self, is preyed upon by other fearful beings. Love then, is the only place of disarmament within personal relationships and self-sacrifice is an outmoded way of living. Self-sacrifice is a painful process of living out our responsibilities but abundance is the place where we joyfully give to our responsibilities the care and attention that they need. We use acknowledgement as our way of telling others how we feel about them, not only on birthdays and special occasions but in everyday things by the use of words like “thank you” and “please”. We make special efforts to be on time and to make phone calls if we are going to be late. We practice simple acts of kindness to others and wait for the flow of intention to be multiplied by those who know who they are and we stop expecting lost souls to return to us what they did not have or cannot see that they have. We stop expecting people to be what we think they should be and accept them for what they are. We look at their behaviour as a reflection of who they think they are and then decide what our relationship with them can be based upon by what they are giving out.

In each moment of your life allow yourself to feel and know your own wisdom. Be at one with yourself and realize that in being so, you are one with God. Honour yourself and God through your relationship with others and let love be a part of your consciousness of your life.


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Gratitude and Abundance – by Florence Mary November 18, 1997. (5:14 am)

Thank you for your presence in my life and the gifts that you bring to it. I love you and wish only to serve God’s plan for my life.

The moment one gets in touch with what they have to be grateful for, is the moment when life begins to give to them in abundance. But gratitude must be real and it must be heart felt. Gratitude is the art of knowing beyond a shadow of a doubt that you are loved, not only by your own life, but also by God. The things that one may be grateful for are varied and many. Being grateful for one’s health, for family, for warmth, for food, for clean drinking water, for opportunities, even for one’s own possessions. As one is grateful one can allow that all of humanity must share their abundance.

One shows their gratitude for abundance by lighting with protection all that they own and each person they hold dear to them, each day. If one visualizes that gratitude and placing of protection like the falling of dominos, so that, that gratitude and protection reaches far beyond their personal knowledge to all corners of the world. As you light your own belongings and give thank for the abundance of the moment, take it one step further and include every person who has ever crossed your path and also ask for forgiveness that you know you will receive from that abundance. In that moment, with deep understanding and love, forgive and let go of all of the transgressions that have been committed against you. By doing this, you open your life to receiving more in the places of emptiness that forgiveness creates.

Think of forgiveness like the smoke from burning incense, permeating every corner of your world with its fragrance, unseen and unfelt, except for those who are aware of the presence of love that forgiveness brings with it.

Each of you has the power of good and evil within you. Being awake and aware requires you to go beyond your personal concerns, to reach into the very life of each living thing, blessing even the unforgivable and knowing that your power to forgive is blessed by God itself. You do this with your non-judgement. So when terrible things befall the world you are neutral in the struggles between your brothers and sisters and you do not ask for people in your life to take sides in your difficulties with others. Instead you allow each person the power of their own conscience to know the truth and therefor, you remain harmless in all of your thoughts, words and deeds each day, each moment that you are alive. How deep then are the errors of political powers, that do not allow each citizen the power of their personal beliefs in the current moment that their country attends in the difficulties of the world?

Politics requires alliances that leave no room for choice but only compliance to treaties that do not serve the moment of the conscience of individuals within the political structures of their countries. If your father joined the fighting of world wars, you cannot count yourself a pacifist, nor can your children claim to be so. Their very lives may be sacrificed on the alter of political greed because by tradition you have not expressed your desire to remain peaceful in all of your dealing with your fellow human beings. Indeed, if war broke out, your pacifist leanings would be places for ridicule and abuse requiring you to either defend yourself by violence, and therefor, breaking your pacifist beliefs, or receiving  from others actual physical beatings or verbal and physical abuse in the form of rotting fruit and eggs, etc. When you look deeply into this kind of behaviour, one begins to see that their personal freedom for belief and mastery over their lives, rally depends not upon their individual right to choose but the mob mentality that is so prevalent in todays present society. These kinds of beliefs then restrict the flow of abundance and gratitude within the world that you live in. Is it then so surprising that so man of you see the world as needing drastic change? Where is that change going to begin? Who then is responsible for it? If you did not think, “me”, then you are a part of the problem and not a part of the solution.

The world sits once again on the brink of disaster. Each of you go about your daily lives ignoring the disaster, thinking that it will not touch you. Until you can send each day protection and love to all living things, until you can look into the world and see the fear and suffering that causes the world to bring itself time and time again to the brink of self-destruction because of the ego-based need of political thought to defend itself and where you do so yourself in your own life, your world will be destined to live out the dramas that each of you create within your own lives. Each time you manipulate and try to control the freedom of others, you create more ago based dramas that limits the freedoms of individuals.

God blesses every thought, word and deed sent into the ether and multiplies it. Either we learn to send something different into the ether or we continue to live our past as our only possible futures. When the wise say that history repeats itself, do you not think that each of you should be doing something to change that? Each of you who works at, or even struggles to change your inner life to one that is peaceful and harmonious, who refuses to sacrifice themselves upon the alter of ego and need, brings to the world a place of true freedom, not only for yourself but also for others. If you do that with intent that all you struggles in that direction, earn for each person the right to the same harmony and peace, and you are grateful that they will be so, gives to the world the most precious gift of service that one can give the planet that you live on. When, in the small corner of the world, you see the violence of the world in total, reflected not only in the behaviour of others but also within the moments of your own anger and distrust in your own lives, and with intention, you ask those of us around you, to give you the strength and the wisdom to change that condition, you come to understand the admonishment we have been given, “Change yourself and you change your world”. Until each member of society can see the need for them to change from a fearful person into a loving, caring individual, who does not harm themselves or others, your world will live constantly repeating its past as its future. You should all tremble at that thought.

So we tell you that the individual moments of gratitude, expressed by individuals then bombards heaven with the feelings of abundance and love and that is what God will multiply for your world. Take the time to express the gratitude for what you have and to learn the lessons contained within your lacks, you will indeed change not only your immediate world but the world as a whole.

If you cannot see your power in this, then you are blind. If you cannot see how necessary you are and how important becoming empty within the mind is, you are doomed to suffer unlovingness for all of your life. But when you come to know what a powerful being of light you are and when you begin to use that power, not only to change your own life but the lives of others, you become more powerful than any politician can ever hope to be, for you have changed not only the visible world of man, but have brought to bear the invisible world of God into your endeavours.

So again we tell you, each of you is a beloved child of God. Each of you has the power, not only for self-change, but to change the world that you live in. Each of you who understands the worthiness of your state as a child of God, without doubts and fears, bring to the world a place of power and strength to begin change. Each of you is a place of bright light, love, peace and joy. That is what you truly are. Each of you is worthy of the abundance of God’s love. Believe it, have faith in it and it shall be so. Put aside your self- judgement, shame and criticism and watch the world as you know it, begin to change. Fall fully into the habit of gratitude and the speaking of it into the ether and you shall find within yourselves the power to change your world.

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Spherical Breathing – An Explanation by Florence Mary – Aug 05, 2005.

Spherical Breathing is the consciousness that one develops to change breathing from an unconscious function of the body to one full and complete consciousness. It is both a physical and metaphysical function of all our bodies beginning with the physical body and ending with our ninth body, the Authentic Ketheric Body.

On a metaphysical level it is the pathway through the physical body and outer bodies that prana takes as we breathe it in and distribute it on all levels of conscious awareness. It is the tide upon which cosmic energy from the God source is utilized by the outer bodies as well as by the physical body.

As prana, oxygen, God source and Earth energies are drawn into the body, the chakra centers and outer bodies are activated through the Hara Line. The Hara Line is a circuit that travels from the Hara center which is located between the root and the 2nd chakra. The energy travels from the Hara center to the root chakra through the perineum where the energy changes from Yang energy to Yin energy. As the energy passes the Earth Star (chakra) it picks up Earth’s energy and it is added and assimilated into the total amount of energy taken in by the body. When it reaches the balance point in the knees, the energy changes to Yang energy and completes the circuit, changing again in the brow chakra to Yin energy. As the energy travels the circuit it activates both the front and the back chakra openings and helps to clear and balance the output of those centers through all etheric bodies. In the crown chakra, the energy from the Soul Star is taken in and used to activate the pineal and the pituitary glands. As the pituitary gland is activated the brow chakra switches the energy from Yin energy to Yang energy.

Yin and Yang travels through the male and female of the human species in the same fashion, but front chakras on the female spin clockwise and the back chakra spins counter-clockwise. In the male the energy has travelled in the opposite fashion but as men begin to work with the goddess energy of the Earth Star, they will find that their energy moves in the same patterns as the female energy, helping to bring their female energy back into balance. The balanced energy within the male also helps females to balance their male energy and work with the Soul Star energy, which is male. The balanced energy within the female also helps males to balance their female energy and work with Earth Star energy, which is female. This truly then is the sacred marriage that all human beings have longed for. This marriage then, is the sharing of power, not one of dominance, one over the other.

On the physical level the tide of the breath sets all the biochemical processes in motion. As one breathes, oxygen exchange, glucose transfer, digestive processing and lymphatic processing happen in rhythm with breathing. How deeply you breathe and how consciously you breathe effects the efficiency of this process.

Each breath that you take also enters the invisible pranic tube that lies along the Light Pillar Axis. The control of ones breath also facilitates the rise of the Kundalini Energy that lies at the base of the spine. As the Kundalini Energy rises through the spinal column it is quickly absorbed into the chakra centers and outer bodies. When one reaches a certain point in their development, the Kundalini rises suddenly through all realms of consciousness and our inner vision witnesses the change of chakra colours from the individual shades to the Gold/Silver/White light. This experience allows the opening of the chakra centers to also become breathing centers through which more prana can be absorbed into the body.

As human beings we should not judge the experience of others when they say that they have experienced this phenomenon. The Kundalini makes several test runs before it completely opens the Light Pillar Axis access within the body. When the final trip of Kundalini makes its voyage the Light Pillar Axis is set within, the pranic tube is unblocked and a certain number of realizations happen to facilitate rapid soul growth through lessons, tests and incitation.

As more control is exerted over the breathing process, one learns to hold the breath at the crown and brow chakras. As the breath is held here for a moment, the pineal and pituitary glands are activated respectively. As the breath is let out the energy is forced from the crown, quickly down the front of the body through the front chakra openings causing the chakras to spin in a clockwise fashion.

Prana is taken in both from the nose and the pranic tube providing vitality to the physical body and the invisible bodies. Taken through the crown, prana activates the pineal and pituitary glands stilling the mind during meditation and hologram travel. As the pituitary becomes active the brow chakra begins to spin faster. As the pranic vitality spins out of the brow chakra, the energy in the pranic tube travels quickly to the root chakra, bathing each chakra center with cosmic energy. At the heart chakra, Earths energy, taken in through the Hara Line, and the prana, mingle to travel together to enliven all of the biochemical and etheric centers of the body. Done consciously, this spherical breathing becomes the life force and etheric force energy to activate and spin the Merkabah light body.

When the light pillar is set through the body, the four aspects of the Merkabah are drawn around the body and locked into the heart. The amount of prana and earth energy available to be used through spherical breathing increases Merkabah activation. 

When the 13:20:33 is invoked and brought up through the spine and light column and out the crown, it may be arced over the head and down and back in through the heart through the zero point to access the time/space continuum. Travel is then available on various etheric and physical realms to experience astral travel to all sources of the etheric and spiritual energies.

Controlling the breath in various ways determines the speed and the destination of the Merkabah vehicle. Visualization and thought intention are the best ways to experience such travel as well as the use of original mystery school knowledge and chants. Such activity brings one into a deep sense of bliss. Each Merkabah breath taken through the spherical breathing system enhances inner vision.

In order to enhance one’s own experience with the Merkabah, zero point stillness must be understood. The closer one is to the zero point in their daily lives, the easier it will be to experience travel in the Merkabah vehicle. Eventually, one realizes that since the Universe is holographic and based upon the Flower of Life Hologram, it is unnecessary to draw the hologram around them as the nine bodies around their physical body makes up the four stages of the Merkabah around them.

The first three bodies provide sustenance to the physical body during astral travel. The next three balance the Merkabah with an out flowing of energy distributed on the out breath. The last three bodies energize the Hologram through the breath when the zero point is activated.

“There is a planetary grid around the Earth that is a Merkabah within the greater Merkabah, which is the Universe itself. The Merkabah is the intelligence vehicle that carries the primal energy patterns that create the Universe. Nothing in this Universe come into manifestation without the energy coding’s of the Universal Mind that are carried throughout the Universe by the Merkabah. Each individual human also has a Merkabah, that is a reflection of the Universal energy patterns.” (Dannelley, 1995 p.111 Sedona : Beyond the Vortex)

Each cell in our body carries the holographic image of the Flower of Life. This image may well be the Divine Mind made manifest in all beings. This image is the basis of all life and science. Being at the zero point in your life and learning to use the Merkabah are the giant steps in developing and maintaining “Ascension Consciousness”.

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Getting in touch with your body – A Visualization Excercise – by Florence Mary , Jan 15, 1999.

Webmasters Note : This is a visualization exercise for a workshop / session with Florence from 1999. This was a basic fundamental principle of Florence Mary, to help others to help themselves and in doing so there is a space for many more to receive that same knowledge and experience. And the breath goes on………..

This visualization is geared to helping each of you get in touch with your body in a deeper way, to learn to read it so that you are very aware of any changes in it by learning to sweep energy through it in new ways with observation and concentration.

The posture is – Spine erect – feet flat on the floor so that you are aware of the feel of your feet on the floor. If you are sitting in a chair you are aware of your body as it sits in the chair, in a traditional sitting position or in a comfortable chair with your back supported erect by a pillow or other device.

Learning to read your own body will help you to read the body of others as you practice your healing art. Being observant takes more concentration than you may have been willing to give to your meditation in the past. Some of us zone out during meditation and therefor we do not experience ourselves as fully as we might during meditation. When you are fully observing self and all that is going on in your body, then you may choose to be in a different realm of consciousness through a conscious choice to experience those different realms using your body as the platform or beginning place for your experience.

This occurs when you know everything that is going on in your body but may be seeing, feeling or be within your consciousness in a totally different place. This itself is a form of astral travel but very different from the sleeping body and dream like states of some forms of this travel or even Merkabah travel.

We will begin by focusing only on the breath. Each breath must be followed and observed as it enters the nose. The breath must be natural, in through the nose and out through the nose. Observe what each breath feels like as it comes in. (Pause) Observe what each breath feels like as you release it out. (Pause 2 minutes)

Now observe the breath in a deeper fashion. What does it feel like as it enters your lungs? Keep your mind focused totally on breathing. (Pause 2 minutes)

Again, observe your breath in an even deeper fashion. Again, what does it feel like as it enters the lungs? (Pause 2 minutes)

Observe how you breathe. Do you breathe in deeply or do you breathe in only to the top of your lungs? (Pause 2 minutes)

If you are breathing in only to the top of your lungs, deepen the breath and keep breathing in this manner until the breath feels normal and natural. (Pause 2 minutes)

Notice how your chest rises and falls with each breath and how easy it is, how full it is. (Pause) If the breath is not full, focus on making each breath being full and natural. Breathe in and fill the lungs fully so that the chest fill to the diaphragm and the belly rises. Keep breathing and observing until it feels normal and natural. At the end of each breath, consciously contract your diaphragm by pulling in your stomach muscles. (Pause 2 minutes)

As you breathe, expand your observation from the nose to lungs and to different parts of your body. What does your head feel like as you observe the breath? (Pause) What changes happen with each breath? (Pause) How does observing each breath change the experience within your body? (Pause 2 minutes)

Whatever you experience in and with your body, be with that experience. (Pause) Allow yourself to be fully within any physical response your body is having in the moment. (Pause) Allow yourself to fully accept whatever you are feeling in the moment. (Pause) As you breathe, take the breath in through the area of the body that has your attention. (Pause) Breathe as slowly and as naturally as you can. Allow yourself to be fully inside the experience without judging it. (Pause 2 minutes)

Bring your concentration back to the nose. (Pause) As you breathe in fill the head with Golden Liquid Light. (Pause) As you breathe, allow the Golden Liquid Light to flow through your body on the tide of your breath. (Pause) Allow the energy of the light to move through your body as if the molecules have visible spaces between them. (Pause) Observe that your breath moves energy both around your body through normal pathways that move top to bottom but now it moves through the body back and forth. (Pause) As you breathe feel the action of the breath as it massages away pain from past, present and parents. (Pause 2 minutes)


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The Seven Fold Path Of Becoming – by Florence Mary – June 14, 1997.

The first path to accessing the zero point of becoming is Right Thought.

“Right Thought” promotes the state of balance. Right thought encompasses only thought that is positive and focused deeply into one’s own path of becoming. Thought is the very essence of creation. Each of us has lived under the misinformation that our thoughts are private and we are allowed to think anything we wish. Thoughts are private in as much as the rest of our fellows on earth cannot read our thoughts, or at least there are only a few who can. What we think creates our reality and the reality of others. It is contributed to the “Collective Unconscious”. When we think with purpose and intent, it is contributed to both the Collective Unconscious and Conscious, creating either the positive or the negative in those thoughts.

The Collective Unconscious represents all the random thoughts that each of us think each day that we are not aware of. We see someone and think, “she or he looks awful in that dress”. The thought itself creates unkindness that effects all of the Conscious World. Loving thoughts create loving for all of the world of consciousness collectively. As we gain control over our thoughts we use positive thinking in moments when our minds are not occupied by the business of living. Even in the business of living and formulating our relationships with others, we would do well to keep our thoughts positive. Positive thoughts do not contain statements that begin with ; I should have, I would have or I could have. Each of these directs negative thinking towards ourselves. A better way of thinking would then be ; I will do better, I have done the best that I can at this time, I learned much about myself in this situation or next time I will do better because I know better. 

Changing the tapes in our subconscious then becomes easy as we use positive affirmations to change our thinking, instead of worrying about money or not having what we need. We can then say, “I have all my needs met”. “The Universe constantly supplies all that I need.” “I live in an abundant universe.”

Thought is also about our intentions. “I intend ……….” So if what we intend is negative then we create that possibility for the whole of creation. If what we intend is positive then we create that possibility for the whole of creation. Each day we think good things. “I will give to the cancer society, or I will give to the food bank.” Lots of times we give to help but our intentions do not go far enough. If you give to the poor it must be your intention not only to relieve that state in the moment but to end poverty. In each case, when we become a part of some good work, the intention of what we hold in our thoughts must contain the positive change for all of the created world. The end of poverty, sickness, unrest, etc. When we do not take our intentions to a completion, we keep in place the condition of the present, repeating itself into our future. That is why our history will always be our future or put another way, “the road to hell is paved with good intentions”. Intention without a definite conclusion or result, does nothing to change things but keeps the status quo in place. Negative thinking keeps the negative in place. Positive thinking keeps the positive in place but we tell you that intentions with a positive ending for change, changes things. Since “Spirit Will” does not recognize the negative, and only we can create it in the moment, Spirit only works to enhance the positive change. 

Most of you look out into the world and see negativity all around you. You do not support it or agree with it but you judge it negatively. Therefor, you have helped to keep that state in place. The rule is not to judge. You can be discerning and not choose a thing for yourself. This creates nothing but choice for yourself. When looking at something we must look at it like this; “I observe that this situation creates pain for those who choose to be or to take part in this. I intend that this will change and create love and joy in the world.”

Since human beings can also speak, and thought creates, it also creates how we speak about things in any given situation. So, while we observe what we think, we must also observe how it affects how we speak observations and intentions into our world. Changing our futures may be as simple as recreating the way we think and speak our thoughts into the ether.

The second path to accessing the zero point of becoming is Right Action.

Right Action reflects the conditions of our thoughts into the world and governs our paths as co-creators with the Divine. 

In the physical world our creative efforts must have action to make those dreams and promptings from within become real. How we think governs our speech and how we feel about what we must do to create our dreams in the Universe. How we think will also govern the kind of effort we will have to put out to accomplish a thing.

We may have the best idea in the world but if we are not positive that we are worthy to have all of our ideas supported not only by ourselves but also by the Universe, then our way will be filled with hardships and road blocks. When we are positive, we may have to work the same number of hours, put out the same amount of effort, but what we accomplish will surprise even us. In all of our efforts there will be moments when we know that we are being supported for the things we never thought would happen appear, as if by magic and seem to take form in ways we could never have imagined. The right people, places and things are found both by our effort but also as if some “guiding hand” directs us through the maze of our own becoming, into the mastership of being first and foremost what we think, what we speak, what we feel and then what we do.

The third path to accessing the zero point of becoming is Peace.

The amount of peace we can hold in our own life is in direct proportion to the foundation of Right Thought and Right Action within our lives. Most of us, because of circumstance fluctuate between being at one end of the spectrum of positive and negative polarity, therefor our lives are very seldom peaceful. We also believe in “get high and feel good”, even if that high is natural. It is natural for those who have not perfected “Right Thought, Right Speech, Right Action and Right Feeling.” Where we sit along the line of polarity at any given moment governs the amount of peace we will be experiencing in our lives.

True peace and rightness in our lives leaves our emotions still and steady within our mental and emotional bodies. Within our physical bodies no pounding hearts or butterflies reign when all is in rightness in our lives. There are also few, if any, conflicts and when there are conflicts our egos do not feel under attack but instead send out calming waves of pink light that surround and support our enemy whom we love so dearly for their troubles.

True peace lacks judgement of any kind and employs discernment and observation that we then apply to our own lives or to put it another way “we mind our own lives”. That does not mean that we do not lend a helping hand to friends or that we do not see the needs of the world around us but instead means that we understand that we represent the Divine Creative Force here on Earth and therefor, must reflect the path of our choosing into the world with Consciousness. When we are minding our own lives, we have very little time or inclination to judge the paths and lives of others. It means that we understand that our path is not the path of others and we always encourage others to find their own mission in life and to put their creative efforts forward into bringing that path into their own consciousness. When we mind our own lives, peace is the consequence of that life.

The fourth path to accessing the zero point of becoming is Joy.

The joy felt in our lives is a direct result of the solid foundation of the first three paths. When true joy shows up in our lives we are no longer suffering over our suffering but instead experience that inner peace and joy even in the times of our greatest sorrows. This is the promise made by all of the cosmic realms when we master the first three paths.  Joy is not only a path to becoming but also the reward for all of our human efforts to be. Be what, you may ask? Our truest most authentic self.

It is in our first true moment of joy that we know who we are and that wherever we are in our development, is fine. When we choose not to judge ourselves or others but instead choose to observe all in life and choose clearly, with the intent to love our path to true being. It is then that we not only experience Joy but we become Joy and our true authentic self.

For the very first time in our lives we understand that becoming is a process and that we are working towards something. We also know that what we are working towards will come in time. For the cosmic rule is ; when the student is ready, the teacher will appear. When we do not judge, the teacher may be the young girl on her first job fumbling through changing the tape in the cash register. She has appeared to teach you patience during a busy day or to bring kindness to your thoughts in a day full of chaos and fear.  She is a great soul that has appeared at the very worst moment in an already terrible day that is giving you the moment to take a breath and save your life from becoming lost from what it was always meant to be. That beingness is the process of becoming. The teacher may be the boss who drives you crazy or the drunk who stumbles into you and says something stupid or even the bank clerk who closes her window just as you arrive. Take a breath. Save your life. Understand that all these moments that happen to you at the worst moment possible are little boards hitting you so that you remember who you are in your process of becoming more.

The fifth path to accessing the zero point of becoming is Light.

Light is wisdom dressed up in all sorts of tests and challenges that bring to you the deepest sense of yourself and who you really are. If you do not know that then you may still be floundering around in the dark because your light is hidden by the darkness of your untamed ego.

Ego is the first liar in all of creation. Ego is the place where you stand still on your own path and refuse to move when the elephants of other egos come charging towards you. Ego is the place where you are so sure that you are right that you refuse to see anything else but your own way. This path does not permit or allow anything else to exist that is not self-concerned. Ego is the place of failure or at least the first step towards your down-fall. Ego is the place where we do not mind our own life and therefor expect to be served instead of being of service. Ego is the place where “wisdom or light”, cannot dwell. 

Being in the condition of “Light in the process of becoming”, turns over the control of our lives to the Divine where the ego is transformed and returned as the sense of “Oneness” with all that is. As we begin to be able to see the thread of the Divine Force within our lives we are able to access more and more wisdom, not only from teachers in our lives but also from the deepest sense of ourselves that begins to take form as the light grows. Eventually, that tiny light will become a blaze that will bring us fully into the next path of becoming.

The sixth path of accessing the zero point of becoming is Love.

Since to define love would be to limit it, we will instead look at love from two of its most important attributes ; Harmlessness and Compassion.

When the first inkling enters our life that love as we have known it and experience it may not really be love at all, we then enter a true path of understanding what love is. Love is always the force of the Divine Mind that loves through us and with us. It is in the animal instinct to protect our young and those more helpless than ourselves. It is what makes a friend speak up for us when we find no need to speak up and defend ourselves. It is what finally makes us understand that we do not incite and we do not engage ridicule, anger, etc, on our path to becoming. It is in the desire to give up our very life to save the life of another. Love is also in the hand of a mother who would caresses a distraught child instead of hitting them, in the middle of a busy day with deadlines and must-be’s, or in the actions of a father who holds his son with concern when the son has destroyed his new car.

Love is also in the choice to say nothing when you know you could say much to one who is saying more than you or anyone else needs to hear about anything. Love is walking away from what is not comfortable to you or for you in any given situation. Love is not needing to be right before the world but being right with the Divine Force within. Love is seeing the distress of others and being willing to help if they want it or need it. Love is knowing the difference. Love is also knowing when need is served or neediness is taking that which it does not deserve ,and removing neediness from yourself so that it will not appear in others. Love is allowing and permitting all things to be without adding or taking anything away. Love is understanding that the Universe always has the first move. Love is finally and foremost understanding that the “Father and You are One”. When you do, your path will be one of complete harmlessness and compassion. And finally, Love just is.

The seventh path to accessing the zero point of becoming is Consciousness.

Consciousness is knowing in every single moment of every single day what you are giving off to the ether from your thoughts, words, deeds and feelings. Consciousness knows all in a single moment of true becoming. Consciousness is the ultimate beingness of all humans being. 

Consciousness is not the mind drifting off to nothingness but one that consciously chooses to drift or move into a state where the senses of knowing, hearing and seeing are heightened. Consciousness is the state in which human beings know and have faith in the fact that they are Co-Creators with the Divine Mind that has created all. Consciousness is ultimately the knowledge that what we experience here on Earth is the sum total of what most of humanity believes about life. What we have to understand is that for every 100 unconscious beings who are contributing that unconsciousness into the ether, one conscious being can over ride all of their contributions with one single conscious, aware, loving thought. That statement should bolster those of you who are making the effort to contribute positive thoughts consciously on a moment to moment basis. It should also scare those of us who do not and make us do our best to live more consciously every day.

When one lives with positive consciousness, we are then not deterred by the negative. Indeed the negative truly becomes a force that we can work with in concert to create pathways to becoming. Viewed correctly, the negative force is the female side of creation that is needed for true creation to take place. Indeed one does not exist without the other. The true negative force is a benign force that clears the path so that the positive action of creation can take place. It becomes the partner in the dance of life that allows the continuous flow of energy into the world.

In the cosmic realms, humanly created negativity is not recognized but is our hell on earth. In those same realms, humanly created positive consciousness is not only recognized but is blessed into abundance for all those who create it from their truest sense of self and love. Consciousness is therefor not an act of becoming but an act of arriving finally at the zero point within the equation of life. Consciousness is the ultimate realization that Spirit and Science are one. That all scientific laws are expressed into consciousness every day by every living thing in the Universe. Do not judge what you see as living consciousness for you will be wrong in that judgement.

If you say that a rock is not living or a plant is not living then you will be mistaken. Each of these things vibrates with a living consciousness that is one with the Source of its creation and therefor holds life to the degree of its consciousness. It lives in service to all that holds higher conscious ability than it does. It holds consciousness and light to that degree and is governed by the same rays and forces that govern you.

As you walk over the dirt below your feet you could be thanking it for allowing you a path on which to walk, instead of thinking of how you will manipulate and control all things in your life. You could be conscious that you have been given dominion over the earth, not to plunder and destroy, but to take care of it, like you would care for your own children. You would understand that each thing you use negatively that has no life in your estimation, holds the consciousness of all things it has been used for. So if you use a rock in a flower border that creates beauty, the rock carries that consciousness. But if you have used that rock to kill a bug or snake or even another human being, that rock holds the consciousness for every rock in the world. Since they are connected by the oneness of their being all is known instantly in that world. 

While all is not known instantly in our world, all consciousness is the sum total of the consciousness of the world we live in. If you see the need for change in the world, then change yourself and the whole world will change with you. It will take more time but understand that your whole world is that which you effect on any given day. Your home, your job, town, province, state and your country depend upon you for its over-riding consciousness. Change your consciousness and the whole world will change with you. The whole world may one day live its truly Divine Consciousness.






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Changes – A Pep Talk from the Guides – Written by Florence Mary Feb 12, 1998.

It is very easy to decide to change ones life but quite another to accomplish the feat as a fact. Each of you in one way or another has decided to change your lives. Each of you hopes that it is for the better. The pathways to change are the same as they have always been for human beings ; diligence, understanding, allowing, permitting. Most of all, you must have faith that whatever it is in your life that needs to be changed will be changed by your intent and by your faith in that intent. The hard part comes when you must make choices that foster those changes to garner that success.

Each of you holds within you a view of life. Whether that is a valid world view or not is up to you and what you really want from life and what you are willing to do to have it. In the greatest sense of things, you must first be willing to do things for yourself with the idea of sharing power with others. Sharing power is being able to see what you want or need, to see what others want or need and being able to combine perspectives within your mind to create models that can be lived out by any number of people without creating conflict. These models always reflect a consensus with those involved. It also means that you commit yourself to the model and review how it serves you and others from time to time. Pliancy is the place where you go to change the model when it needs it. Commitment will keep you serving others within the model and keep you from being self-serving.

Each of you who work with energy must commit to service, not only to yourself, but to others. Those of you who have a healthy model of what service looks like will not fall into the self-serving traps of pleasure and the moment. You will also realize that service does not mean servitude. Your eye will always be on where you are and how the moment serves the model that you have chosen. Service also considers consequence of each act before one commits to that act. One who is able to see history and how it affects the present moment and your life model, may derive great benefit when there is sincere desire to change life for the better. We would like you to look into your life and see if it is moving forward or if it is moving in circles around issues that you must move beyond for learning and growth.

Each of you must be committed to seeing yourself as you are, not as you would like to be or how you have rationalized yourselves as being. Each way of viewing self is very different. Each one forms a component of the circle of self-knowledge that you must access in order to bring about change. Self-assessment is the most necessary ingredient for growth on an individual basis and on a group basis and for models. Diligence is where you will go to make the changes possible within each part of your interaction with life.

Each of you has the ability to see yourselves clearly, if you do not judge what you are seeing but observe it and gain important knowledge from it. Each time you look squarely at yourself and see who you are, in terms of your life and you ability to share power, rather than to wield it to grow. When you see yourself in these terms, clearly, you come closer to freedom. To be powerful one must see clearly that true power is mastery over self. Some of you believe power comes only if you have power over others through judgement and control. We ask you to look carefully at the model of the slave and the slave owner. We tell you truly that neither is free and neither is the way that freedom makes you powerful. Freedom is a personal view of self within life and within the concept of what you may hold to be self. Commitments do not make you a slave. Commitment makes you responsible for your choices and for the living out of those choices to the fullness of time. Understanding and drawing a new model of freedom will take time and effort to redraw eons of fight or flight mentality that most of the Collective Conscience lives in.

We tell you so you will know from this day forth that you have nothing to fear. Change is the law of the Universe and Becoming. Comfort Zones are illusions that people draw around themselves that enslave them. Change is nothing to fear but a place where true gains will happen. Being at peace with change is the truest freedom that you will ever know.



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